Mee-shell

parents and siblings - urgh.

2011-04-07T01:08:00.003+08:00

im still not used to blogging everyday man..
i wonder how was i able to do it in the past.gotta make it a habit.
nothing much happened today~just played a lil pingpong,
and i think i improved!just a little though.but its still something!
had to go home early cos of my father..tsk!
he scolded me for nothing thru the phone,made me damn pissed!
here's the story,
i asked my mum if she's cooking dinner,and she said she's not sure,go home than decide.
so i said,okay.
than i received daddy's call a few hours later.
him screaming why i aint home.he said i asked mummy to cook but i nvr go eat.
but i didnt!i ask if she cooking and not to cook!
urghh,whatever.
so went home early,than i had to do the houseworks..
what bout the sons you gave birth to for?fun?pleasure?display?
make me sooo pissed!but i cant fight back.even more pissed!
shall stop her now before the keyboard spoils.
-xoxo~

hey dead blog!

2011-04-06T04:26:00.003+08:00

its been soooo darn long since i last blogged!
the last was on Yimling's birthday.wow.
now currently doing nothing,
went to browse Yimlong's blog and felt like blogging,so here i am.
i hate it when i when i write too much,
but i wanna write everything down still cos i dont wanna forget what happened that day.
but i became lazyy.so i stopped=p shall try to start blogging everyday now.
cos i heard it helps improve memory!~
gonna go to bed noww,since there's nothing much to do.
cos Yimling and Yan went offline already and without giving me a chance to say bye and nights-.-

-xoxo

13 Nov!

2010-11-13T02:18:00.003+08:00

heyyy~
its been such a long time since i blogged!
cos i was busy studying for o levels,
now that its over,im free to do anything~
it's 13 nov,and its CHOCHO YIMLINGLONG'S birthday~
happy bithday babe*hugs*
went to town for some drinks to celebrate the end of o levels and her birthday.
drank quite alot,urghh man.
took lots of stupid photos,hahahah!
i hope if they were to upload,they wouldnt tag mee,
cos i have an annoying kpo tuition teacher that stalks me!
he better not paoto to mummy this time or else i will ask someone to slash him!
since he stays at fajar^^
gonna go watch the movies and dramas now that i missed while i was studying~
-toodles!

12 nov.

2010-09-08T00:37:00.002+08:00

hmmmm,its a long time since i blogged.
cos mummy confiscated my comp,and i was lazy at times=p
im gonna leave this blog dead till 12 nov?were it all ends!hahahah.
i cant wait.
having soooo much stress now,and life's soo fustrating nowadays.
at times like thins,i feel like meeting my laughing gases.
hahahahha,their Alson,Ayie,Dinni,Emily,Farris,Hanaffi,Nas,Suhaimi&Yan.
hope i didnt miss anyone out?
their like my drug,to make me stress free&they make me laugh alot.
hmmmm,i miss them soo much=\
and im able to survive now,its all becos of my friends in school,
Jinhua,Emmeline,Rena,Kamilah&Yimling.
and of cos,that bloodyshit at Malaysia,Fadhilah Bamadhaj.
well,i gtg!
-chaos!

♥

2010-08-25T20:52:00.003+08:00

went to meet Alson&Ayie,
than Farris,Yan,Dinni,Suhaimi,Emily,Nas. came along.
found out that Alson lied bout having throat cancer!
fucker!&it took me soo long to find out!tsk!
went to KFC wif Yan&Nas to break fast.
we waited there with lots of other malays,all buy aready,but never eat.
we talked while waiting,
&i found out that what Dinni said bout his cat,
no need to eat,drink,shit.was a soft toy-.-
took me long enough to get to know that too.omg,Michelle,your soo stupid!
than went to 233 to meet the others&we played badminton!
hahah,but i dunno why,my badminton skills are soo lousy that night.
hmmmmm.maybe becos...
than Dinni made a wind socks with a plastic bag.hahhah!
went home at around 10pm.
i guess i have to learn how to lie properly&not be soo naive.
than chatted wif Yan&FADHILA!
hmmm,i miss her sooo much this days.
maybe becos i find that she would understand what i wanna tell her.
they cheered me up real much!^^
same for Farris.thanks for yesterday!

