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♥Michelle
Mee-shell | 18 coming Sept | 11 Sept 1993 | Chestnut Drive Secondary.
I am an average girl next door from a sucky school and I suck at chinese.
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where Tears, Laughters & Fun
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i hate being sick.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 8:36 PM
my sickness was worst.
almost got sent home today.hahahah!
cos temp taking was today,
than my temp was 37.9,
took it 3 times,
but the last time it became 37.5,
sooo lucky,if not i come all the way to school,
waste my parents' petrol for nothing.
& the main thing is,if i were to be sent home,
i have to take the bus home myself..hahhah!
today,it was english fast test&we had to do summary.
than when i was reading the passage,
i keep falling asleep,
than i would read some sentence over again,
than the same routine.
it took me a hell lot of time to finish reading the passage.
&i was left wif 10 mins to write the summary..
than the day went by blahblahblah.
-XOXO

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my most Nervous/Embarrassing day ever.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 10:29 PM
went to school today&came back half way.
cos i was feeling unwell&tired.
came home,slept for awhile.

than went down to hall to meet..
hmmm,we talked alot.bout stuffs.haha.
lots of embarrassing stuffs.to me.
it took me alot to time to answer it his questions.
i was glad to let you know some of it.
but i still dont have the guts to let you know everything yet.
cos after all this while,
i was trying my best to hide that fact from you,
&suddenly having myself expressing infront of you,
asking me to not be afraid/scared/shy bout it,
was really a challenge.
sorry if i was speechless at times when u asked me stuffs.
give me some time to get use to it alrites?
while i was going to tuition,i thought bout what happened.
there are soo many questions in my head now,
that im really confused about,
but i dunno how to ask,cos when i had the chance to,i didnt..
&now,there wont be i guess.
i really have no guts=\
but that was a good start anyway.
should i just go with the flow then?
hmmmmm.
you dont know how special you are.especially to me.

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webcam!
Friday, June 18, 2010 1:27 AM





im now webcamming with Fadhila,Yan,Suhaimi&Dinni.
its sooo damn fun man!hahha.
&Suhaimi type sooo hard that my ears hurt!
we are making fun of Fadhila,cos she cannt hear us!
than they say my head like egg..wth?
than,my abang have to come&spoil it.tsk!

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I LOVE FADHILA BAMAHAJ!
Thursday, June 17, 2010 11:20 PM


im now currently chatting with Fadhila,
she's darn funny man,
i wore my spects,cos i cannt see,
than,she go wear her shades,
so i was like,ouhh,action sehh!
so i point middle finger,
than my mummy saw,hahhaXD
than she gave me a wth-what-is-she-doing?-look.
i dunno,but she didnt scold me,she just came&see,
&i just kept laughing.hahahha.
than Fadhila dances infront of the cam,
than she attempted to touch my cat thru the cam-.-
well,we're creating oovoo now,so that we can webcam together=D
-chaos!

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Och+Lorry trip+Kampong lifestyle+Friends=LOVE IT
Monday, June 14, 2010 11:45 PM
13 June.
went to lepak after tuition,
than waited for everyone to reach Farris's block,
there was,Farris,Fieza,Ayie,Suhaimi,Syahanus,Yan,Miko.
like finally we get to go!i've been planning to go there since last year!
but becos of some spoilers we did'nt get to..
than we went to lot1,they went to buy torch light,
than we headed off to Pasir Ris!
the mrt ride was long,but fun.hahahha.
we reached there around 9 or 10?i cannt remember.
than we went to eat at Mac.

i will blog till here today,
i will continue tmr,cos mummy's nagging.

hmmm,i was sooo lazy to blog this few days..
anyways,lets continue.

