♥Dear diary,

hmmm,today was relaxing.
but that damn weather's really annoying..
we had early&1hr recess!soo shiock!
cos i told mdm sal tt we have "canteen duty"
than its total defense today,
so there are booths set up.
cos ur hands tied&we have to try&release them ourself,
haha.after that,we went to the library,
cos miss lim didnt come,
Emmeline,Rena&me chatted alot,
mostly all nonsense.haha.
after school,we chatted wif the librarian,
i dunno how to address her..mr kir's wife?
her tummy looks sooo scary.5 months.
after that,went to BPP to meet Aslina&Syaslina,
Aslina wanna lend my breaking dawn book,
cos she lazy to buy,haha!pig!
went to meet Farris after that,
cos i've got nothing&nowhere to go..
my parents&Darren went to malaysia to see my aunt,
no one inform me till the last min-.-*sobss*
watch Farris play soccer wif a bunch of kids from south view pri,hhaha,
their sooo cute,some,not all.
than Alson came,we met one girl from south view pri,
she's sooo friendly,than Alson flirt wif her!haha.
Farris cooked some nugets&chicken for us to eat,THANKS!!
waited for Dinni&Yan,
than we went to meet the rest,Syahanus,Miko,Suhaimi&Ayie to play CS,
but Suhaimi&Ayie didnt play,i dunno y..
my stupid comp's keyboard sucks!cannt press properly.
&i died alot of time becos of that..dammit.
lepak at the hall after that,
that stupid Dinni,damn thick skin!!say his handsome-.-
Akif&Ahmad joined,haha,sooo long nvr see Akif!
went to Lot1 wif Farris&Dinni to eat my dinner,
their such arse-holes!keep kicking my leg=\
had no choice but to use some of the money that im forbid to use,
but im gonna take it out from my allowance&put back again.
brought them both a double cheese burger.
Dinni went home first cos he had probation.
Farris&i talked alot,
felt a little more relief telling him some stuffs,
than we went to meet the rest at Ahmad's house.

hmmm,i feel soo what?
i know what im feeling right now,relief?
but i dunno how to put the exact feeling into words..
its like,u came back from school,sooo stressed out&wif that damn weather.
after that some of ur friends cheer u up
&u get to share lots of things wif them,
laugh along wif them,
u feel that the stress's forgotten(for the moment)
&after that,when u think bout the stress again,
u feel that its kindofa silly?but not totally.
i dunno what im saying,
i feel that if life could just be stress-less,
just hanging out wif ur friends all day long would be nice.
wif no hate,no revenge,wif freedom.
hahah,that would be heaven man!
im thinking tooo much..

lastly,
IMissFadhilaSoooooMuch!
girl!y u nvr online??=\

today,
school same as usual..
nothing much happened,
only got caught for my hair.sigh.
gotta be black by tmr..
after school,stayed behind to decorate the classroom wif Kamilah.
disturbed Jinhua&Yimling alot!haha,
they say we stole their paint!ANYHOW!
tts not even theirs lohh!
went home in my mummy's car,
cos im damn lazy&tired.
but i still have to go to the saloon..
when she was leaving the dye on my hair,
i fell asleep.haha,im just sooo tiredd!
now,my hair's pitch black.
it looks sooo weird.
love ya ppl out there!
especially Fadhila!i know ur reading=]
heyyy bitch!
-XOXO

this morning,
some mouse called me to disturb me again.
it was like 5.30 in the morning..wtf.
i cant remember what we talked about.
at first i thought it was a dream,
until this afternoon when i meet Suhaimi,Farria&Ayie
to play CS,
Farris talked bout it
&i was like,huh?so it was not a dream?
haha,lol.
after CS,
we lepak-ed,
make a stupid deal wif that mouse!
&tt Suhaimi side him=\
haissss,
watch some video tt we made in the past,
talk bout how much we miss Fadhila Gemok!
haha.IMISSYOUSOMUCHFADHILABAMAHAJGEMUK!
come home after that,
helped my Daddy wif the praying stuffs,
gonna pray later at 12am.
dunno what day issit.haha,
im such a bad Buddhist..
-XOXO!