♥Dear diary,

madame

♥Michelle
Mee-shell | 18 coming Sept | 11 Sept 1993 | Chestnut Drive Secondary.
I am an average girl next door from a sucky school and I suck at chinese.
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where Tears, Laughters & Fun
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irritating guys!

Monday, June 30, 2008 8:59 PM

well,today,
was the same,
had our silent reading,
lessons,
recess.
after recess,we assembled at the parade square.
tan tt stupid Alvin&gang was sitting behind.
at the table there.
tan Jian chai came to me to ask for my number again!
i said i dun wanna give,
but he still keep asking,
what they dun understand chinese&english uhh?
want me to speak arab language to them?
i had no choice,luckly Ara was sitting behind me,
so i asked him for help,
tan Jian chai was like,
walao ask for help again.
tan what u wan me to do?
he kept asking non-stop like one tape recoder,
kept repeating&repeating
its damn irritating luhh!
i said aready last week tt i dun wanna give,
than when they walk pass me,than they said,
haiya,dun wanna give dun give luhh,
like tt only wanna ask ppl help.
if i dun ask ppl for help,
will they stop asking?
in the end,still keep asking!
he walked away,at last!

Sunday, June 29, 2008 9:30 PM

this morning,
went to my cousin facial shop at china town,
had my face washed,
my cousin brought me to mac to buy my lunch,
tan i waited for her while eating.
after i finished,
i explored around,
than she asked me if i wanna paint my nails.
so i said okie!~
so she help me paint.
tan a indian guy,wif hairy face,came in
&said he wanna wash his face.
my cousin partner brought him into the room to prepare&change.
she came out&kept laughing
My cousin:

Y?

Friend:

how to wash?

so hairy!

we kept laugh non-stop!!

My cousin:

u help him shave luh.

if nt cannt wash

......

we like 3 crazy zharboh luhh.

keep laughing,&badmouthing him.
after tt,i sms him=]
heheh.
so happy luhh~
well,
tts about it!
he called me to go online,
gotta go sleep now
so i went,but late cos i was busy.
my mum is nagging
after i sign in,the first thing i saw was his pm,
nites ppl!
first,he gave me high hopes,
but now,so saded luhh.
Byee~
dun wanna talk much now.

same old days

Saturday, June 28, 2008 7:28 PM

things r still the same,
as in happyhappyones~
nw i have decided to forget him,
cos i have someone eles in mind=]
his vry caring&well,tts y.

today,
i played the game tt Shane sent meit was so additive!
&i finish the game in one day..
tan i waited for my tutor to come,
she's always late!!
grr..
after tt,she gave me homeworkS

she thinks i so free issit?
give so much.
idiot!!
i got school homeworks&ccas okay
she will be leaving in aug for further studies!
i cant wait!
but my mum told her if she know any other tution teachers
tan can replace her
&u noe what she say?
KUMON!
i hate those kind of tution center!
man how i hope she go faster!

Monday, June 23, 2008 8:01 PM

should i just forget about him?

i want to&i have to,

cos it just hurts so much..

&i also promised him tt i would,

but my heart just cant let go...

i tried to like other ppl,

i will just say,

ouhh,his so cute.

his such a nice guy,

i like him luh,

but tts only what i say,

deep deep inside.

my heart i just cant forget him...

now my heart just hurts when im around him,

im like invisable to him,

it just really wanna make me cry,

i wanna move on,

but my hearts still stays in the past.

so whats the point.

i just cant erase him away from my mind&heart no matter how many times

i tried to.

its difficult to forget someone if u really love them.

he got someone he love,so i must respect his decision no matter what it is.

i would have said tt i dont like him anymore,

it is because i dont want him to avoid me,

but i know if we be friends,

i will nvr forget him,

or even love him even more,

i just want to like him secretly,

with him not knowing,

only my close friends know.

but ppl would tell him tt i actually still like him,

cos maybe they just wanna help?

i really just dont know what to do.

i just wanna shout everyting out!

i just wanna cry out to someone.

but i just dont know who..

i tried not to tell my friends is becos,

they have their own things to care about.

i help them wif their problems sometimes,

is becos if i dun,they might just end up like me.

sometimes,i hope there is another me,so that she could be my listening ear,

but tt will nvr happen,

i dunno if anyone could understand me..

one time,i really wanted to transfer out,

but i just couldnt bare.

i dun wanna be parted from my friends,

they really brought loads of happiness to me.

but i dun have tt much feelings for him than last time.

now just hope MR RIGHT will show up.

im so tired of all this,

i should be concentrating on my studies,

but my time is so tight.

i will nvr let relationships affect my studies,

so i dun really worry bout it.

but i just cant explain how stress i am now,

i dunno what to do.

now we got a little problem in musical.

tt day,during the camp,

my heart just felt like bursting when everyting come together.