we went to take bus 29&walked all around Changi to find the hospital!
sooo darn tiring man!
we had a long walk too,than finally we found it!
it was near some chalets,tts scary,after Os,we're soo gonna book one there^^
OCH was on the top of the hill&its sooo big!
Farris,Ayie,Syahanus&Yan went up to check how to get in,
than me,Fieza,Suhaimi,Miko stayed below to wait&look out.
they came back now,saying that there are cameras&motion sensors.
&Ayie said he saw something.
than the next 4 of us went up.i grabbed on to Miko's bag,
cos his infront of me.
than all of us crowded at the gate,
than i saw something moved,something black,going down.
than Miko said,"ehh!isaw it move!"
than i was like,"yayahh!i saw it move oso!"
i thought he was refering to what i saw,
but no,he was refering to the camera..wth?
than i heard this loud noise,i sounded sooo near!
the rest of us heard,even those waiting downstairs,except Syahanus&Miko.
we dunno y they didnt.maybe becos they were busy talking?
scary!~so we went back down.Suahimi said he saw what i saw.
we went to comfirm with Ayie.he saw at the same place as us.
but Yan said he saw it in the middle.ooo~
than i went up with some of the others again,
cos they didnt get to see&they wanna check it out,
so i went with them,than i pointed out where we saw it.
but there as nothing but pillars&a door.
too bad they didnt get to see..
so we went round&round Och to look for places with no cams&such.
there was one part where there was a fence&a plastic-dunno-what covering..
it moved!making a noise,we thought it was Farris who hit the fence to make the noise,
but he didnt..omg!
than we choose this main road that leads all the way into Och.
its a road for cars&its the only way that has no gates&cams.
Fieza walked wif Farris,
the rest walked behind in a group,
&they dont wanna close the gap.
leaving me ALONE in the middle.
i was scared shitless!
so i ran up to join Fieza&Farris.
but i remembered people saying that go 2 by 2.
so i just follow behind&held on to Farris's shirt.
when we're approaching the building,
there was a loud noise,that sounds like a bat or a pig.
when we go nearer,the sound sounded more angrier.
i dunno how to explain,reallyreally had a bad feeling,
so we turned back.
than we headed to changi beach.
than we played Wearwolf for the rest of the night.
it was soo fun!hahhaha=D

14 June.
hahhaha,we played till 6am?than we went to the bus interchange @ changi village.
than we took train,than we went home.
i bathed,than went online,
i didnt go to sleep cos we are planning to go to Jurong,
to see Ayie's Father's boat.
&if i were to sleep,god knows what time am i gonna wake up.
so i went online,webcam with Ayie,played checkers wif him.
he took sooo long to make a move that i fall asleep.
than the shouted at the mic to wake me up.hahah!

than,i went downstairs to meet them,
than we headed to Farris's block&he went up to siap.
than we meet Fieza,than we took Ayie's Father's lorry to jurong.
it was sooo damn funn!
it was the first time i took a lorry!as in,those that are open up behind,
where u can even touch other cars!if they are near enough that is..
they say i looked funnny during the ride.wth?
just becos i was smiling,what's wrong with that?
im just happy cos i didnt ride a lorry before.haha.

when we reached,his father parked near a pig slaughtering building,
i dunno what it's called.but it's sooo stinky!
&the pig's cries are sooo heart wrenching!
cos are gonna get killed soon,so they were all like crying?
yeeshhh!i really dont wanna listen to it,it made my heart pain..
just imagine ur the pig&ur gonna get killed sooon.urrgh!
than we went to a small platform that the built.
it was soo cozy.than his mum took the food out,
like having a picnik^^haha.
than we went to see Ayie catch fish with a big net,
than we went to look for clams.
than we went on a small boat&went fishing!
its like kampong life,where there are no worries at all.
all u have to worry about is,if ur able to catch dinner tonight.

we're gonna go again this coming Sunday^^
&we're oso gonna go Och again on Saturday.
its like repeating?hahha.

than we went to bathe together!~
with our cloths on.hahha,
cos apparently,there are no showering cubicles,
there's only a water hose.
washed up,than we played with water^^
than packed up&left.
Ayie's sister sent us to lot 1,
i really cannt fight my eyelids anymore&knocked out in the car..
if we were taking the lorry,maybe i can keep awake^^
i wanna take it again man!=D
than Farris kept disturbing me while i was sleeping,
i cant really remember what,cos i was half awake..
than we had our dinner.
&headed to Ayie's house to watch a scary moviee,Wujud.
all of the fainted after they saw *ahem*!
one even got possesed when he tried to run away!
it's sooo scary&yet,i can fall asleep while watching it=p.
we sent Fieza to the bus stop,
than Farris send me home,cos i was scared later i saw *ahem* next to me,
like in the show,it was sooo damn near to the lady,
if i were her,i cant even call for help,i will just stare&faint eventually.
while we were walking,i cant feel the floor,
&i kept talking crap,the feeling's like hangover..
maybe becos i didnt sleep for two days aready?
cos the day before the night we went to Och,
i ton with Dinni,Yan&Suhaimi,where i had early breakfast..yeah,that post.
than came home,soaked the cloths,bathed&ouhh my sweet bed=]

