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♥Michelle
Mee-shell | 18 coming Sept | 11 Sept 1993 | Chestnut Drive Secondary.
I am an average girl next door from a sucky school and I suck at chinese.
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where Tears, Laughters & Fun
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Nessie~
Monday, May 31, 2010 9:48 PM
woke up early this morning,
cos i gotta go to the salon to rebond my hair^^
yayyayy!
than while i was eating&watching tv,
i heard cats fighting.
so i was like,what if it's Nessie?
so i rushed to get my spects&went to see.
than i saw this black cat&one bear-like cat with my cat.
than there were two boys.hahah,
one of them got scratched.bodoh.
than i rushed down to get my cat.
im sooo happy i got to find her.
she's sooo skinny now=\
poor thing..
i brought her home&gave her water&food.
i missed her soo much.
than i let her run around where ever she wants,
i didnt close the door also.
cos she knows how to come back.

went rebonding~
sat there for bout 5 hrs,
butt flat sehh.

than i went to meet the rest at hall,
there was,
Emily,Akif,Suhaimi,Alson,Ahmad&Hadi.
than i went home,
watched my korean drama^^
than went back down&meet them.
than went to lot 1 to buy food with Emily,
we pack&went to 230&eat.
there was,
Fieza,Dinni,Farris,Alson,Suhaimi,Yan,Hanaffi,Shafie&Nas.
Dinni kept distubing me bout my hair,
Farris kept singing tt irritating song,
not irritating luhh,its just tt he keep reapeting it.
Alson kept farting.
than Farris,infront of me&Dinni kept sitting beside me&annoying me.
went hokme,got pissed off,
cannt find Nessie anywhere at first,
than in the end,she was in my abang's room,on the bed,sleeping-.-
went to hall,lepak-ed.
tts all for today~
-XOXO

giutars~
Sunday, May 30, 2010 2:30 PM
yesterdayy,
went out of the house,
tried my luck to look for my cat.
but,no such luck..
than teman Suhaimi go Keat Hong.
than went to meet Farris,Yan&Nas.
they were playing giutars,all 3 of them.
it sounded sooo nice.
than Suhaimi went to meet Emily&Fana at lot 1 without telling me-.-
but they came later.
they kept singing to song Go.
which is really getting stuck in my head!
especially this line,
"you can sepend your whole life holding on~"
urghh!
than went to pasta mania at lot 1 to meet mummy&Darren.
eat,than went to look at some cds&bought some.
than home shweet home~
at night,at about 1am plus,
Suhaimi told me that he saw my cat running!
but dunno where she went after that.
haiss,but its good to know that she's not dead.
but i really miss Nessie=\
i wan her back soooo badly,but i cant..
hais.i wanna hug her sooo much.
&i miss Fadhila sooo much too=\
i wanna hug her too..
than when i was about to sleep at aroung 4am,
Suhaimi all called=.=
than they started to sing that darn song again!
yeeshhhh!cant y'all give it a rest?

today's boring!
staying home cos no one asked me out yet?
hahhahaha.
&Yan's pm is sooo funny.it goes,
"Girls have unique powers; they get wet without water, bleed without injury and make boneless things hard.."
hahahha!he said its a quote he found.
but i was curious bout the making boneless things hard..
so i asked him&he ask me to ask Emily,cos its her favourite topic.
than i figured it out myself,hhahah!cos i know what's Emily's favourite topic^^
so my pm goes like this,
"oooo~i just found out that dicks doesnt have bones but it gets hard anywayy."
hhahahah!but emily says its nipple.
i dunnooo.
well,im gonna go chat with them noww~
-XOXO

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i cant find.
Friday, May 28, 2010 10:01 PM
today,woke up.
did my housework,
than went down to meet Farris&Ayie.
i went to look for my cat.
Farris said he wanna help,but in the end,nvr-.-
stupid Ah Pek.
but i couldnt find Nessie anywhere=\
i miss her sooo much.
than we played cards,than soccer.
i was okayy at first,
than for some reasons,i kept thinking bout Nessie,
&i cant concentrate much&i didnt even see the ball coming..
than we play doge ball.haha.
than home sweet home!

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i miss Nessie to the core=\
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 11:50 PM
Monday,
i cant rmb what we did in the afternoon.
than they came to my house in the evening as usual.
we played warewolf.hahah!funfun!
than we played magic.i figured it out!yayyay~
than came home,
not only mummy attitude,but the whole family.bout my cat.
cos she's making alot of noise.she wanna look for a mate what,
cannt blame.their just animals..
than they told me alot of things,pressuring me,asking me to let go of her.
haisss.so i shouted at the,saying,letgoletgo uhh!
cos i dunno y,they started fighting wif each other.