but there was so many ppl there,

so i tried to cheer myself up,

i dunno how much longer i could hold on to the cheerful me.

i know tt day will be real soon,as u know i said i almose cried tt day.

maybe just one day,i might burst out to tears.

just typing all this,i felt like crying aready..

even when i fight with ppl,

i feel like crying,

its not becos of them,its becos everyting comes together,

&i will be thinking,

y would this happen to me?

blahblahblah................,

i dont wanna fight,but they just really irritate me.

i will stop here,cos my feelings&thoughts will nvr stop&it will be real long if i continue.

whoever who views my blog&seen this,just keep it to urself okay,

dun tell anyone especially him.

if u know who tt guy is,but if u dont just let it be cann?

thanks!~

BACK!!=]

7:19 PM

It was so long after the last post.
well,i was busy,
(with tv&nonsence stuff.hehe)
sometimes, when im blogging,
i feel like im just talking to myself,
Sigh*
nth much happen today,
had lots of fun,
cos we didnt c each other for quite a long time.
made whole lots of noise,
especially during chinese class.
stupid orange,keep shotting at me=[
i will make sure i peel her alive if she carry on shotting me nxt time!

&& i made fun of Michael,
cos we were having Geog,
Mdm Yap(my mum=p)
told us to write out two food tt we like&dislike,
so i wrote,
(ppl who read this,rmb what i like&dislike okayy.heheh)
LIKE:
Raw Fish&Sea Weed
DISLIKE:
Durian&mushroom
than i forgot how to spell mushrooms,
so i ask Emmeline,
had nth to do,so i said mushrooms louder,
tan Michael turn around.
so she pei he& spelled it loudly!
Emmeline:
ehh,u dun like mushrooms uhh?
Me:
ya,but only SOME KIND OF MUSHROOMS luh.
Emmeline:
OUHH~
haha,Michael face was like,
dunno how to say luh,
made me laugh for the rest of the period.
i didnt mean it at first,
its the fact tt i dun like SOME of mushrooms,
but mushrooms makes me think of him.
especially his hair!!!
(Oops!dun tell okayy)
than he was angry,
so he took my bag,
cant he do someting eles,
everytime only know how to take ppl's things..
BORING LUHH..
than we had debate wif Mr Shashi,
his class so fun luhh,
cos his the only one who listen to what we say/complain.

school reopen,
time so tight.
Monday :Dance
Tueasday :Musical(til 8,how to study for FAST test??stupid school)
Wednesday:Til 3(okayy luhh)
Thursday :Til 3(samesame)
Friday :Dance
Sat :sometimes got tution or go out!!
Sun :my own time=]
only 2/3 days for us to rest/do our homework.
the school so cock up luhh,
dunno how stress the students will be.
i pity Rena,
cos she's the VP,she got so many things to do.
meeting everytime.

after school,
went for dance,
so fun luh today,
we played catching&stuff,but related to the dance luhh.
than i went home.

than here i am,=]
well,gtg now,if nt my adik is gonna starve.
have to go bring him out to eat.

Monday, June 9, 2008 7:47 PM

this morning,
got woken up by the ringing of my handphone.
it was Fadhila,
i answed&ask me if i wanna go swimming tmr@ccksc
ME:
i have musical luhh..
Faddy:
end what time?
Me:
5
Faddy:
okay luh.we swim at 5
Me:
Huh?so late??
Faddy:
yalah,if nt got sun if earlyearly.
i dun wanna be black..
my mum will ground me if i swim in the afternoon.
Me:
y?
Faddy:
cos she oso scared i become black.
Me:
*whahaha*
black camel!
Faddy:
so tmr 5 okayy.
Me:
okayy.
nth much happen than..
i watch my tv & stuffs...
&&Mathew is so KPO!!
say he got someone eles in mind aready,
in the end,
ask me if they break aready anot!
talking to him really make my wanna punch him in the face!!
gggrrr!
talking bout him really makes my blood boil!

Well,
talking to Sarah just now bout "HER"
she even wrote a compo bout her.
well,
i dun wanna rite so much about it,
if nt ppl who view my blog will know bout it.

cant wait for tmr~
i get to see Fadhila again!=]
yaayy~

Friday, June 6, 2008 1:32 PM

bored to death!
parents not in singapore,
i cant go anywhere cos i have to take care of my
Annoying adik!
well i can take tis few days to do finish all my homework,
so i can go out&play in PEACE!!=]
but,im noe in a holiday mood!
not in a studying mood at all!
nothing can go in my brain!!
all i can think of is,
play play play!!
cant get anything done at all!
morning,watch tv or go out,
tan nite time tv or computer!
no time for stupid homeworks!
how i wish i can hire someone who can
help me finish all my homework..
or maybe teach me.
there is just soooo many homework,
i cant even rmb them.
some still online homework.
hope i can get everyting done before my parents come back.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008 9:43 PM

