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Mee-shell | 18 coming Sept | 11 Sept 1993 | Chestnut Drive Secondary.
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trying to bring back the past.
Thursday, July 9, 2009 8:59 PM
how i wish tt everything would just fall back into place,
like how it was in the past,
but i just cant help being like this now becos i heard some heartbreaking things from my friend,
tt they we're talking bad about me during the time i avoided them.
y cant they just understand tt its too much for me to handle?
it just happened soo quickly.
i feel,being used.
when ppl want thing from me,they treat me nicely,
but other times,they just throw me aside,or even talk bad bout me.
haiss*
i really dunno what to do,
the days when im not in sch,
only a few of my friends were concerned,
i guess theres no difference of me being there wif them anot.
it made me afraid,
like im gonna be left behind soon,
it made me afraid to talk to ppl,
bocos some of their replies were like,
stop-asking-u-irritating-bitch!kind of a tone.
im sorry if i am,but im trying to change okayy,becos i wanna stay wif u guys.
im not chang for the sake of it,its just tt u guys are important to me,
but i dun think u all feel the same way.
i dunno,im just afraid to rely on anyone,
because they might feel im irritating,or they might just leave me anytime,
im not writing this for sympathy,this is what im really feeling now.
just soo afraid..