why are there soo many people out there that wants to make life difficult?
but im not gonna care much anymore,well,i try not to luhh.
but sometimes it really gets on my nerve!
hmmmm,whatever lerr!losers.

looking at the bright side=]

2010-08-23T22:48:00.003+08:00

im trying my best to stay strong^^
but i hope my friends wont leave me becos of those kinda reasons=\
well,loads of thanks to Aryna,Rena&Yimling^^
you guys cheered me up lots=]
i shouldnt sulk bout things anymore.
i should try to make things better.
i dunno how,but i will try.
sorry if im a too sensitive girl,im trying to change that part of me.
im trying not to be irritating or annoying.
tell me if i've done something wrong please.
cos i dont like to be kept in the dark.
u wont want that too right?

and for arses who dont know how to shut their mouth up about people,
i hope you would choke when u eat!

-xoxo

things like this i hate to post.

2010-08-23T20:57:00.001+08:00

issit because there's something wrong wif me?
or issit what im thinking true.
i dont know.
i really hate it when things turns out like this.
what can i do or give to make things right?
im having that stupid phobia again.
why issit that you always look on the bad side of people?cant you think of the things people had done for you?so that you did be happy?
i put in soo much,but y i see no appreciation?
i still hear the bad things you say bout me,and those that have helped you.
were you just using me?
urghh,my heart and stomach hurts physically when i get to know the things you say about me.
but i dunno who to approach.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm..
i wanna live a simple life,i want things back the way they were.
but issit possible?
hmm,maybe im just being sensitive over things,but if u were in my shoes,i think u did feel the same.
-xoxo

the pigs that i didnt see for a long time~

2010-08-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

came home after prelims,
than went online,twitter.
than saw what Fieza&Fana planned.
Fieza called me after i read the sentence,
ajak Michelle oso.hahha!
hmmmm,is she stalking me?
than went to meet them at lot 1 @ 5pm.
its been sucha long time since we met man,
hmmmm,im planning to meet lots of my old friends after Os=]
hahha,see how luhh.cos i wanna work after Os,
than buy lotsandlots of stuffs^^
okay,back to topic.
went to the toilet,cos Fieza wanna pee.
when she went into one cubicle,she ran out straight!
&she was crying!
why?
cos it smelled like shit!hhahaha!
Fana&i laugh like hell.
we went to library,cos Fieza wanna read at home,
suprisesuprise,Fieza wants to read!hahah.
we look for the book like for 30 mins,
and when i finally found one that she likes,
cannt borrow-.-cos she have to sign up for membership..
than we walkwalked,talktalked.
went to mac cos we're tired already.
chitchatted much!laughed much!
talked bout the pass&talked bout the mess we're in now.
hmmmmm.
than went home around 7pm.
when i was on the way home,i almost died.
omg!real careless.
i dunno why,but i didnt notice cars coming.
i just cross after one bus pass by,not becos its blocking it,
but,i also dunno what reason.hahha!
luck that car horned,but its aready quiet near me.
than i quickly jump back like a rabbit.my heart almost stopped there.
i dont wanna die sooo early sehh!
there's still soo many things i havent done,example like fuck.hahha=X
there's soo many places i havent been to!
whatever it is,i dont wanna die so early.
went to meet Suhaimi,Farris,Yan,Hanaffi,Nasrul,Nazirul plus his 2 other friends&mua!
we played warewolf!hahahha,
this time,it was difficult,i dunno why.but it made me headache!
&for the first time,i won ALONE as a warewolf!
its not that i never won before,ya know,of cos i did.well~hahha!
but that was wif a partner.but this was ALONE!wahahah!
im sooo proud of myself.good work Michelle=D
hmmm,that's bout all?i cant remember=p
-adios!

badminton!