*sigh*
today we had dance traing.(again..)
when my father send me to sch,
i saw some of the dancers sitting at the guard house.
i was thinking.
what r they doing there?
am i early?no..
its 9.07
how come they still sitting there?
so i went up to the AVA room& asked.
how come some of them still sitting at the gate there?
Tiara:
they nvr wear sch uni,
so cannt come in..
Me:
huh?
how come?
Tiara:
tt happy song luhh.
(happy song=Benny Ong)
say what,dont look down on our security system..
Me:
what kind of nonsence is that?
we got training what..
if we lose the compitition he pay for it issit?
i go down see..
Claudia(think i spell correct.hehe..):
Mr Ong oso dun let coloured shoe,
Ain&Shaqdah oso kena..
cos Ain wearing black shoe,
tan Shaqdah wearing slipper..
Me:
What the hell!!
erm..
Tiara,can lend me ur shoe?
(cos im wearing my purple shoe,
the guard did nt noe cos im in my father's car=])
u wear mine.
Tiara:
okayy..
When i went down,
Miss Ooi was there,
passing them some uni&shoes.
After tt we went up together.
they were complaining all the way.haha

Well,mr ong really went too far!
he had a higher post,
&he thinks his the principle..
what if he really became the principle?(touch wood!!)
maybe he will think tt he's the president..

Hady was as usual,the show stopper..
things went as usual too..
After dance,went to sunshine place to have lunch wif my parents.
brought some fruits&went home~
i was watching TV,
than i tot,
hmmm,i still have lots of homework not done,
&im here watching Naruto..
&now im here using the computer..
its like a daily must.
&when i finish watching the TV,
i went to my homeworks.
its like,when i touch the books,
i will feel sleepy,not in the mood of doing it.
so i said to myself,
haiya,do tmr luhh..today finish dance vry tired..
so i continued watching my TV=]

gotta buck up this few days,
finish all my homework&projets.
so i can go out&play in peace=]

boring holidays..*sigh*

Monday, June 2, 2008 8:10 PM

we had dance today(again)
Hady was such a show stopper today!!
he kept blocking our view to the mirror while we were dancing!
Shaqdah said she want another guy in the dance,
im kind of bored noww..
so let me rite out the conversation okayy.
bare with me..
Shaqdah asked me:
Izzuan wanted to join rite?
Me:
ya,but he tt day aready said he lazy to come,
u think tt kind of attitude he have can learn all
the dance step in one day.(which is tmr)
Shaqdah:
y not Fadly,Fatullah,...
Me:
Fatullah?
no way!he is such a show off!
Shaqdah:
tan Fadly luhh.
Me:
call him now uhh,
tan ask him to come tmr.
Shaqdah:
i dun have his number..
Jovin:
i have!
Shaqdah:
okayy,u call him now.
Jovin:
but my handphone at home..
Shaqdah:
u go home call can?
Jovin:
okayy.
Me:
if Fadly cannt how?
y not we just work with just us??
Shaqdah:
but i want to have 2 guys,
so like even.
than if Fadly cannt tan like tt loh..

After all those,
we continue practicing........
than Shaqdah,Ain&Tiara was fighting to press the play button..
we ended at 12

i waited for my father at the foyer,
when i got on the car,
i asked him if he could buy me the tamagotchi ver. 5?
tan he just thought for less tan 10 sec
& said okayy luhh.
wahahaha!
so happy!=]
so we went to lot1
tan suddenly i had brain block!
i forgotten where is kiddy palace.
we went to the second floor,
than the third,
tan i was thinking,
where the hell is kiddy palace?
it cant be on the forth..
so we went down to the second again..
&there was it.
how could i not notice!
we even pass by it!
so i went in,
the was so little choices,
there was only:
Pink&another Pink again,Blue&another Blue,Yellow.
i was planning to buy the Pink one,
tan suddenly the Yellow onr caught my eye.
i was standing there thinking which one should i get?
in the end i got the Yellow one..
After tt,
i went to mac to buy my lunch
& went home..
After i had my lunch,
the tution teacher came(new)
her name was Terisa(hmm,i think its spelled like tt.hehe)
we had tution...

After tt,
i quietly unrap my tamagotchi,
(cos the rest of my family dont know bout it,its between my father&me;])
i read the instruction sheet while watching Naruto.
after reading it all,
i started playing it.
tan i got addicted..

well,cant help it,
the holidays r so boring!
cant even go out singapore,
cos we have to go for Musical.
all i could do at home is,
going back to school for CCAs&Musical,
doing ur holday homework,
having tutions,(whats holidays for!?stupid MOE!!)
staring at the for walls of ur room.
if not staring at the television screen or the computer.
or even staring at plants!

so damn boring!!
tts y im here sprouting nonsence!
grrr!

cant wait for the Musical camp!=]
too bad its just 2days 1night..
if it was longer it would be so funn!!