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5 more days.
Saturday, November 28, 2009 4:27 PM
this few days was BORING!!~
hais,
went to Miao's house,
watched the Japan drama again,Gokusen.
its sooo touching.hais,
too bad Gokusen 2 has a change of students=\
pity,cos the previous ones were sooo cute=]
came home,
rest,
gonna go for a wedding later.
no life!
hmmm,gonna phone ppl up&aske them out=]
well,till here than.
toddles!

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lets play dress-up!
Friday, November 27, 2009 9:33 PM
todayy,
nth much..
talked to Emmeline bout work,
gonna go to TCC wif her on Monday.
mmmm,went to lot 1 wif Miao Xuan.
saw Suhaimi&his mum on the way.
&i tot it was her sister-.-
well,cos she's short.haha.
went to lot 1,
hunt for some books&home sweet home!
went to Miao's house&played wif some make ups!
laughing at our stupid faces!haha.
than we watch some Japan show
&&they are all sooo cute!
not cute in a handsome way,
well,some are,
but they are cute inna ..... i-dunno-how-to-say-it-way-.-
came back home to eat&going over again later!^^
haha,her house's just nxt door,tts y=]
till here than!toodles!

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not once,but twice~
1:03 AM
yesterdayy,
went to collect my pay wif JinHua@outram.
saw lots of chestnutty&HIM too=]hahha.
when i say him,i was like psstpsst!
than he turn around&said hiie!
haha,his eyes were sooo huge when he saw me,
well,cos we didnt see each other for bout 2 months?
hmmm,
Aidil asked us out for a movie,2012,
at causeway.wahaha!
we tooked the train&missed a stop,
BUT,
tt hamster keep insisting tt we alighted at the rite place!
did lots of embarrassing stuffs like talking&laughing sooo loudly at the platform.
haha,on the way to woodlands,we missed a stop.again.
hahha!were sooo pathetic!XP
JinHua&I kept betting on weather we will see HIM again&
she said cannt be,NB,burst my bubble-.-
i was vry stubborn&was like,
how u know?maybe he will go there too?
but while waiting for Alfian,
we walked around,
JinHua&I brought a necklace=]
its vry pretty~
she was looking for her stuffs,
me?i was scouting half the time,hahaXD
met tt late pig&went for the movie.
the movie was sooo damn long,2hrs 30mins?
yeesh,butt pain mann!
at tt moment,i gave up on scouting&let JinHua win.
after movie,
Aidil went to the toilet,
but i was on the phone,
didnt notice tt he was gone
i wasnt paying much attention to anything,
so when JinHua took the escalator down,
i didnt notice HIM until she told me.
our eyes met&we both gave each other a BIG SMILE=D
but JinHua signaled him to come down&he really did!
made me sooo paiseyyXP
haha,what an idiot we both were,
we reacted like we saw Edward Cullen or whatsoever.
sooooo damn center of attraction.
like she said,she asked for___&_____.
i still cant believed tt we really met him!again!
haha.such coincidence.
hmmm,still wondering..would he?
came home____him.
but he didnt____.
i gave up waiting&went to bed,
but i didnt fall asleep,dunno y.
than,i he____!
so it continued from 1am-5am?
haha.happyhappy sehh!but no ___ ___ kayy!
hmmm,tts bout it?
byee ppl!

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4th.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 11:08 PM
todayy,
there's nothing much=\
BORING~
had a little quarrel within family,
vacuum the floor,
read ma book,
went out wif mummy&adik,
watched them play golf,
than Darren went to meet his friends.idiot..
sooo,went to lot 1 to meet abang,
we keep stopping here&there,
cos we didn't know what to eat,
in the end,food court!
we ate pepper lunch,
ate ice kachang&went to buy some stuffs..
than home sweet home!