-XOXO

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a real early breakfast!
Saturday, June 12, 2010 5:46 AM
i was soo damn hungry just now,
soo i asked Suhaimi,Dinni&Nas to go eat with me,
so we went to mac to eat,
than we talk bout flavoured popcorns,
they say the even have bubble gum flavour!
mmmm~it sounds sooo yummy!
hmmmm,speaking bout bubble gum,
Farris Iman will be coming back to Singapore today,
&i will get my bubble gum,if he remember to buy,
&&we will be headhing to OCH!yayyayy~
but im afraid that i wont be able to go=\
cos of my red alert..haiss.
i've been wanting to go since last year,
but i didnt get too.hmmmm.
how i hope i would be able to contact Fakh..
anyways,back to topic,
we went to eat,than went to my house to slack,
they keep taking the gun that my adik play with to shoot my cat.
bloodyshits..
we watched the annoying devil&some stupid balls of steel shows.
sooo funny!haha.
hmmm,that's bout it yo.
-XOXO

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Unknowns.
12:41 AM
overslept today.
my mum also,cos usually she will call me to wake me up,
than she msged me,"sorry nvr call,where are you now?"
than i replied,"home.haha."
than she called me,
than i said i overslept,i didnt hear the alarm.
than she was like,haiyaah,u stay at home self-study luhh.
hahahha!i miss mummy&daddy,but not DarrenXDno luhh,kidding!
kinda miss him,but just a tinnywinnybit.
eventhough it feels GREAT when their not around.
but the house just feels soo empty,
&i miss mummy&daddy's cookingD=im sick of maggie&fast foods.
i want the Yap family's cooking!

i slept till 1pm,wow,12 hours of sleep,i must be a pig.
than i went to kfc with Suhaimi,Yan&Nas for lunch,
than came home for tuition,
than i recieved a msg from an 'Unknown' person.
asking me to call him/her.hahhaha=D
i was soooo happy to talk to 'Unknown' on the phone!
than Fieza called in too,than we conference^^
while we were on the phone,
i perpard to go out with Jinhua,to somewhere 'Unknown'
hahahha,soo many Unknown uhh,its simply just becos im not allowed to tell,
but some of them aready know where we were heading.
we had a heart to heart talk,bout alllllll our problems.
hais,life is a maze&love is a riddle.
we left at around 11pm?
came home,comfirmed the people that are going OCH tmr.
i cant wait man!but im scared=\cos of my stupid period..
of all days!dammit,but i went once having it,so this would be twice.
i hope i can get to contact Fakh tmr-.-haisss,without him there,
we will all feel vry unsafe.hahahha.
-Chaos.

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nightmare.
Thursday, June 10, 2010 10:54 PM
todayy,
i saw my bestfriend from primary school!
other than Miao Xuan.
her name's Kai Xin.our adik are bestfriends too^^
i said waved to her,but her eyes were like,sooo big,
cos she said she didnt recognise me,hahah!
i really missed her,we talked on the bus,
she's now studying in Ngee Ann poly,she's such a smart girl=]
i missed the day we had last time~hahhaha.
than,
another session of hell.
it was sooo damn boring&sleepy..
having Science&Math for the whole week is really brain killing!
so i left after science=P
went home,sleep.meet the rest for awhile,
than help abang buy webcam,than lepak jap.
than went home sleep again.hahah=D
cos i didnt sleep well last night,i had a nightnmare..
than got JuonX[gonna sleep with the lights on tonight.
than ,was almost late for tuition,luck for Rena's sms.
now im at home,
chatting wif Aryna~
i miss her soo much..i miss the days we had.
but nvm,we're gonna meet up soon kan?!
gonna go sleep now!
-LOVE

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the days i love muchmuch~
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 11:38 PM
this week,
we played police&theif.
fieza didnt really know how to play.
she's the police,but she go kill people-.-
bodoh nyer pantat.hahhaha.
than Farris wanted to shit at my house.
after shitting,he busted!keep using his shirt to hit me!
than Rohaizad came&lepak,
than Suhaimi&Farris busted!
keep asking him to marry me,kiss me all-.-
make me sooo scared!
today,
we lepak,than at Hanafi's block,
there was a sofa,than we all lepak there,
like our own little house,soo comfy&cozy=]
than Farris need to go Malaysia=\
without him lepak-ing wif us,comfirm weird..
gonna miss him!~
than went home,talked to Suhaimi,
he asked me questions,that i myself are unsured about.
haiss.im out!
-XOXO

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tiring..
Thursday, June 3, 2010 3:40 PM
this week was a sleepy week.
went back to school for HOPE programme.
was late everytime.hahaha!
hmmm,maybe i should be early for once tmr=p
i went home straight everyday,
good girl seyy Michelle~
wth?hahah,cos im vry tired after all those classes,
cos i slept late everytime.
sooo i would go home&take a nap,
than maybe meet my friends after that.
mummy is still not happy tt i go down to meet them everytime,
but i dont care!
but i will go down lesser,becos of o levels,
but that wont stop me from contacting with them.
im gonna work hard,than im gonna have fun!
thats all for the week,toodles!
-XOXO

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