2010-08-19T01:44:00.003+08:00

had prelims than oral today.
hais,oral was cocked-up!
i was soo damn nervous,soo not like me..
im soo dissapointed with myself=\
but its over aready,what to do..
than i saw this cute baby girl on the lrt!
hahahha!damn cute sehh!
her eyes are soo huge,with longlong lashes like Farris.
what a pretty baby&&she wanted to sit beside me^^
she made my day man!hhahahha.
than i alighted at the wrong stop becos of her to-.-
i didnt notice we were at lot1 station aready until eveyone wanted to get up&leave.
hahah.wth.than i took back to south view.
met Suhaimi,than we went to Yan's house to play monopoly.
there was Yan of cos,Suhaimi,Farris,Dinni&me.
i was the first on to go bankrupt!dammit!
they had a long game..than Farris bankrupt oso!hahahah.
Yan won with the most money&property!
than i went home to get my badminton racket&"net"
than,met at Farris's block.
Hanaffi joined us too.
it was damn fun playing badminton wif them!
hahahha!made me damn hyper!
its was soo funny.cos it's super dark&the building's white,
so we cant see where the ball is.
we played in alot of stupid&idiotic ways,but i lioke!~
i will always remember this!heheheh!
than,webcamed with Fadhila!
i miss her soo much man!i didnt get to takl to her for sooo long..
we webcamed for like 1 hour plusplus!
we talked alotalot=]u know,i know yeah Fad?heheh.
i miss her face sooo much!
i hope to get to see her soon=]
-toodles!

nightmares from the past.

2010-08-12T22:51:00.003+08:00

hmmmm,didnt blog this few days.
partly becos im lazy&partly becos i've got no mood.
hehehs.
my emotions are all messed up this days.
especially becos he came back to visit..
its really making me go crazy.
especially when my mum forced me be get along with him.
they dont know how i feel.
those flashbacks i get when i see that face of his..
its a real nightmare..
&its killing me inside.
when would all this drama end?
problems after problems,
when i finally get one done&over with&got myself up again,
another comes crashing down on me.
wtf?
its really tiring me out.
its killing my brain cells to have to think bout it all the time.
hmmmm,maybe that's why im soo forgetful?
had been going out early&coming home late this days,
so that i dont see him alot.
like today,i went to Jinhua's house to study history.
went tuition after that&came home at 10pm.
its great not getting to see him,like seriously,
but after tmr,after he leaves,thing would brighten up right?
i really hope soo.cos i really cant handle lots of stuffs now.
but whatever it is,i have to keep in mind that i must not waste a day being sad.
mmmhmm,i cant.gotta keep it up.smile!~
cos who knows when i might die?hahahha.
saying is always easier than doing=p
hmmmmmm.
-nights!

pastamania

2010-08-08T01:10:00.003+08:00

woke up early today though i slept late the night before.
but i keep sleeping late this days,cos im scared..
after watching ju-on.even though the show aint nice,
there are still scary parts.
like when the ghost running towards you.eeeeee!
okay,back to topic,did all the house work im suppose to do,
than went out for lunch......
lalalalala~
than lepak.
not much i can blog about.hehehs.

water soccer!

2010-08-06T22:59:00.003+08:00

we had water soccer this morning in school!
5A vs 5B
wooo!~it was damn fun man!
i kept sliping&falling.hahahha=D
but i really love it alot.
how i hope i can get to play again.hmmm.
but they were rough man,even King Yiu.hahhaha!
own team mate sehh!
we had a draw,1-1.
i was about to score,but i fell,haha!
lucky Kamilah was near&she scored!yayy~
than ,we had to stop..tsk.
we asked for another round until one of us scored,
Mr Raj allowed,but 5B aready bathe&i was like,aww man.tsk.
was really sad tt i didnt get to play again.
cos where will i get to play that in the future?!
haiss!
the funny thing was tt they found a kotex!hahhah!
it fell out from one of the girl's pantie when she was coming out of the "pool".
shhhs,cant say who.hehehs.
than the guys tt was near it notice&they were like,ewww!Mr Raj!
hahahah!than Mr Raj kick it under the pool.
than he told me,lucky his a father&a brother.
alrites,enough!
than we went for a shower,eat&prepared for Captains ball.
Students vs Teachers
we lost.hmmmm,but it was fun.
than proceded to hall for songs&prize giving,lalalala~
than i rushed home to bathe again!
sooo exhausting man,becos of the water soccer.
after i've clean myself&my stuffs up,
i went to meet the rest&headed to FICO!
there was Suhaimi,Yan,Yan's adik,Farris,Hanaffi,Nas,Ahmad,Syahanus,Fadluddin&one more guy i forgot the name.=p
after that,we went to Keat Hong to eat.
i left first cos i still had to go for tuition,
met Dinni on the way to the lrt,his gonna go meet the rest.
now,im back&im soo tired!
-soo chaos!

