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♥Michelle
Mee-shell | 18 coming Sept | 11 Sept 1993 | Chestnut Drive Secondary.
I am an average girl next door from a sucky school and I suck at chinese.
Facebook owns me cos its just the best way to stalk people.NOT!
I dont do such stuffs.
This is my life story,
where Tears, Laughters & Fun
Peppers the pages & months.
Sooo...
Don't come here to find trouble please.
I have my own thoughts,comment all u like, but i won't give a damn IF ur being a nuisance.


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Wednesday, August 25, 2010 8:52 PM
went to meet Alson&Ayie,
than Farris,Yan,Dinni,Suhaimi,Emily,Nas. came along.
found out that Alson lied bout having throat cancer!
fucker!&it took me soo long to find out!tsk!
went to KFC wif Yan&Nas to break fast.
we waited there with lots of other malays,all buy aready,but never eat.
we talked while waiting,
&i found out that what Dinni said bout his cat,
no need to eat,drink,shit.was a soft toy-.-
took me long enough to get to know that too.omg,Michelle,your soo stupid!
than went to 233 to meet the others&we played badminton!
hahah,but i dunno why,my badminton skills are soo lousy that night.
hmmmmm.maybe becos...
than Dinni made a wind socks with a plastic bag.hahhah!
went home at around 10pm.
i guess i have to learn how to lie properly&not be soo naive.
than chatted wif Yan&FADHILA!
hmmm,i miss her sooo much this days.
maybe becos i find that she would understand what i wanna tell her.
they cheered me up real much!^^
same for Farris.thanks for yesterday!

why are there soo many people out there that wants to make life difficult?
but im not gonna care much anymore,well,i try not to luhh.
but sometimes it really gets on my nerve!
hmmmm,whatever lerr!losers.

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looking at the bright side=]
Monday, August 23, 2010 10:48 PM
im trying my best to stay strong^^
but i hope my friends wont leave me becos of those kinda reasons=\
well,loads of thanks to Aryna,Rena&Yimling^^
you guys cheered me up lots=]
i shouldnt sulk bout things anymore.
i should try to make things better.
i dunno how,but i will try.
sorry if im a too sensitive girl,im trying to change that part of me.
im trying not to be irritating or annoying.
tell me if i've done something wrong please.
cos i dont like to be kept in the dark.
u wont want that too right?

and for arses who dont know how to shut their mouth up about people,
i hope you would choke when u eat!

-xoxo

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things like this i hate to post.
8:57 PM
issit because there's something wrong wif me?
or issit what im thinking true.
i dont know.
i really hate it when things turns out like this.
what can i do or give to make things right?
im having that stupid phobia again.
why issit that you always look on the bad side of people?cant you think of the things people had done for you?so that you did be happy?
i put in soo much,but y i see no appreciation?
i still hear the bad things you say bout me,and those that have helped you.
were you just using me?
urghh,my heart and stomach hurts physically when i get to know the things you say about me.
but i dunno who to approach.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm..
i wanna live a simple life,i want things back the way they were.
but issit possible?
hmm,maybe im just being sensitive over things,but if u were in my shoes,i think u did feel the same.
-xoxo

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the pigs that i didnt see for a long time~
Saturday, August 21, 2010 11:59 PM
came home after prelims,
than went online,twitter.
than saw what Fieza&Fana planned.
Fieza called me after i read the sentence,
ajak Michelle oso.hahha!
hmmmm,is she stalking me?
than went to meet them at lot 1 @ 5pm.
its been sucha long time since we met man,
hmmmm,im planning to meet lots of my old friends after Os=]
hahha,see how luhh.cos i wanna work after Os,
than buy lotsandlots of stuffs^^
okay,back to topic.
went to the toilet,cos Fieza wanna pee.
when she went into one cubicle,she ran out straight!
&she was crying!
why?
cos it smelled like shit!hhahaha!
Fana&i laugh like hell.
we went to library,cos Fieza wanna read at home,
suprisesuprise,Fieza wants to read!hahah.
we look for the book like for 30 mins,
and when i finally found one that she likes,
cannt borrow-.-cos she have to sign up for membership..
than we walkwalked,talktalked.
went to mac cos we're tired already.
chitchatted much!laughed much!
talked bout the pass&talked bout the mess we're in now.
hmmmmm.
than went home around 7pm.
when i was on the way home,i almost died.
omg!real careless.
i dunno why,but i didnt notice cars coming.
i just cross after one bus pass by,not becos its blocking it,
but,i also dunno what reason.hahha!
luck that car horned,but its aready quiet near me.
than i quickly jump back like a rabbit.my heart almost stopped there.
i dont wanna die sooo early sehh!
there's still soo many things i havent done,example like fuck.hahha=X
there's soo many places i havent been to!
whatever it is,i dont wanna die so early.
went to meet Suhaimi,Farris,Yan,Hanaffi,Nasrul,Nazirul plus his 2 other friends&mua!
we played warewolf!hahahha,
this time,it was difficult,i dunno why.but it made me headache!
&for the first time,i won ALONE as a warewolf!
its not that i never won before,ya know,of cos i did.well~hahha!
but that was wif a partner.but this was ALONE!wahahah!
im sooo proud of myself.good work Michelle=D
hmmm,that's bout all?i cant remember=p
-adios!

