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♥Michelle
Mee-shell | 18 coming Sept | 11 Sept 1993 | Chestnut Drive Secondary.
I am an average girl next door from a sucky school and I suck at chinese.
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Saturday, July 31, 2010 8:21 PM
after tuition,
went to meer my friends!
yayyayy!like finally i get to meet them.
hahahha!
Farris&Suhaimi dont let me meet them,
cos they want me to study.
so i only can lepak on Mon,Sat&Sun=\
there was Farris,Suhaimi,Dinni,Yan&Ayie.
Yan went home around 12?
i cant remember.
went to buy..
than went to Keat Hong to..=]
after tt,headed off to Ayie's house.
played cards,than i dozed off.was sooo tired..hmm.
went for their soccer match the next day.
but pity i have to leave early.hais.
&becos of something else too=\

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dissapointed
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 9:52 PM
its ths start of the week!
i mean,yesterday.but,tuesday's no diff.
but its aready feeling tough.
there's soo many things in my mind
&there's soo many feelings/emotions in my heart.
im losing control of them..
my tolerance really is low..
its only been like 2 months plus?
&here am i now,going to breakdown soon.again.
but now,i really cant help feeling dissapointed bout myself.
bout what happened yesterday.
well,today,its more like im sad about whatever that has happened.
grieving?hmmmmm.
i asking myself lots of questions that i dunno how to answer.
what can i do to stop all this?
i really cannt take it anymore..
hais,what's wrong..
i dont like this feeling=\

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Sunday, July 25, 2010 4:36 AM
hello everyone!

i love a simple life.
Friday, July 23, 2010 10:53 PM
today,school passed real fast.
i love fridays!^^
cos school ends early&theres no school the next day!
met Yan,Suhaimi,Farris,Hanaffi,Dinni,Ahmad&Syahanus.
they came to my house to watch movie.
Faces Of Death IV!its not a scary movie,
its bout accidents happening over the world.
&they would how you how carelessness&stupidity would talk your life.
&that show is really bleuk!i dunno how to explain.
than watched crow zero.i dunno why they like to watch that over&over again,
but others cannot.tsk!their like little kids,complaining here&there..
but i enjoy spending my time wif them^^
if only i didnt force my self to...
life would be soo much easier&simpler.hmmmm.
but im afraid to let people down..
but since im here now,i should make the best out of everything.
than went for tuition,blahblahblah..
lepak-ed for a jeepy after tuition.
that's bout it yeah.
-XOXO

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sheesha~
Saturday, July 17, 2010 11:19 PM
went cck ite to eat late breakfast wif mummy&aunty maria.
she has a shop there.
than went home to prepare to go out wif the rest.
i went to Farris's block at round 2.15?
&no one was there..tsk.
&i think i remembered the wrong timing to meet.
it was suppose to be 3 i guess?hahha=p
soo i played cards wif Farris while waiting for the rest.
than Yan joined,followed by Ahmad,Dinni,Hanaffi,Suhaimi&Nas.
trained to Bugis,met Hanaffi's girlfriend.
Bugis street was soo damn crowded!had a hard time crossing the road too.
went for Burger King for lunch.
Alson came along wif his new shoes.
stupid Nas stole my onion ring.Dinni attempted,but failed.wahaha!
than we walked to Haji lane.
than Sheesha!we brought grape&strawberry.
we ordered apple too,but it didnt came..hmmm.
Yus joined us too.
played cards&took looots of photos wif Emily's camera.
we left at around,i cant remember..but i know it was late.cos its dark.hahah!
than Dinni,Nas,Hanaffi&his girlfriend left first.
should have left wif them,cos i should be home by 9.30pm,
but i didnt take note of the time,until when were on the way to Bugis..
&&we took photo infront of Fadhila's uncle's shop!Bamadhaj brothers.hehe^^
so i had to leave first&train home myself.
hmmmm,during the ride,lots of stuffs went thru my mind.
hais,i really hate it when im alone.cos i wil think alot..
than when i reached my house&no one was at home!
they were out eating at Teck Why..
so i had to wait outside the house for them wif my cat.
seems like she was accidentally locked out oso,hahha!
went online wif my phone,smsed random ppl.
hmmm,tts bout today!
-cheers!

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hmmmm.
Friday, July 16, 2010 11:37 PM
i've got nothing much to blog this days.
cos somethings are vry sad&disappointing to type about,
&there's not much this week.
well,today i laughed alot.
hahahha,at my own joke..
@hotmail.comXD
i cant stop laughing man!
until my whole face red,having difficulties breathing&tears flowing.
than went for tuition,met them again.
than we sang songs.hahah.shhs!
thats bout it yeah.
-much love!

