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♥Michelle
Mee-shell | 18 coming Sept | 11 Sept 1993 | Chestnut Drive Secondary.
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escape!
Thursday, June 18, 2009 10:46 PM

cant really see them,too black!
Akif's stupid face!
tt stupid face again!


the ToTo-train
Michael&Shakir
Gotacha!
today,
we went to ESCAPE!
it was funfunfun!
there was JinHua,Michael,Akif,Shakir[he met us later]&me!
it would be fun to the max if the Rainbow&Inverter rides were available..

we went to the
Gold Cart,Fippers,Haunted house,Rocking Ship,the Ship tt brought us on a wet ride[dunno what it's called..],Toto Train..i think tts all.

riding the Gold Cart,
i took cart no. 26&it was soo fast!
i beat them all,whahah!
Akif was last!he took cart 12[the slowest!]
but the second time,
they didnt let me get tt cart,
cos they say i only want the fast one=[
so i let Jinhua take cart 26
&i took cart 23,
its soo slow,but not as slow as cart 12.

cart 12-Michael cart 20-Akif cart 23-Michelle! cart 26-Jinhua cart 29-Shakir
i raced wif Akif but lost,
cos cart 20 is the 2nd fastes=[
i was leading at first,
than Shakir&Akif came behind me,
i asked Shakir to block him,
but i guess he didnt heard it..
so Shakir over took me,
than i blocked Akif myself,
he bang me&i end up crashing to the side=[
haiyoo..
&Michael went pass&just laughed at me..
so i came up last..

Flippers,
its a ride tt just go round&round,
the first round was fun,but it became boring after tt.
but we went to this ride quite alot of time.

Haunted House,
this was funny!haha
to went in 2 time,
the first time was the funniest!
when we just went in,
Shakir saw a figure squating at the side,
he tought it was one of the statues,
so he slap his head,
but it turns out to be one of the workers trying to scare us,
haha!
he said to Shakir;'i didnt know tt u could punch things'
something like tt,
&Shakir apologised,haha!
the 2nd time,we hoped we could find tt guy again,
but,nopee,we didnt..
maybe Shakir hit him too hard?

Rocking Ship,
i dunno how many times we took this,
but it didnt make us bored of it,
it made my tummy feel like its gonna drop,
everyone was shouting&the 3 guys made fun of them,like,
open ur mouth&stuffs,
they even try spitting!hoping tt it will go into someone's mouth.ehhk=p

The wet ride
i went on the boat wif Akif,
Michael wif Jinhua,
Shakir wif a name-i-dunno kid.
the first slide,akif was mostly wet aready,
&the nxt one,he was totally wet,
it was scary,but Genting's worst,haha.

ToTo-train
it was not much,cos it was meant for kids,
but it was kinda fast.haha



friends?or not?
Thursday, June 11, 2009 10:48 PM
y did things turn out this way??
how i hope i could turn back time,
i really regretted treating my friends this way..
i dont know if some of them forgave me yet.
i hurt them twice&i dont wanna third..
the first time,i tried to stay away from them,
so tt i could reflect&not hurt them again,
than my friends came to talk to me,
i gave myself another chance,
but it happened again
&i dont think i would be forgiven tt easily..
i thought tt if i stayed away,i would'nt hurt u guys,
but it still did&im really sorry,
but im being forced to choose,
family/friends..i love both,
but i have to choose my family,
cause i really dont know if u all feel the same way as i do for u all,
&i did thought tt u guys would understand,
but all my thoughtless thoughts,are stupid,
all in all,i still hurt u guys.
*sigh*
im sorry for all the things i did or said tt hurt u all,
it okayy if u guys dont forgive me,
cause its really my fault,
for not treating u all nicely,not treasuring u all.

i really tried vry hard to stay away from u guys,
it feels,... really uncomfortable,
it makes my heart soo heavy.
but i promised myself not to hurt u guys anymore..
there's just soo many things happening now..
i dunno if i could handle all this.
everytime i fight with one of u,
something happens at home,it really feels soo weird,
my life seems so pathetic,
Akif once told me,
i could write a book about it,haha.
yeah,to let ppl know how pathetic mine is,
&theirs,are just normal ones.
some of my problems,maybe small,
but all this little things could stack up,
in my heart,
which start to make it hard to breath,
really made me restless..
made me really wanna scream or cry out loud..

y cant we just sit down&talk things out,
somethings may just be misunderstanding..
or to let each other understand what our dislike is.
it really soo confusing..
i dunno if u guys really take me as a friend..
i know some do,but some dont seem to,
maybe its something i did to make u hate me or so,
&i apologize for tt..
i hope things would go back to normal,
like the past,all just laughters..
i reallyreally miss&want those days back.

im sorry tt all i could say are apologies,
i dunno what else to do,
im afraid to talk to some of u,
is because im afraid tt u wouldnt listen&just walk off,
or say something tt would hurt,
it would really hurt me than,
even though i deserve it.
im just afraid to face it,or i might just cry,
i dont want sympathy,
i dont want u guys to forgive me just becos i cried,
it wouldnt solve the problem..

real sorry..