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hellohelloo!
Friday, September 25, 2009 7:32 PM
hellohelloo,
its sooo long since i updated my blog.hhaha.
just soo busy this days,
studying&stuffs.
*hais*
seriously feeling sucky this few days,
nono,not days,
weeks!
since 'it' came into my life,
'it' messed everything up
&just walked away like tt.
fish!=\
i dont think i will be blogging much this few days until Ns over..haha.

hmmm,summary for today,
we cabot school after geog,
which is 10am,haha.
got prank-ed buy 2 idiots,
real pissed!babi!

dun wanna talk much now,
have to study.haha,
byee ppl!

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Nessie!
Monday, September 21, 2009 10:02 PM


Got a cat!yayy!
like finally!wahahahah!
this morning,i was damn sleepy,
alot of ppl msged me,but i replied sleepily.haha.
but went Aidil called me
&said something bout a kitten,
i was suddenly wide awake!haha
i asked him to repeat what he said
&he said:
"Farid's friend cat give birth,than wanna give away the kitten,u want?"
I said:
"YESSYES!ehh,cannt=[my mum wont let"
He:
"u go try ask uhh."
I:
"okayyokay,later i call u back."
&i went to plead my mum,haha.
but she say tt i have to put it outside,
but i always have my ways,
so i told Aidil tt im going to find them now,
went to senja&i was sooo damn shock,
the kitten was soooo small!
i can fit into my hand!haha!
it was soo noisy,but went Pozy carried it,
it went silent,haha.
after tt,i didnt know how i should go home,
i cant carry the kitten to take lrt,
cos eveyone whold be staring.haha
i didnt have money,cos i topped up Yimling's ez-link card..
i told Miao Xuan[my neighbour],she told me to take cab
&when i reach downstairs call her,she will bring the money down.
i did as she said.
&here i am,home wif the kitten,
but it keeps meowing,i think calling for the mother.
im afraid tt it wouldnt grow up healthily.
well,gotta go play wif her aready,haha.
byee.

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Sweet Sixteen fer Jinhuaa!
9:29 PM



















yesterday,
we went to celebrate JINHUA'S BIRTHDAY!
went to her house at bout 3pm,
chatted&"fought".haha,
she thought tt it would be only me&her celebrating.
but KingYiy&YimLing ran pass her house&got caught,
hahah,bad timing!
after tt,they came in&JinHua was sooo happy,haha
than we went to buy her poloride film&bubble tea,
went to 190 bus stop&waited for Shane&Rena's cue to board the bus.
when we were there,we took poloride on the over head bridge,haha.
went for dinner,Long John Sliver,
Rena,Shane&me left first to see where we can celebrate her birthday,
we spotted Yellow Jello,so we went in.
took two tables,went to buy a mini cake wif Rena,
the cake was suberb even though its small.haha,
order some drinks,
JinHua&I shared a drink called Snowball,haha.
its was deeelicious!lovin it!
haha.
we went to the singers&dedicate a birthday wish&song for Jinhua,
i did something stupid but memorable!hahahXP
Kingyiu left first,
than we went for a walk around.
Shane&Yimling left at bout 10.40?
so all was left was,Rena,Jinhua&Mua.
we took photos,"window shopping"haha.
&than left at bout 11.25?
took our bus,Rena bullied me in the bus,
they alighted at BP,
i alighted at Lot 1,
i met Yimling,we exchanged ez-link,
cos she didnt have enough money in her ez-link,
&home sweet home=]
after tt,Aidil&I talked on the phone for bout 2 hrs plus?haha.
than went to bed!

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secrets are evil
Saturday, September 19, 2009 10:30 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANN,TSENG JIN HUA!=]
hope u have a wonderful day!haha.&&im booking u tmr![okayy,tt sounds sooo wrong.haha]
stay pretty&blurr kayy!haha.
ur always my bestes&nevery be forgotten!=]
love ya lotsss!♥

went to school today,
hmmm,
i think my A.math's getting better.haha
after the extra class,
it rained heavily.
KingYiu,Shane,Daniel&Me had to run down to the bus-stop.
we were all wet.haha.
we have to run after bus 67.
Shane&I went to Mac to meet Rena&Emmeline
&went home to change.
went back to meet them in the library&studied.
i teach Shane A.math!wooo~
hope i could pass it this time.
really gotta buck up!

