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♥Michelle
Mee-shell | 18 coming Sept | 11 Sept 1993 | Chestnut Drive Secondary.
I am an average girl next door from a sucky school and I suck at chinese.
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I dont do such stuffs.
This is my life story,
where Tears, Laughters & Fun
Peppers the pages & months.
Sooo...
Don't come here to find trouble please.
I have my own thoughts,comment all u like, but i won't give a damn IF ur being a nuisance.


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freaking bored!
Monday, August 31, 2009 11:11 PM
*haiss!!*
chatting wif Iraa boinboin now,
she such a nice girl=]
but some ppl just dunno how to treasure=|

suddenly think of someone i shouldnt have,
cos it really breaks my heart..
when i think of tt someone,
i think of all the things wif have been thru together..
when im upset,tt someone would ask if im okayy&care for me,
but now??bluecksXP
i really miss those times=\when tt someone would ask..
our friendship now?
not soo close now=[

but now,i've gotta think positive!
i still go someone else??
hmmm.
well,i still got my friends!=]

FISH!this borderm is really making me think of non-sense stuffs!
stuffs tt im not suppose to think about!

i think im gonna go to AJ Mart to get Maggie,
feeling kinda hungry now.

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just randoms..
9:30 PM
this are just randoms kayy.

HAPPYHAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!HAHA,LOL?

if u were to ignore me
&i have tried to explain things to u so that there's no misunderstanding
&its not really my falut,maybe some stupid ppl using my name,
how would we know?cos we didnt talk things out.
than i would be damn dissapointed&ignore u too.

plspls always listen to both sides of stories!

same old story,
treat me lika bestie,i would too=]
treat me like fuck,i would ask,
if its becos of my attitude,i would gladly change=]
&if the reason is pathetic,fuck off!lol.

mmm,what more?
so bored now..
nvm,i will go find someone to chat wif,
if not,
game!plants vs vombies!haha,the game's sooo cute!

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Miss Kandar?haha
7:11 PM
yesterday everyone kept asking me if i like Iskanadar,haha.
but i was just making fun of him..=|
one of my neighbour's name is MRS/MISS Kandar,
so i was like disturbing him?
but ppl ask me if i like him-.-
*tsktsktsk*

hmmm,today was funn,kinda.
had teachers' day celebration,
gave teachers their pressie,
went to find him awhile&went home..

later having tuition-.-
tired!
N levels coming!in 1 week time.
*sigh*
still dont have any mood for studying.

*just remembered tt there's no sch tmr!&its Izzuan's birthday!*
[gotta remind myself to set alarm at 12am to wish him pappy birthday!
&&woncering if they are celebrating tmr&if im invited..]*sigh*
tmr's plan,
feel like staying home,but there's so much distraction,like this computer..
hmmm,maybe going out to study,
dun feel like going anywhere far,
maybe just lot 1??
hmmm,somewhere quite like the library?
i dunno,see how=\

*feeling sooo sleep now*
i think i should go sleep now,
in case i fall asleep during tuition class,
she would scold the shits outta me.haha
byee now~

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hellooo!
Sunday, August 30, 2009 8:28 PM
its been soooo long since i blogged,
i think?
sigh,i dunno whats wrong wif my blog/comp,
i cannt change the font,colour&it look so abnormal,
haha,abnormal.
i cant post pictures or whatsoever,
wth-.-
but anyway,i changed the blogskin cos there's something wrong wif the previous one..
but this one is so coool!haha
soo colourful,hope my life would do so too.
the links are in those colourful boxes beside my photo,
fadhila has a blog!haha,i dunno y im so happy tt she has one..
&&i finally gotta tagboard!maybe tts y?
or issit becos she talked to me?
what ever it is,i hope everyday would be without worries,
it just sucks so much when those worries are pulling ur mood down..
now the main thing i should be worring about is N levels,
its just 2 weeks away&here i am blogging¬ studying..
tsktsktsk..
just cant get myself into a studying mood.

