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♥MichelleMee-shell | 18 coming Sept | 11 Sept 1993 | Chestnut Drive Secondary.
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Monday, June 23, 2008 8:01 PM
should i just forget about him?
i want to&i have to,
cos it just hurts so much..
&i also promised him tt i would,
but my heart just cant let go...
i tried to like other ppl,
i will just say,
ouhh,his so cute.
his such a nice guy,
i like him luh,
but tts only what i say,
deep deep inside.
my heart i just cant forget him...
now my heart just hurts when im around him,
im like invisable to him,
it just really wanna make me cry,
i wanna move on,
but my hearts still stays in the past.
so whats the point.
i just cant erase him away from my mind&heart no matter how many times
i tried to.
its difficult to forget someone if u really love them.
he got someone he love,so i must respect his decision no matter what it is.
i would have said tt i dont like him anymore,
it is because i dont want him to avoid me,
but i know if we be friends,
i will nvr forget him,
or even love him even more,
i just want to like him secretly,
with him not knowing,
only my close friends know.
but ppl would tell him tt i actually still like him,
cos maybe they just wanna help?
i really just dont know what to do.
i just wanna shout everyting out!
i just wanna cry out to someone.
but i just dont know who..
i tried not to tell my friends is becos,
they have their own things to care about.
i help them wif their problems sometimes,
is becos if i dun,they might just end up like me.
sometimes,i hope there is another me,so that she could be my listening ear,
but tt will nvr happen,
i dunno if anyone could understand me..
one time,i really wanted to transfer out,
but i just couldnt bare.
i dun wanna be parted from my friends,
they really brought loads of happiness to me.
but i dun have tt much feelings for him than last time.
now just hope MR RIGHT will show up.
im so tired of all this,
i should be concentrating on my studies,
but my time is so tight.
i will nvr let relationships affect my studies,
so i dun really worry bout it.
but i just cant explain how stress i am now,
i dunno what to do.
now we got a little problem in musical.
tt day,during the camp,
my heart just felt like bursting when everyting come together.
but there was so many ppl there,
so i tried to cheer myself up,
i dunno how much longer i could hold on to the cheerful me.
i know tt day will be real soon,as u know i said i almose cried tt day.
maybe just one day,i might burst out to tears.
just typing all this,i felt like crying aready..
even when i fight with ppl,
i feel like crying,
its not becos of them,its becos everyting comes together,
&i will be thinking,
y would this happen to me?
blahblahblah................,
i dont wanna fight,but they just really irritate me.
i will stop here,cos my feelings&thoughts will nvr stop&it will be real long if i continue.
whoever who views my blog&seen this,just keep it to urself okay,
dun tell anyone especially him.
if u know who tt guy is,but if u dont just let it be cann?
thanks!~