Alastair came to meet us&we cannt concentrate much aready,
cos we kept talking&talking.
played cards&i won!
30cents.haha
went to yew tee point to eat KFC,
Alas talked bout cutting open a frog during bio class.
chicken/duck backside[bleuckXP],china ppl eating dogs.
after tt,took a walk around yew tee point,
found out something.ahem.
i wanted to see accessories but they kept pulling me away=[
idiots!=Rena&Alas!
went to a block opposite yew tee point after Shane left for home.
played poker cards&i won again.
its not 30cents this time.haha.
from 5cents,won&loss,kept fluctuating
&tadahh!$1.65!haha.won $1.60!
it maybe little,but its still something=]
went to buy food for my father&abang.
left yew tee bout 9.40pm.
&here i am=]

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loving today!=]
Thursday, September 17, 2009 9:39 PM

today,
lessons were BORING!
the first 3 luhh,
but thann,
during recess was FUN.IDIOTIC.STUPID.FULL OF SOO MUCH LAUGHTER!
laughing really releases stress..&im glad=]
during recess,
Rena ask if Arian eat laksa before,haha.
okayy,i know its lame.but it was really stupid&funny at tt time.
than they talked bout my blog,
bout the underwear stuffs.haha.arguing bout what he was acutally wearing tt time.
&Shane said tt its not healthy to eat laksa=[
becos of the COCONUT OIL.haha.
coconut milk luhh!stupid!

While walking back to class,
i wanted to go into the bookshop,
so i was like skipping side ways&telling them to wait.
than they made fun of it,wth?
we were making a fool of ourselves on the way back to class,
especially Shane&Arian!they keep imitating me bout they book shop thingy.
but mine was cute,lol,theirs,tsktsk,like gorilla.whahah!
i think the laksa made me high,haha.
chasing each other around,
not in the childish way,chasing to hit them more like it.
they just cant stop uhh.fish!

Back in class,
we were suddenly talking bout shoes?haha.
bout which brand would last longer.
than Emmeline doing something stupid,
she poured her water into her bottle cap,
a normal mineral water cap.
&it spilled over.haha
Rena made it worst by hitting her hand.whaha
&i think the water went in her nose!
Emmeline threw some on her,
Rena took out her BIG only-army-people-would-use kind of water bottle,
&only poured abit into the cap-.-
&when she wanna throw it at Emmeline,
i dunno what she do,but the water landed on herself-.-
i word to describe her.
BIMBO..
Emmeline took Rena's shoe&left it on the window panel,
Rena took Emmeline's phone&balanced it on her shoulder inside her uniform,under her bra strap!>,< i called Emmeline's phone&it vibrated,hmm&i think she became horny.
lol!joking!

After school&star,
we went to 535,
they were playing a game like catching,but it aint really catching.
i dunno who issit called,but its funny looking at them.
Shuck[i dunno how to spell his name]&Bob were hiding
&suddenly someone upstairs poured water on them,
they look like wet cats after a heavy rain,haha.
i kept laughing at them.hhaha,idiots.
than it was Iskandar's turn.
hmm,i think someone upstairs did it on purpose!
cos i was up next,
i wanted to go to the toilet,so i couldn't sit still.
i was walking around&it happened-.-
thanks alot!it made me more urgent=[
they laughed at me,cos i kept laughing at them when it happened to them.
idiots.
i was kindofa pissed,
so i sat there waiting to see if it would happen again.
well,a girl kept looking down,
it was a little girl,not tt little,
hmmm,bout primary 4 i think.
i saw her two times&after tt,no one else got wet..
if it happens again tmr,
im soo gonna go up there!