for prelims,
i passed English,Math&Science.
i failed A.math,Chinese,Geography.
how am i gonna make it to sec 5??
ite?i feel like,but i dun wanna let my parents down..
elder brother-ite
younger brother-no need to say,ite[heheh,busted=X]
than if i were to go too,my parent would say;
"what are ppl gonna say bout us?our kids all from ite"blahblahblah..
i dunno what to do-.-
but i know tt i just wanna stay wif my friends,my first priority ones.
who are the first priority ones?
Fadhila
Akif
Shakir
Ahmad
Farris
Alson
Farhana
Fieza
Hadi
Izzuan
Jinhua
Rayyan
Suhaimi
Kamilah
Rena
Emmeline
Yimling
Aryna
yess,i made some changes[3/9/09]
etc..
sorry if ur name did not appear here,
but this ppl have been thru lots of thick&thins wif me
&i reallyreally love them=]
but i dunno if they feel the same=|

really have to go mug now,haha.
byee people!

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her..
Thursday, August 20, 2009 10:16 PM
whatever it is,im wrong okayy.
i wont do it again,
but if u really dun wanna be my friend,im okayy.
but i want u to know,
ur a vry good friend,u told me straight forwardly.
i really had lots of fun with u&stuffs,
i wont everever bother u again=]

having a hard time breathing..
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 9:04 PM
what did i did wrongly?
issit becos i hang out wif the NT guys?
or what?can someone just come&say straight to my face?
can someone come to me&scold me for what i did wrong?
the only NT guys i lepak wif is Aidil,Tzakir&Ayun.
the rest of their friend,i dont care.
we nvr really lepak,we study.
reallyreally study,
its up to u to believe anot,but what for i wanna lie?
i just wanna help them,
but i dun wanna lose my other friends,
y issit so hard for me?
i should have just carry on my life with them¬ bother bout others.
but i dunno y i cant..

im wif them is becos i dun feel welcomed when i wif my usuals.
yes,im not in good terms wif Michael,Farris&some others,
thay dont want me to disturb them,tts y i didnt lepak wif them,
but when i didnt,they say tt i've new friend,
i really dunno what u all really want,
can someone just tell me straight in the face?
this feeling of u guys ignoring me is really killing me.
can u all ask me before u all jump into conclusion or assuming or whatever reasons?
may it be some misunderstanding?
can we just talk things out?

im really sorry for whatever i did.
im sorry tt im writing this on my blog,
but how else am i gonna tell u all how i feel?
i dunno what are u all thinking,
cos im used to straight forwardness.

im sorry if im irritating.
just tell me straight&i will stop.

mugging&something else
8:26 PM
its been such a longg time since i blogged=]
sighh*
mugging for prelims
&somehow trying to shovel some bad memories to the back of my brain..
but i dunno,i cant help thinking tt if i dun talk to him how,
im gonna lose a friend,
but C________ told me to talk to him after n levels,
this really tore my heart into pieces..
its not cos i li__ him,its tt everysingle one of my friends,
are important to me,
its like friends over relationship.
anyway,i have moved __ aready
n levels is like months away!
[i mean not really months away,but its still difficult!]
if u ask Ahmad/Fadhila/or whoever.... not to talk to me,i did be damn sad too!
so maybe after prelims??

this MAY be the last year im seeing u all,
&i wanna treasure eveysingle moments wif u all,
but some stupid things/peopel/problem are just making it difficult..
shheesh!

what should i do?who should i turn to?
y cant someone just come up to me&tell me tt if i have problems,
i can turn to them?i mean i do ask if i can tell u my problems,
but how do i know if its the truth so tt it wont hurt me?
rmb this:LIES ALWAYS HURTS MORE THAN THE TRUTH!
im someone who can understand rite??come on,just be straight forward!
im just afraid of being irritating u all kayy,no offence.

anyway,back to topic,
i hope he would understand y.
if ur reading this,pls listen to my explanations first can?
i nvr talk to u cos i scared later u would just walk away.
u need time,but i dunno how long..
&u seem to have ur own problems,same here..
just hope u will listen to my explanations before u really decide not to talk to me cann?
im really sorry for what i did=[
like i said,listen first pls,than decide.

gotta go back mugging!

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Friday, August 7, 2009 7:53 PM
this blog is sooo dead,haha
so moody to type anything..