Tuesday,
didnt go to school,
cos its soooo damn boring in school,
its mt hothousing period&im taking CLB,
so my classes are replaced as english,
&all we do in english class is NOTHING~
we eat,sleep,play iphone in class,
yeah,we studied,but abit oni.
soo must as well i stay home?
but i went out to study wif Kamilah @lot1 library.
than went to meet Suhaimi,Ahmad,Dinni,Alson,Alson's cousin,Yan.
than went to meet my cousin.
than went to 230 to slack.
than went home,brought my cat downstairs.
than my mother was like,huh?u really u really wanna let go?!
than my heart was like,ouhh fuck,this was what ALL of u wanted,
now,
Emily,Fieza,Farris&Nas came along wif the rest.
i wanted them wif me when i release my cat.
at least they can distract me..
than blahblahblah,
i dont feel like typing bout it.hehes.

Today(Wednesday),
went down to check if my cat can be found anot,
but no sign.i reallyreally miss her alot=\
those 8 months going 9,wasnt nothing..
than when i was searching for her,i saw Suhaimi.
i went to withdraw money wif him at Keat Hong.
hmmm,than i went back up to print something for Farris that Ah Pek.
his work had sooo many errors.hahah!
than while waiting for him to siap,
i went to meet Suhaimi&Ahmad.
than wait at 67 bus stop for Ah Pek.
i miss that bus stop where we always go to school together=\
than went to lot1 to have lunch.
Fieza&Rayyan came along,
Farris went to school.
went window shopping wif Fieza,
she brought a pair of vry cute flip flops,pink.
than i went home awhile,
chatted wif Fadhila^^
we talked bout alooooot of stuffs.
i miss her sooo much..
than went to 230 to meet them.
i just love being wif them~

lastly,
thank you Yan,Dinni,Alson&Suhaimi for caring
especially Alson=]
i will remember okay?
than when i forget,i will go back to refer.

if you are sad,you pass a day.if you are happy,you pass a day.so what for waste a day sulking?
-a better version of what alson said to me=]

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magicmagic~
Sunday, May 23, 2010 9:54 PM
we lepak-ed today.
there was Fieza,Farris,Suhaimi,Yan,Dinni,Nas,Kai&Hanifi.
we played cards as usual,
than Farris do his magic tricks,
i figured one out,but i canntcannt figure the magic that he created wif his friend!
tsk!make my brain burn only!
than they told Nas the trick!sooo not fair seyy!
left Fieza&I dunno.i think they told Fieza aready,
cos they want me to be the only one who dunno..
bloodyshits!grrr!u all wait,i WILL figure it out!one day.

came home,when i just step into my house,
everyone kept asking me to give away my cat.
wtf?i know she's noisy,but not everytime what..
Lek Sai Whan attitude wif me&stuffs.
sooo fucking pissed off!yeeshh!everytime me,but never Darren.
sooo speechless!

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a BIG Whatever to You.
2:52 PM
i dunno y,
but from what i see,everytime people look at who you are,
to see if ur someone that they can attitude with.
if its someone that they FOLLOW everytime,
than they will do everything they can,not to offend the person they Follow.
if your nothing to them,but just a helper,an extra,a passerby of ur life,
just someone not important to them,they would treat u like bull poopie.
but when they need u,they treat u suberbly good~heh.
maybe its just me,being too sensitive.but,that feeling sucks!
its getting on me,its pissing me off!
im here,trying to be nice to everyone,trying to get my attitude under control,
you know that i wont get angry easily,you know that im not that kinda person,
but it just seems like ur taking advantage of it.
i reflected-maybe im being sensitive,stubborn or selfish.im sorry.
you yourself should reflect too.
i wont be angry with you,im just pissed off in the mean time.
thats all.