After tt,
Aryna,Shamirah&Me went to lot1 to meet the rest
[alot of them,so i dun feel like writing their name-.-],
they wanna break fast together&my mum didnt cook,so i joined them.
Finised our food,we started gawking at some hot guys!haha.
but they aint tt hot to get our attention for long.
we went up to the roof garden&had lotss of funn!
we were all wet,haha.
&i got scolding from Ahmad for telling them tt it was Rayyan's birthday tmr=[
haha.[not really scolding luhh,they were just joking!]
than home sweet homed!

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yayy!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 11:16 PM
i dunno y,i dunno how,
but im able to post photos now!
&&change my font colour!haha its back to normal=]
i saw Yen&G's baby girl,sooo cuteXD
Veronica
i bet when she grows up,she would be damn pretty!
&the boyfriend would have a hard time dealing wif G.
haha=p

nothing much happened today,
it's a damn sleepy day.
i kept dosing off in class.
hmmm,after school,
we stayed back for star,
but i dunno where all the teachers go.
but Mdm Alka was there for our class,
as in,
just Emmeline,Kingyiu,Shane&Me.
hahah.
but it was funn!lots of joke&stuffs.

After tt,went to 535.
didnt do much,
went to bp after tt to meet ma mummy.
than home sweet home!

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4Absolute yaws!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 7:09 PM

Tooday,
i had soooo much fun in class!haha.
making jokes&stuffs,
it just feels like soo last time.
&&Arian changed in class today!
during History class&Miss Nakmati was in there too!
its not the shirt than he took off,its his pants&he wasnt wearing boxers!eeysh!XP
he was wearing white underwear![Rena saw itXD]ahhhahaha!
but our class open minded luhh,haha.
i just wanna make him paiseyy by telling those who are reading it,
like you!whahahah!

Emmeline made a fool outta herself today.haha
instrucor, she said constructor.
&dance her way to class wif Shane imitaiting her,haha
especially the mouth part!whahaa!

their the jokers of our class tt makes our class happening!
wooo!~
im using my brother's computer to blog
&thats y i can post tt photo!haha.
ilovemaclasslots!
i wanna organise a class outing!=]
hmm,maybe to wildwildwet??
oror west coast where we can all climb the spider web tower thingy.
umm,issit west or east coast?i cant rmb>.<
but it does bring back memories of Ness=]
i wonder how is she now..
it will of cos be held after N levels=]
NOTE!:
those 4A ppl reading ma blog now,
like Shane Koh&Arian,
help think of a venue!
comment alrites?!at the chitchat corner.
hmmm,tts bout today.

yesterday,
got counselling from my abang,
cos of somethings,haha.
yeah,he have my blog link-.-
which is like sooo..... no privacy?
but at least he wont tell mummy.
he told me,
"Just heck care those ppl,
as their just a waste of time.
friends come&go.
yes,i know tt u still wanna keep them,
but they want anot?
some of this ppl wont take their friendship seriously.
now those ppl that are writhing bout u are lame.
they nvr study,wanna write all this nonsense.
than when fail,wanna cry.
blog is used as a diary,
but those ppl take it like their writhing for the newspaper,
gossip here,gossip there.
they all no life luhh.
the times different,things change,people change.its natural,
oni u know what's best&whats right for u
&i dont think wasting ur time blogging nonsense bout a friend u dont like.
if u dun like them,y bother?
oni those serious friends will stay wif you&care for you.
like Yong Xiang all.[his friends]
if they know how ur like,they wont listen to what other ppl say about u
&ask u if its true.if they listen to them,than they can fuck off uhh."

there's alot more,but im lazy.at least i rmb all this=D
means tt im not soo forgetful afterall.haha!
we were talking non stop til it was bout 4 or 5am?
&i fell asleep.

than got councelling from two other person today-.-
*sigh*
well,its how they show me they care=]
*BIG Thanks!*

Character cannot be developed in ease&quiet.
Only thorough experience of trail&suffering can the soul be strenghtened,
Ambition inspired,and success achieved.
by Emmeline's mummy=]haha.

Only trust someone who deserve your trust.
Trust needs to be earned.
Therefore,dont trust someone so easily.
By Tan's daughter=]
well,did some editing as she wrote it in...her own words?
cant say its broken english cos its not.hmmm,dunno luhh.