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making up post!
Monday, November 23, 2009 7:52 PM
hmmm,post for the past few days!!

went out wif some of the usuals to play CS!
well,i was all wet when i reached there,
cos it was raining heavily!
i killed alot of ppl!especially Akif!haha!
After tt,went to watch Paranormal Activities,
it was sooo damn scary=|
i didnt sleep well for the past few nights,sigh..
cos most of the activities happened bout 12am to 4am?
i could only fall asleep until i see a hint of light,lighting the sky..
like yesterday,only able to sleep at 5am..
told SOME of them the reasons.
&ONE PERSON STILL CAN SAY MY ADIK CUTE WOR.
like wth?
i could die of heart attack at tt moment!
sooooo not cute at all=\

mostly stayed at home?

went out wif Miao Xuan today to go buy some stuffs wif her,
told her lots&lots of things.
especially bout those scary things tt happened in the chalet.haha.
scared the bejesus outta herXP
went for lunch/dinner.
than home sweet home=]

aint blaming u&hopes for the best between us.

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Sunday, November 22, 2009 8:34 PM
Firstly i didnt put words into ur mouth,i said IF/GUESS/NOT SAYING TT UR THINKING TT WAY.read girl.&hey,this has nothing to do with little amount of vocab or whatsoever alrites,dont change the subject girl~well,ur one,so it doesnt matter.
Anyway,if u didnt wanna hurt her,y didnt u speak up?than when i told u,y wont u go talk to her as usual?i thought u didnt know anything?i tot u said u dunno tt they plan this?i thought u dunno anything?when i asked u in the room,u keep saying its Asshidiq&now?Donovan?wth is this?the rest were at the stairs&they heard everything,so dun think tt im the only one who heard it.u know urself the most,good or bad,theres no need to tell.but in the past before this happened,i didnt think of the past,i still meet u up at lot 1&didnt show faces even if u were late tt time.i didnt think of anything bout u before this incident,so dont go "u-probably-dont-believe-me"/"u-think-im-tt-type-of-person?"/"u-dont-know-me-at-all" on me yeah.

ouhhya,FYI,this dont only come from me,cos im just helping ppl speak out to,but if u wanna blame it ALL on me,than,i've got nothing to say.just look at some other point of view yaws.
examplw,even if i shut my mouth after all this&foget about it aready,there will still be other ppl commenting bout ya,im just someone who help them voice out rather than talk behind ur ass.

were still friends if u want to,no one's forcing u.im just speaking out for the rest.
anyways,this will be the last post for/bout u,
i've got other problems to attend to than this..

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to yimling;
Saturday, November 21, 2009 10:49 PM
saw ur post,something tt u would have wanted rite?? im just gonna be straight forward kayy,i dun wanna beat around the bush like some loser or scardy cat.if i hurt ur ego or whatsoever,or u might say im being evil buy writhing all this,but trying to act innocent now when ur in the wrong,who's more evil?but its not gonna stop me from telling u something,im not gonna sit back&see u bully someone who dun wanna fight back wif u cos ur her friend,yeah,thats kind of her&bad of me,but its becos she treats u as a good friend,tts y she wanna give u face.seeing u write all those stuffs&acting innocent aint a good thing to do Cho Yim Ling.

when we heard what u did,do u really think we believe it?we really didnt believe u would do such thing to her.if u did it to ur boss or whatsoever,i can believe uhh,but this is ur friend!ur close friend!Jinhua!
she aint any stranger!ur really pissing me off bout what u wrote on ur blog.