Ton/Soccer

2010-07-31T20:21:00.001+08:00

after tuition,
went to meer my friends!
yayyayy!like finally i get to meet them.
hahahha!
Farris&Suhaimi dont let me meet them,
cos they want me to study.
so i only can lepak on Mon,Sat&Sun=\
there was Farris,Suhaimi,Dinni,Yan&Ayie.
Yan went home around 12?
i cant remember.
went to buy..
than went to Keat Hong to..=]
after tt,headed off to Ayie's house.
played cards,than i dozed off.was sooo tired..hmm.
went for their soccer match the next day.
but pity i have to leave early.hais.
&becos of something else too=\

dissapointed

2010-07-27T21:52:00.002+08:00

its ths start of the week!
i mean,yesterday.but,tuesday's no diff.
but its aready feeling tough.
there's soo many things in my mind
&there's soo many feelings/emotions in my heart.
im losing control of them..
my tolerance really is low..
its only been like 2 months plus?
&here am i now,going to breakdown soon.again.
but now,i really cant help feeling dissapointed bout myself.
bout what happened yesterday.
well,today,its more like im sad about whatever that has happened.
grieving?hmmmmm.
i asking myself lots of questions that i dunno how to answer.
what can i do to stop all this?
i really cannt take it anymore..
hais,what's wrong..
i dont like this feeling=\

2010-07-25T04:36:00.001+08:00

hello everyone!

i love a simple life.

2010-07-23T22:53:00.003+08:00

today,school passed real fast.
i love fridays!^^
cos school ends early&theres no school the next day!
met Yan,Suhaimi,Farris,Hanaffi,Dinni,Ahmad&Syahanus.
they came to my house to watch movie.
Faces Of Death IV!its not a scary movie,
its bout accidents happening over the world.
&they would how you how carelessness&stupidity would talk your life.
&that show is really bleuk!i dunno how to explain.
than watched crow zero.i dunno why they like to watch that over&over again,
but others cannot.tsk!their like little kids,complaining here&there..
but i enjoy spending my time wif them^^
if only i didnt force my self to...
life would be soo much easier&simpler.hmmmm.
but im afraid to let people down..
but since im here now,i should make the best out of everything.
than went for tuition,blahblahblah..
lepak-ed for a jeepy after tuition.
that's bout it yeah.
-XOXO

sheesha~

2010-07-17T23:19:00.004+08:00

went cck ite to eat late breakfast wif mummy&aunty maria.
she has a shop there.
than went home to prepare to go out wif the rest.
i went to Farris's block at round 2.15?
&no one was there..tsk.
&i think i remembered the wrong timing to meet.
it was suppose to be 3 i guess?hahha=p
soo i played cards wif Farris while waiting for the rest.
than Yan joined,followed by Ahmad,Dinni,Hanaffi,Suhaimi&Nas.
trained to Bugis,met Hanaffi's girlfriend.
Bugis street was soo damn crowded!had a hard time crossing the road too.
went for Burger King for lunch.
Alson came along wif his new shoes.
stupid Nas stole my onion ring.Dinni attempted,but failed.wahaha!
than we walked to Haji lane.
than Sheesha!we brought grape&strawberry.
we ordered apple too,but it didnt came..hmmm.
Yus joined us too.
played cards&took looots of photos wif Emily's camera.
we left at around,i cant remember..but i know it was late.cos its dark.hahah!
than Dinni,Nas,Hanaffi&his girlfriend left first.
should have left wif them,cos i should be home by 9.30pm,
but i didnt take note of the time,until when were on the way to Bugis..
&&we took photo infront of Fadhila's uncle's shop!Bamadhaj brothers.hehe^^
so i had to leave first&train home myself.
hmmmm,during the ride,lots of stuffs went thru my mind.
hais,i really hate it when im alone.cos i wil think alot..
than when i reached my house&no one was at home!
they were out eating at Teck Why..
so i had to wait outside the house for them wif my cat.
seems like she was accidentally locked out oso,hahha!
went online wif my phone,smsed random ppl.
hmmm,tts bout today!
-cheers!

hmmmm.