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despicable me
Friday, July 9, 2010 10:51 PM
came home from school,
than got ready to go out&meet the rest.
planning to watch a movie!
there was Yan,Suhaimi,Suhaimi,Emily,Dinni,Me.

hmmm,i think i shall continue tmr.
i aint feeling well=\

so let's continue!
we went to watch Despicable me,
it was damn funny!
the way the little yellow things speak were sooo cute!
hahahhaha!
ouhhya&i know the laughter^^
after the movies,we walkwalk around,
than went home!
-XOXO

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photos of memories.
Monday, July 5, 2010 12:06 AM
packed the study room wif mummy today,
which is gonna be my new room^^
but i dunno when im gonna get it.hmmm.
while we were packing.we went through some photos we had,
not some actually,but alot.hahah.
there were baby photos of me&my brothers,
there were photos of the places we visited during the holidays,
than there were random shots tt my father took in the past.
ouhhouhh!i almost forget!
there were passport photos of my family too!
its was funny man!
times when daddy still have thick hair,
&mummy with straight hair.
it was fun!
watched avatar,i was suddenly soo into it cos of Nicklodeon
-did i spell it right?
well,anyways,there was this avatar marathon showing,
than it was intresting&when im bored on comp,
i would watch it.hahahha!
but its kinda addictive.
than Suhaimi called,than i went down to meet them.
i missed them alot-especially him,&its only been a day since i last saw them.
i dunno why.hahhaha.&&especially Fadhila,haiss,i miss her damn much.
we hanged out,played cards,talked&laugh.
it may sound boring,but nope,its aint.
i dunno if it is for them,but its a sure no for me.
came home,used the comp,folded the cloths,
than Farris called me with a public phone from his block,
&guess what,he called becos he wanted to know what time issit.
wth?hahhaha.but it was nice.
than chatted with some of them on msn.
&its darn boring now,cos everyone's offline!
they've got school tmr..hmmm.
i plan to go shopping wif mummy&maybe go out wif Jinhua for a movie?
&when i was washing the dishes,
mummy used the comp&i found out she was on my blog site!
reading what i posted!damn shit.
is not that i've done anything wrong or what,
but its just awkward..hmmm.
i hope she didnt read somethings tt i dont want her to..
hmmm,tts bout it.
-chaos!

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Jamming~
Sunday, July 4, 2010 12:29 AM
went out today to Peninsula,
i hope i got the spelling right.
went jamming with Emily,Farris,Suhaimi,Yan,Alson&Fieza.
it was damn funn!as in,i didnt get to play,
only Farris,Suhaimi&Yan played,the rest of us watched.
but its cool to watch them.
than Dinni&his friend,Yus?came.
Dinni went to join them&play.
Suhaimi tried out the song he wrote,
it turned out kinda nice.
than we went for early dinner at KFC,Emily's fave!
we laughed alot.hmm,issit alot?i cant really remember.
than we bused to Emily's crib to chill.
the bus ride was soooo long!
until Farris&Yan mental breakdown.hahah!
we watched tv,played werewolf,police&thief.
Nas joined us too.
than reached home at around 11.30,
yeah,tts bout it today.
&i reallyreally wanna watch Letters to Juliet&Eclipse!
lets go people!
-XOXO

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fadhila!
Friday, July 2, 2010 11:56 PM
Fadhila came to my house yesterday night.
i was sooo happy to get to see her man!
wooo~
we chilled at my place,
we talked bout lots of stuffs!
&time files.
cos i have school today,thats why i had to sleep early..
&she had to leave=\
soo she went to meet the rest&they ton.
im not sure who was there.
the next morning,
i went to school with Fadhila&Fieza=D
Fadhila had to settle some problems in school
&Fieza getting her testimonia.
than i had classes,
&i rushed down to cck after school hoping to get to see Fad again,
&send her,cos i didnt get to send her the last time..
but i was a little late.hmmmm..
but she had Farris to teman her,so its okayy i guess=]
she had to go meet her family&she will be leaving tmr.
got a call from her just now=]yayyayy!
than i lepak with Emily,Farris,Suhaimi.
talked lots of craps&played cards.
than Dinni joined us&headed to lot 1 for some grub,
Alson&Ayie came.i slacked a little while
&i went for tuition.time really flies when im enjoying.
&im really glad that things didnt change between us even after u know the truth.

i really gotta work hard,but i dunno how to,
i have no motivation at all..
but i dun wanna waste my time&money,
after all those tuitions my parents are paying for..
haiss.i really dunno what i should do.
i cant handle this stress.
&i really hatee falling sick!
my lungs feels itchy,my throat feels sore
&i've got an ulcer&it really hurts..

well,im gonna stop my blabbling now!
-toodles!

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