"whole world thinks it's my fault right? Yes, yes. My fault, all of mine."who the hell said it was ur fault?
" But first, stop pointing all your 10 fingers on me, and putting the whole damn blame on me."who's putting the blame on u?did we?its just cos Asshidiq wasnt there for me to scold.
 "Did you even get the facts right?"yeah,Asshidiq's idea&the rest of u agreed.
"I know, after hearing one of not-your-close friend story, you chose to believe him right?"cos he admits,unlike u,as OUR CLOSE friend.
"It's your problem on whether you chose to believe him and crap, 3 person involve, 1 told you the story, and you didn't ask the other 2 right?Okay, probably you asked 1 of the 2 person ah. I can't believe that you're so naive to believe, yes, you might tell me "I rather believe him then you", "what if he's saying the truth?", "you are a cheater and a loser", blah blah blah .."than what did we go to the room for?i asked u rite?the rest were outside&they heard it.i even called Asshidiq to comfirm before u even came back to the chalet.
"Please use a small portion of your brains first and think, is this whole thing that simple?"did tt before u came back from ur club.
"I'm supposed to be the one, being disappointed. My close friend didn't really ask me what happened, and jumped into conclusions, and now, enemies back or what?"i asked u when we're in the room rite?&all u do is stare at the floor&keep quiet!Yeah,it aint ur idea,we're not blaming u,we're DISAPPOINTED TT U, AS A FRIEND,FREAKING AGREED TO TT IDEA!AS A FRIEND,SHOULDN'T U DISAGREE?ISSNT TT WHAT U SHOULD DO?
&AT LEAST SAY:"ehh,Jin hua my friend sehh,im not gonna busted her"
issnt this what a CLOSE FRIEND should say?
&there u are,saying tt we,as a friend,nono,CLOSE FRIEND,rather choose to believe someone tt is not closer to us than U.
well,cos Donovan aint a fucker like u,at least he know its wrong&choose to admit,to tell us.U,as our CLOSE FRIEND,JUST FREAKING SHUT THE HELL UP&NOT SAY A WORD BOUT IT WHEN U SHOULD!
"I'm tired of this whole thing, it's up to you to believe who you want to believe in. Yes, you might gossip after reading this. I know what kind of person are you already what, right? (: I'm going to live my life, and probably, if you still have the heart of this friendship, get the facts right first. Ciaos!"u think we aint tired of all this?u think i wanna scold u for nothing,just to make a scene?u know what king of girl Jin Hua is&u still wanna do this,do u know how much its gonna hurt her?nono,do u know how much it has AREADY hurt her?if u didnt do anything wrong,who would wanna gossip bout u?right?
what the hell were u thinking?huh?lemme guess,its just a GUESS,im not saying tt it's what u were thinking."aiya,no one tell,she wont know what,even if she know,she wont do anyhing one luhh,she will just say nvm luhh,&30 oni,she so rich,only child what,comfirm the parents give her alot one luhh."
well,IF thats what u were thinking,ur such a bitch.u know what u were thinking,u know urself,there's no need to tell.who should be disappointed huh?u?fuck off luhh.

think bout what u did,if u still think what u did&what u wrote if right,call urself a bitch.BUT if u feel guilty,than good for u,at least ur human.

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4Chalet!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 3:39 PM
4Chalet!

went to 4C's chalet on Monday.
slack at Pasir Ris while waiting for the checking in time.
we cant check in ourself as we're under 18,
so Akif's mum came.
settled down&prepare for the BBQ!
i set up the fire,while the rest prepare the food.
by the time we are ready,
most ppl are here aready.

we ate a little,
than went to Wild Wild Wet wif
Jin Hua,Akif,Farris,Izzuan,Alson,Fadludin,Fabian,Hao Jie&yim ling.
had loads of funn!
especially the Slide Up ride!
made us feel like we're falling!=]
went to almost all of the rides?
the Shiock pool's relaxing,but the kept turning over ppl's float.
idiots.
went back to our chalet's pool side toilet&bathe,
went back to eat.

after tt,slacked,than went to a haunted house.
there were actually 14 of us,
Alson(the one who didnt count himself&so we tot its 13),JinHua,Akif,Farris,Izzuan,Suhaimi,Rayyan,Fadluddin,Iszehari,Putra,Miko,Donovan&Syahanus.
we didnt get to go in,cos there was a police car petroling.
it stop infont of us&ask us to go back.
we went back&waited for some of them.

than decided to go to White house,
which had no link?cos there's no house at all,
its just a observation tower.
http://www.spi.com.sg/information/013/main.htm
but its really huanted.
it was a 30mins walk,
lots of stuffs happened.
ppl there,
First row:Iszehari,Syahanus,Donovan.
Second row:Miko,Me,Putra.
Third row:Fadluddin,Farris,Akif,Izzuan.
10 of us.
went back&sat in a circle,stories told.
taunt the whole nite,received a prank call wif ppl singing Merry Christmas which is still a long way,eat,watch tv,talk,joke,played guitar,....
woke the rest,clear the place,went to have breakfast,
lost my mood cos of some cheater/liar!
slack&checked out.