2010-07-16T23:37:00.003+08:00

i've got nothing much to blog this days.
cos somethings are vry sad&disappointing to type about,
&there's not much this week.
well,today i laughed alot.
hahahha,at my own joke..
@hotmail.comXD
i cant stop laughing man!
until my whole face red,having difficulties breathing&tears flowing.
than went for tuition,met them again.
than we sang songs.hahah.shhs!
thats bout it yeah.
-much love!

despicable me

2010-07-09T22:51:00.004+08:00

came home from school,
than got ready to go out&meet the rest.
planning to watch a movie!
there was Yan,Suhaimi,Suhaimi,Emily,Dinni,Me.

hmmm,i think i shall continue tmr.
i aint feeling well=\

so let's continue!
we went to watch Despicable me,
it was damn funny!
the way the little yellow things speak were sooo cute!
hahahhaha!
ouhhya&i know the laughter^^
after the movies,we walkwalk around,
than went home!
-XOXO

photos of memories.

2010-07-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

packed the study room wif mummy today,
which is gonna be my new room^^
but i dunno when im gonna get it.hmmm.
while we were packing.we went through some photos we had,
not some actually,but alot.hahah.
there were baby photos of me&my brothers,
there were photos of the places we visited during the holidays,
than there were random shots tt my father took in the past.
ouhhouhh!i almost forget!
there were passport photos of my family too!
its was funny man!
times when daddy still have thick hair,
&mummy with straight hair.
it was fun!
watched avatar,i was suddenly soo into it cos of Nicklodeon
-did i spell it right?
well,anyways,there was this avatar marathon showing,
than it was intresting&when im bored on comp,
i would watch it.hahahha!
but its kinda addictive.
than Suhaimi called,than i went down to meet them.
i missed them alot-especially him,&its only been a day since i last saw them.
i dunno why.hahhaha.&&especially Fadhila,haiss,i miss her damn much.
we hanged out,played cards,talked&laugh.
it may sound boring,but nope,its aint.
i dunno if it is for them,but its a sure no for me.
came home,used the comp,folded the cloths,
than Farris called me with a public phone from his block,
&guess what,he called becos he wanted to know what time issit.
wth?hahhaha.but it was nice.
than chatted with some of them on msn.
&its darn boring now,cos everyone's offline!
they've got school tmr..hmmm.
i plan to go shopping wif mummy&maybe go out wif Jinhua for a movie?
&when i was washing the dishes,
mummy used the comp&i found out she was on my blog site!
reading what i posted!damn shit.
is not that i've done anything wrong or what,
but its just awkward..hmmm.
i hope she didnt read somethings tt i dont want her to..
hmmm,tts bout it.
-chaos!

Jamming~

2010-07-04T00:29:00.003+08:00

went out today to Peninsula,
i hope i got the spelling right.
went jamming with Emily,Farris,Suhaimi,Yan,Alson&Fieza.
it was damn funn!as in,i didnt get to play,
only Farris,Suhaimi&Yan played,the rest of us watched.
but its cool to watch them.
than Dinni&his friend,Yus?came.
Dinni went to join them&play.
Suhaimi tried out the song he wrote,
it turned out kinda nice.
than we went for early dinner at KFC,Emily's fave!
we laughed alot.hmm,issit alot?i cant really remember.
than we bused to Emily's crib to chill.
the bus ride was soooo long!
until Farris&Yan mental breakdown.hahah!
we watched tv,played werewolf,police&thief.
Nas joined us too.
than reached home at around 11.30,
yeah,tts bout it today.
&i reallyreally wanna watch Letters to Juliet&Eclipse!
lets go people!
-XOXO

fadhila!