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Monday, September 14, 2009 9:00 PM
Today,
nothing much happened,
TAIHAM's back&what the hell happened in betweet i dunno.
but all i know,
tmr things will be anew,
i've got enough of all this drama,
especially from some idiots tt claim themself as everything
&that the world revolves around them.
no brains or what?
im okayy wif aryna now=]
we're gonna forget the past&satrt again.riterite?
some ppl kpo for nothing-.-

whatever it is now,
i would be more alert.

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my first nc16 movie!
Saturday, September 12, 2009 6:20 PM
went to watch movie today!
haha,
my first nc16!
woo~
we watched The Ulgy Truth
ummm,it was really,nice?
should i use the word nice?
doesnt sound right though.haha

after tt,
home shweet home!

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freaking bored!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 9:04 PM
hmmm,
not much today,
well,not really not much,
but i dunno if im allowed to blog it out..
whatever it is,
hope he heal fast!
haha.
today's 09.09.09!
haha,sucha nice date=]
we had english paper today,
it went quite well,
i think i did well for paper 1,
i did the topic about Promise,
bout something i did&its really not a decent memory.
i really spoiled the friendship,
but im hoping i could make it up to him/her/them after N levels.
but im not sure bout paper 2..
well,hope for the best than!
&&its the first time i went to his house!
haha.

i just sooo sick of becoming the middle person.
its soo hard for me,
both parties my friends,
but they feel odd with each other.
i dun wanna get into any drama/trouble.
i really dunno what to do/say.

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freaking bored!
Sunday, September 6, 2009 9:49 PM
hellooo people,
such a bored day.
stayed home the whole time,
finished my House of Night Series-Chosen.
prayed,i dunno what day it is today,
but they ask me to pray,
than ate some curry that they cooked to offer the Buddha,
packed my bag for tmr.
have not studied yet,haha.
i just dunno how to study for chinese except for memorizing the writing format for letter&compo writing.
it was a surprise tt he msged me,haha.
gotta go mug last minute now!
byees!love ya all!muacks!♥

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lost
Saturday, September 5, 2009 10:12 PM
today,
woke up at 9,
woke tt pig[alfian] up-.-
brushed ma teeth,
washed up,
when to call&check on him,
he was sleeping again.
idiot.
planned to study,
but kept playing the nose game,
its sooo addictive!!
&aidil lose&had to do cat walk!haha
its sooo damn funny.
cant post the video here cos tt something wrong wif ma comp.

after tt,went to RP to support the stompers!
they were sooo cool=]
they got 1st!rock on yaws~
went back to sch after tt
&planned on meeting them again,
but aryna's leg was hurting&i gotta go tuition,
soo we didnt meet up,
they were angry cos we said we were gonna meet,
but buey in the end..
im soosoosoooo sorry=\
rena&yimling asked me to meet up wif them too,
but i buey them oso,
paisehh!haha.sorry,cos i got tuition.
&in the end?
my tuition was canceled last minute,
cos she didnt feel well&vomited.
*sighs*

now,the truth is,
i really dunno who i can trust&who i cant.
but i think,i think,i dun care.haha.
the one&only person i could really trust is,
TSENG JIN HUA,ANN.haha=D
she the only one who put up wif my attitude all this while
&im really glad i know her=]
i could always rely on her&trust her words.
someone who will nevernever backstab me or whatsoever nonsense.

our convo(haha=]):
- mee-shell: jinhuaaa,ur like the oni friend i will nvr have problem wif

Ann Tseng : becoz... we are BEST FREN..