went to play lan after tt,
Counter Strike!
there was,
Jinhua,Vera,Akif,Izzuan,Farris,Suhaimi,Alson,Rayyan,Miko,Fadluddin.
sooo fun!but i got killed alot of times.
cos i had no clue of who to kill&stuffs.haha!
at first Jinhua&Me different team,
but we still help each other.haha.
after tt,same team than Jinhua&Me so call team up,
i everytime walk first,than she keep guard behind,
so im always killed first,than she will help me take revenge=]
but oni at times.sometimes,we went alone.
took 190&went home=]

took a nap cos gonna taunt again,
this time,cos we wanna watch the meteor shower/shooting stars!
i saw 2!
first oni abit,but it was there.
second it was beautiful,but i didnt make any wish,
cos it didnt look like a normal shooting star.
it really look like a rock on fire,colouring the clouds too,
it seems like it touched to atmosphere&coloring the clouds.
we were there like idiots from 12am-dunno what time,
i left first at bout 4.45am?
i asked Rayyan to send me home cos i was scared.haha.
tts bout it,the rest of the day,didnt have anything to do-.-
BORING!
anw,gtg now,toodles ppl!
mwa!

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everything reverted..
Sunday, November 15, 2009 9:40 PM
Everything reverted..
soooo lazy to blog this few days..
but i dunno y,
its hard to keep this to myself any longer,
gotta let it out somewhere..

some back,some gone.
somewhat like the past again?
not being selfish,
but those tt are gone,are heartbreaking.
hais..
yess,so what if i want everything,
its cos i treasure everything,
not just something tt i would just use&throw.
whatever i've done,
whatever we had,
whatever memories GONE!FORGOTTEN!
but what can i do other than standing by the sidelines&watch?
its their choice,not mine,i cant force them.
but now,im just caring for those who care for me=]
toodles!

chalet
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 6:41 PM
Class Chalet











































here are some photos of our chalet!
it was crazy!haha.
did lots of silly stuffs,

Day 1
BBQ!&ahem[not the way u perv. are thinking]
had some money problems.but settled=]
ton all the way!wooo~
&went to watch sunrise!

Day 2
went for breakfast,
went for pool,tried it,but its soo difficult to play-.-
went to the arcade!haha.
won the game 2 times!but lost 1=\
haha!
went back to the chalet,
went for swimming!man,a bad tan men.
&tt pervert kept stalking us while swimming!
ass him!
went to the bike rental shop wif the rest,
rented,
went for a ride to test put=]
sooo damn windy!~
stayed in the chalet,
some were tired&wanna get some rest.
but we cant!
cos Michael kept shouting,
NO SLEEPING!!
hais..
shock all those who were sleeping,haha.
after tt,went cycling to Changi Village!
actually planned to go to Old Changi Hospital,
but all seems wrong,
cos first,
King Yiu's lower part of her eyes were twitching,
bad sign.
second,
bus uncle bluff us tt its demolished&dun want us to go.
bad sign?yeah.he dun want us to go.
third,
ppl tt are good in cycling&kept falling down,
maybe cos they kept showing off?
haha.they had cramps on their legs&hands,
all the same.weird?
bad sign..
Emmeline,Ara&Me felt so too.
so we decided to just cycle pass OCH&U-Turn.
did so&the trip back was funfunfunn!
sooo many down hills,unlike the trip there.
sooo damn fast&windy&coolingXD
than Arian fell down.
actually planned to pass by one hunted house near Pasir Ris,
but becos of him,we cant-.-
soo back to chalet!
played some games&dozed of,
as usual,Michael kept shouting,
NO SLEEPING!hais.

Day 3
woke up,returned the bikes,
went for breakfast!
&&HOME SWEET HOME!
man i miss my toilet&my bed!haha.

more updates tmr-.-
sleepy now&lazy to blog=\
nites ppl!

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