2010-07-02T23:56:00.004+08:00

Fadhila came to my house yesterday night.
i was sooo happy to get to see her man!
wooo~
we chilled at my place,
we talked bout lots of stuffs!
&time files.
cos i have school today,thats why i had to sleep early..
&she had to leave=\
soo she went to meet the rest&they ton.
im not sure who was there.
the next morning,
i went to school with Fadhila&Fieza=D
Fadhila had to settle some problems in school
&Fieza getting her testimonia.
than i had classes,
&i rushed down to cck after school hoping to get to see Fad again,
&send her,cos i didnt get to send her the last time..
but i was a little late.hmmmm..
but she had Farris to teman her,so its okayy i guess=]
she had to go meet her family&she will be leaving tmr.
got a call from her just now=]yayyayy!
than i lepak with Emily,Farris,Suhaimi.
talked lots of craps&played cards.
than Dinni joined us&headed to lot 1 for some grub,
Alson&Ayie came.i slacked a little while
&i went for tuition.time really flies when im enjoying.
&im really glad that things didnt change between us even after u know the truth.

i really gotta work hard,but i dunno how to,
i have no motivation at all..
but i dun wanna waste my time&money,
after all those tuitions my parents are paying for..
haiss.i really dunno what i should do.
i cant handle this stress.
&i really hatee falling sick!
my lungs feels itchy,my throat feels sore
&i've got an ulcer&it really hurts..

well,im gonna stop my blabbling now!
-toodles!

i hate being sick.

2010-06-30T20:36:00.002+08:00

my sickness was worst.
almost got sent home today.hahahah!
cos temp taking was today,
than my temp was 37.9,
took it 3 times,
but the last time it became 37.5,
sooo lucky,if not i come all the way to school,
waste my parents' petrol for nothing.
& the main thing is,if i were to be sent home,
i have to take the bus home myself..hahhah!
today,it was english fast test&we had to do summary.
than when i was reading the passage,
i keep falling asleep,
than i would read some sentence over again,
than the same routine.
it took me a hell lot of time to finish reading the passage.
&i was left wif 10 mins to write the summary..
than the day went by blahblahblah.
-XOXO

my most Nervous/Embarrassing day ever.

2010-06-29T22:29:00.005+08:00

went to school today&came back half way.
cos i was feeling unwell&tired.
came home,slept for awhile.

than went down to hall to meet..
hmmm,we talked alot.bout stuffs.haha.
lots of embarrassing stuffs.to me.
it took me alot to time to answer it his questions.
i was glad to let you know some of it.
but i still dont have the guts to let you know everything yet.
cos after all this while,
i was trying my best to hide that fact from you,
&suddenly having myself expressing infront of you,
asking me to not be afraid/scared/shy bout it,
was really a challenge.
sorry if i was speechless at times when u asked me stuffs.
give me some time to get use to it alrites?
while i was going to tuition,i thought bout what happened.
there are soo many questions in my head now,
that im really confused about,
but i dunno how to ask,cos when i had the chance to,i didnt..
&now,there wont be i guess.
i really have no guts=\
but that was a good start anyway.
should i just go with the flow then?
hmmmmm.
you dont know how special you are.especially to me.

webcam!

2010-06-18T01:27:00.004+08:00

im now webcamming with Fadhila,Yan,Suhaimi&Dinni.

its sooo damn fun man!hahha.

&Suhaimi type sooo hard that my ears hurt!

we are making fun of Fadhila,cos she cannt hear us!

than they say my head like egg..wth?

than,my abang have to come&spoil it.tsk!

I LOVE FADHILA BAMAHAJ!

2010-06-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

im now currently chatting with Fadhila,
she's darn funny man,
i wore my spects,cos i cannt see,
than,she go wear her shades,
so i was like,ouhh,action sehh!
so i point middle finger,
than my mummy saw,hahhaXD
than she gave me a wth-what-is-she-doing?-look.
i dunno,but she didnt scold me,she just came&see,
&i just kept laughing.hahahha.
than Fadhila dances infront of the cam,
than she attempted to touch my cat thru the cam-.-
well,we're creating oovoo now,so that we can webcam together=D
-chaos!