Ann Tseng : we tolerate each other nonsense

Ann Tseng : n dont even take it to heart

Ann Tseng : becoz we know we are best fren.. thats wad i think uh

- mee-shell: yess

- mee-shell: i really wanna stay wif u until we die sehh,but u have ur group of friends,i have mine oso=\

- mee-shell: i really feel like abandoning them&just go wif u

Ann Tseng : see? our friendship is still so strong.. our bonds

Ann Tseng : HAHA.. this is the challenge that we have to overcome!

mee-shell: yahh,haha

Ann Tseng : haha..!


the kind which i would say,
ture friends!

sorry if it was only her,
cos the rest is just hard for me.
cos this party would say this,than party would say tt.
sooo confusing,but i dun care much anymore.
like i said in the previous post.

she was wif me from sec 1?
4 years strong&on going!
cheers for out long lasting frienship alrites!
she just cheers me up=]

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kittenkitten
Friday, September 4, 2009 9:55 PM
today was as usual,
had english hot housing,
after school,
studied awhile,
had some nose game,haha.
it was damn funny!

hmmm,
went home after tt,
went to keat hong market,
bought food,
got on the phone wif aidil&rena,
back home blogging now
&here u are reading it,
haha,

i was on msn just now,
shane&jinhua came to me
&said that their gonna get me a kitten for my birthday,
haha,it made me sooo happy,
even though i know tt its not gonna happen,
cos my mum wouldnt let.
haha,but they cheered me up=]
tts y im happy=]
i love ma friends soso much,
well,oni those tt treats me as a friend=]

im just damn bored&tired now,
tried of everything,
all the friendship,studies&family stuffs
&lazy putting up wif ppl's nonsense,
i got no time to play wif little kids like u.
waste my time..
msg to ppl like tt out there,
dun try ur nonsense on me,
cos i really dun wanna play wif ppl like ya,
do whatever u want,
tell all the ppl u want
&if those ppl believe u,
good for u kayy,
they dun wanna trust me,
tts thier problem,
cos it just tells me what kinda friend they are,
by not listening to the other part if the story..
so its like ur just helping me on another hand.
so,i dun really mind=]
do whatever u want kayy,
hypocrite.

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life is a maze
Thursday, September 3, 2009 7:30 PM
today,
had mother toung lessons all day,
was damn sleepy&bored.
*haiss*
after tt,went for english star,
than went senja,
if it was not becos of my friends&him,
i wouldnt wanna go.
their freaking back to their old self
¬ studying,
damn feddup!
if this goes on,
i rather stay at home&study myself..
i just hope things would turn out right&okayy.

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poor girl..
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 9:40 PM
today,
had social studies hot housing the whole day wif Miss Malati,
haha,Miss Nak Mati sounds better=D

hmmm,it was practically free period for me,
cos i dropped humanities.
or like what Mr Raj said,humanities dropped me.haha
it was sooo boring!

after tt,had mother toung star,
left early cos Aryna&Mirrah wanna attend a girl's funeral from 4F,
the story was so sadd!
even though it was told in malay,
but i still understand.
her mum was such a nicee mum!
&the girl seems nice too,
such a pity=[
*sigh*

after tt,went to 535 for awhile,
saw some stupid things,haha.
than they did some silly things to me,
they;
Aryna,Mirrah,Aidil,Tzaki&one botak guy whose name i dunno,
they sabo me!
than got into trouble,haha.

after tt,home shrweet home!
went out to have dinner wif my family at sunshine,
&here i am!blogging=]
feeling sooo sleepy now,
but theres something going on downstairs,
the hungry ghost festival thingy,
cant sleep wif all the creepy singing!=[
ima gonna go read my book now=]
byee!~

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im lovin' it=]
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 8:00 PM
woke up this morning,
was raining so heavily&sooo cold.
didnt felt like getting up&study-.-
its just such a nice weather to sleep!
but got up anyway.

went to yew tee to study,
disturb Aidil,haha.
he came=]
(oni people who were there know=]riterite??=D)
he just smelled sooo nice,haha,
like baby=X
but i had to concentrate&finish my tuition homework.
but i didnt know how to do the questions=[

after tt,home sweet home,
surfed the net a little,
got dissappointed wif someone,
but what can i do?im not her mum.
as i had said,
i will treat ppl like how they treat me.
than off to tuition=[
she was ina bad mood..

back from tution,
i asked someone if i could go sch wif them tmr,
but he didnt reply,
hmmm,seems like im not welcome anymore=\
i must have disappoint them alot=[
haha.

gtg now=|
byee people!