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badminton!
Thursday, August 19, 2010 1:44 AM
had prelims than oral today.
hais,oral was cocked-up!
i was soo damn nervous,soo not like me..
im soo dissapointed with myself=\
but its over aready,what to do..
than i saw this cute baby girl on the lrt!
hahahha!damn cute sehh!
her eyes are soo huge,with longlong lashes like Farris.
what a pretty baby&&she wanted to sit beside me^^
she made my day man!hhahahha.
than i alighted at the wrong stop becos of her to-.-
i didnt notice we were at lot1 station aready until eveyone wanted to get up&leave.
hahah.wth.than i took back to south view.
met Suhaimi,than we went to Yan's house to play monopoly.
there was Yan of cos,Suhaimi,Farris,Dinni&me.
i was the first on to go bankrupt!dammit!
they had a long game..than Farris bankrupt oso!hahahah.
Yan won with the most money&property!
than i went home to get my badminton racket&"net"
than,met at Farris's block.
Hanaffi joined us too.
it was damn fun playing badminton wif them!
hahahha!made me damn hyper!
its was soo funny.cos it's super dark&the building's white,
so we cant see where the ball is.
we played in alot of stupid&idiotic ways,but i lioke!~
i will always remember this!heheheh!
than,webcamed with Fadhila!
i miss her soo much man!i didnt get to takl to her for sooo long..
we webcamed for like 1 hour plusplus!
we talked alotalot=]u know,i know yeah Fad?heheh.
i miss her face sooo much!
i hope to get to see her soon=]
-toodles!

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nightmares from the past.
Thursday, August 12, 2010 10:51 PM
hmmmm,didnt blog this few days.
partly becos im lazy&partly becos i've got no mood.
hehehs.
my emotions are all messed up this days.
especially becos he came back to visit..
its really making me go crazy.
especially when my mum forced me be get along with him.
they dont know how i feel.
those flashbacks i get when i see that face of his..
its a real nightmare..
&its killing me inside.
when would all this drama end?
problems after problems,
when i finally get one done&over with&got myself up again,
another comes crashing down on me.
wtf?
its really tiring me out.
its killing my brain cells to have to think bout it all the time.
hmmmm,maybe that's why im soo forgetful?
had been going out early&coming home late this days,
so that i dont see him alot.
like today,i went to Jinhua's house to study history.
went tuition after that&came home at 10pm.
its great not getting to see him,like seriously,
but after tmr,after he leaves,thing would brighten up right?
i really hope soo.cos i really cant handle lots of stuffs now.
but whatever it is,i have to keep in mind that i must not waste a day being sad.
mmmhmm,i cant.gotta keep it up.smile!~
cos who knows when i might die?hahahha.
saying is always easier than doing=p
hmmmmmm.
-nights!

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pastamania
Sunday, August 8, 2010 1:10 AM
woke up early today though i slept late the night before.
but i keep sleeping late this days,cos im scared..
after watching ju-on.even though the show aint nice,
there are still scary parts.
like when the ghost running towards you.eeeeee!
okay,back to topic,did all the house work im suppose to do,
than went out for lunch......
lalalalala~
than lepak.
not much i can blog about.hehehs.

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water soccer!
Friday, August 6, 2010 10:59 PM
we had water soccer this morning in school!
5A vs 5B
wooo!~it was damn fun man!
i kept sliping&falling.hahahha=D
but i really love it alot.
how i hope i can get to play again.hmmm.
but they were rough man,even King Yiu.hahhaha!
own team mate sehh!
we had a draw,1-1.
i was about to score,but i fell,haha!
lucky Kamilah was near&she scored!yayy~
than ,we had to stop..tsk.
we asked for another round until one of us scored,
Mr Raj allowed,but 5B aready bathe&i was like,aww man.tsk.
was really sad tt i didnt get to play again.
cos where will i get to play that in the future?!
haiss!
the funny thing was tt they found a kotex!hahhah!
it fell out from one of the girl's pantie when she was coming out of the "pool".
shhhs,cant say who.hehehs.
than the guys tt was near it notice&they were like,ewww!Mr Raj!
hahahah!than Mr Raj kick it under the pool.
than he told me,lucky his a father&a brother.
alrites,enough!
than we went for a shower,eat&prepared for Captains ball.
Students vs Teachers
we lost.hmmmm,but it was fun.
than proceded to hall for songs&prize giving,lalalala~
than i rushed home to bathe again!
sooo exhausting man,becos of the water soccer.
after i've clean myself&my stuffs up,
i went to meet the rest&headed to FICO!
there was Suhaimi,Yan,Yan's adik,Farris,Hanaffi,Nas,Ahmad,Syahanus,Fadluddin&one more guy i forgot the name.=p
after that,we went to Keat Hong to eat.
i left first cos i still had to go for tuition,
met Dinni on the way to the lrt,his gonna go meet the rest.
now,im back&im soo tired!
-soo chaos!

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