Och+Lorry trip+Kampong lifestyle+Friends=LOVE IT

2010-06-14T23:45:00.005+08:00

13 June.
went to lepak after tuition,
than waited for everyone to reach Farris's block,
there was,Farris,Fieza,Ayie,Suhaimi,Syahanus,Yan,Miko.
like finally we get to go!i've been planning to go there since last year!
but becos of some spoilers we did'nt get to..
than we went to lot1,they went to buy torch light,
than we headed off to Pasir Ris!
the mrt ride was long,but fun.hahahha.
we reached there around 9 or 10?i cannt remember.
than we went to eat at Mac.

i will blog till here today,
i will continue tmr,cos mummy's nagging.

hmmm,i was sooo lazy to blog this few days..
anyways,lets continue.

we went to take bus 29&walked all around Changi to find the hospital!
sooo darn tiring man!
we had a long walk too,than finally we found it!
it was near some chalets,tts scary,after Os,we're soo gonna book one there^^
OCH was on the top of the hill&its sooo big!
Farris,Ayie,Syahanus&Yan went up to check how to get in,
than me,Fieza,Suhaimi,Miko stayed below to wait&look out.
they came back now,saying that there are cameras&motion sensors.
&Ayie said he saw something.
than the next 4 of us went up.i grabbed on to Miko's bag,
cos his infront of me.
than all of us crowded at the gate,
than i saw something moved,something black,going down.
than Miko said,"ehh!isaw it move!"
than i was like,"yayahh!i saw it move oso!"
i thought he was refering to what i saw,
but no,he was refering to the camera..wth?
than i heard this loud noise,i sounded sooo near!
the rest of us heard,even those waiting downstairs,except Syahanus&Miko.
we dunno y they didnt.maybe becos they were busy talking?
scary!~so we went back down.Suahimi said he saw what i saw.
we went to comfirm with Ayie.he saw at the same place as us.
but Yan said he saw it in the middle.ooo~
than i went up with some of the others again,
cos they didnt get to see&they wanna check it out,
so i went with them,than i pointed out where we saw it.
but there as nothing but pillars&a door.
too bad they didnt get to see..
so we went round&round Och to look for places with no cams&such.
there was one part where there was a fence&a plastic-dunno-what covering..
it moved!making a noise,we thought it was Farris who hit the fence to make the noise,
but he didnt..omg!
than we choose this main road that leads all the way into Och.
its a road for cars&its the only way that has no gates&cams.
Fieza walked wif Farris,
the rest walked behind in a group,
&they dont wanna close the gap.
leaving me ALONE in the middle.
i was scared shitless!
so i ran up to join Fieza&Farris.
but i remembered people saying that go 2 by 2.
so i just follow behind&held on to Farris's shirt.
when we're approaching the building,
there was a loud noise,that sounds like a bat or a pig.
when we go nearer,the sound sounded more angrier.
i dunno how to explain,reallyreally had a bad feeling,
so we turned back.
than we headed to changi beach.
than we played Wearwolf for the rest of the night.
it was soo fun!hahhaha=D

14 June.
hahhaha,we played till 6am?than we went to the bus interchange @ changi village.
than we took train,than we went home.
i bathed,than went online,
i didnt go to sleep cos we are planning to go to Jurong,
to see Ayie's Father's boat.
&if i were to sleep,god knows what time am i gonna wake up.
so i went online,webcam with Ayie,played checkers wif him.
he took sooo long to make a move that i fall asleep.
than the shouted at the mic to wake me up.hahah!

than,i went downstairs to meet them,
than we headed to Farris's block&he went up to siap.
than we meet Fieza,than we took Ayie's Father's lorry to jurong.
it was sooo damn funn!
it was the first time i took a lorry!as in,those that are open up behind,
where u can even touch other cars!if they are near enough that is..
they say i looked funnny during the ride.wth?
just becos i was smiling,what's wrong with that?
im just happy cos i didnt ride a lorry before.haha.