light headed
Saturday, May 22, 2010 10:08 PM
yesterday-today.
lepak with the UsualOnes,hmmm or should i call it the poker crew.hahahah.
cos we always have poker cards to kill boredem.
than went to Jinhua house wif Darren,
had to bring him along or not he will be alone at home..
we took lots of photos,idiotic ones,
than mummy came&fetch him home.thank god!
i told her i wanna stay over at Jinhua's.
than we went to meet Suhaimi,Farris,Yan,Dinni,Nas,Syahanus&Ayie.
we ton-ed
at first,we were at the playground near my aunt's house,
than we went to the tower near sunshine.
we lepak there,we _______.(nothing dirty alrites!)
we did stupid stuffs,ESPECIALLY SUHAIMI!hahhaha!Batminton Court.
i cant forget that even how _____ i was.hahhahaha!
i think im the most pathatic one over there..
i dunno why it happened,but it's the first time i've ever been in tt situation..
&it sucks big time..if i could turn time back,i would _____ lesser..
than maybe we could stay there longer.tsk!
i did lots of embarassing stuffs.like;
______ on Farris's shirt.(im real sorry bout that=\)
i cant stand properly on my own&they have to help me.
i kept sitting down when they want me to move.
i _____ while lying down,than end up sleeping-according to Jinhua-when its stinks.
went back to Jinhua's,bathed,sleep.
i cant remember most stuffs after i woke up.
unless its something that would really burn into my mind..
(like what Suhaimi did.hahahha!)
or when they remind me.
than Jinhua&I talk bout lots of stuffs,hahahhaha!
JINHUA!u know i know they all dunno~
i dunno y,but i still feel vry ____ even after a nap.
than i went to meet Fieza,Suhaimi&Yan at 228.
we played cards!than ate ice stick,talk bout stupid stuffs.
than Farris came.he wanted to meet Ahmad,
so i went off wif him,cos its time i go home too cos mummy's nagging.
thats about it!-XOXO

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outing~
Sunday, May 16, 2010 11:32 PM
went out wif the somewhat everyone today?
had lots of fun,took lots of photos,
went to fish&co. to eat,it was sooo embarassing!
well,cos we didnt have much moneyy.
but we ate till we wanna vomit,their servings were damn big!
than we walkwalk.chitchatted.
i cant really remember the rest,well,those who knows me,cos of stm.hhaha.
i really dun wanna forget=\but i really cant remember,i dunno y.
i cant differentiate which days is which,its like all mixed up in my mind..
fucked up.

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i'm back!
2:22 AM
♥helloo~
its been a long time since i blogged.hahah!
&i finally changed my blogskin!i kept saying i wanna change,but i didnt..
i was sooo lazy this past few weeks.
hmmm,or maybe i justt dont feel like writing down stuffs which are depressing?
cos i were to look bad at this blog when im old,
i wouldnt wanna see sad post,or post bout me,talking bad about people.
well,there might be some of those^^but,i still not much please.hahah!
sooo many things happened in the past weeks.
happy/sad/funny/lovely/crazy/idiotic/you name it yo.
but im lazy to write it all out eventhough i wanna remember it,
blogging is like the only solution for me to remember all what i did.
but becos im sooo lazyy,hahahha.stupid michelle.all those lost days.
i will try to fill those missing days up.hahahah.
hmmm,should make it a habit to blog everyday,but howw?!teach mee!
todayy(yesterday),
went to meet Emily,Yan,Suhaimi&Nasrul at 228.
than Farris&Ahamd joined in later.
we went to lot 1 to meet Fadhila&Fana!
missed Fadhila soo much.its been a long time man..
gonna have a outing tmr,hmm no,i should say later.hahah.
gonna go town,eat/walk/talk-cock/have fun!/joke/take photos/whatever we can think of.
hmmm,still not sure who's going,
but whatever it is,im just gonna have fun!

this few days or even weeks,my attitude have been like fuck!
even irritated/pissed my friends off=\sorry=[
i dunno what's happening to me,why the hell am i behaving like this.
im not like that last time&i reallyreally hate the me now.
i reallyreally wanna change back to how i was in the past or even better.
&im working on it now.soo please understand okayy?
cos there's sooo many things going thru my mind this past weeks,
soooo many things that are bugging me,stressing me out&killing me.
people who are close to me should know.but sometimes,i dont tell them everything.
but there are more to what u hear..
cos most of the times,i might even forgot why im sad.
cos i didnt wanna think about it,so i would throw it outta my mind,
so when i wanna tell u guys,some are forgotten.hahah!
i really need a bigger memory card for my stupid brain!
sighh,i thought that this year might be the start of a better life,
but i aint enjoying it,it really sucks.big time.
im trying my veryvery best to stay strong&not to cry,to smile,to laugh=]
wish me luck yaws!i love you people♥
-XOXO

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