when we reached,his father parked near a pig slaughtering building,
i dunno what it's called.but it's sooo stinky!
&the pig's cries are sooo heart wrenching!
cos are gonna get killed soon,so they were all like crying?
yeeshhh!i really dont wanna listen to it,it made my heart pain..
just imagine ur the pig&ur gonna get killed sooon.urrgh!
than we went to a small platform that the built.
it was soo cozy.than his mum took the food out,
like having a picnik^^haha.
than we went to see Ayie catch fish with a big net,
than we went to look for clams.
than we went on a small boat&went fishing!
its like kampong life,where there are no worries at all.
all u have to worry about is,if ur able to catch dinner tonight.

we're gonna go again this coming Sunday^^
&we're oso gonna go Och again on Saturday.
its like repeating?hahha.

than we went to bathe together!~
with our cloths on.hahha,
cos apparently,there are no showering cubicles,
there's only a water hose.
washed up,than we played with water^^
than packed up&left.
Ayie's sister sent us to lot 1,
i really cannt fight my eyelids anymore&knocked out in the car..
if we were taking the lorry,maybe i can keep awake^^
i wanna take it again man!=D
than Farris kept disturbing me while i was sleeping,
i cant really remember what,cos i was half awake..
than we had our dinner.
&headed to Ayie's house to watch a scary moviee,Wujud.
all of the fainted after they saw *ahem*!
one even got possesed when he tried to run away!
it's sooo scary&yet,i can fall asleep while watching it=p.
we sent Fieza to the bus stop,
than Farris send me home,cos i was scared later i saw *ahem* next to me,
like in the show,it was sooo damn near to the lady,
if i were her,i cant even call for help,i will just stare&faint eventually.
while we were walking,i cant feel the floor,
&i kept talking crap,the feeling's like hangover..
maybe becos i didnt sleep for two days aready?
cos the day before the night we went to Och,
i ton with Dinni,Yan&Suhaimi,where i had early breakfast..yeah,that post.
than came home,soaked the cloths,bathed&ouhh my sweet bed=]

-XOXO

a real early breakfast!

2010-06-12T05:46:00.003+08:00

i was soo damn hungry just now,
soo i asked Suhaimi,Dinni&Nas to go eat with me,
so we went to mac to eat,
than we talk bout flavoured popcorns,
they say the even have bubble gum flavour!
mmmm~it sounds sooo yummy!
hmmmm,speaking bout bubble gum,
Farris Iman will be coming back to Singapore today,
&i will get my bubble gum,if he remember to buy,
&&we will be headhing to OCH!yayyayy~
but im afraid that i wont be able to go=\
cos of my red alert..haiss.
i've been wanting to go since last year,
but i didnt get too.hmmmm.
how i hope i would be able to contact Fakh..
anyways,back to topic,
we went to eat,than went to my house to slack,
they keep taking the gun that my adik play with to shoot my cat.
bloodyshits..
we watched the annoying devil&some stupid balls of steel shows.
sooo funny!haha.
hmmm,that's bout it yo.
-XOXO

Unknowns.

2010-06-12T00:41:00.003+08:00

overslept today.
my mum also,cos usually she will call me to wake me up,
than she msged me,"sorry nvr call,where are you now?"
than i replied,"home.haha."
than she called me,
than i said i overslept,i didnt hear the alarm.
than she was like,haiyaah,u stay at home self-study luhh.
hahahha!i miss mummy&daddy,but not DarrenXDno luhh,kidding!
kinda miss him,but just a tinnywinnybit.
eventhough it feels GREAT when their not around.
but the house just feels soo empty,
&i miss mummy&daddy's cookingD=im sick of maggie&fast foods.
i want the Yap family's cooking!

i slept till 1pm,wow,12 hours of sleep,i must be a pig.
than i went to kfc with Suhaimi,Yan&Nas for lunch,
than came home for tuition,
than i recieved a msg from an 'Unknown' person.
asking me to call him/her.hahhaha=D
i was soooo happy to talk to 'Unknown' on the phone!
than Fieza called in too,than we conference^^
while we were on the phone,
i perpard to go out with Jinhua,to somewhere 'Unknown'
hahahha,soo many Unknown uhh,its simply just becos im not allowed to tell,
but some of them aready know where we were heading.
we had a heart to heart talk,bout alllllll our problems.
hais,life is a maze&love is a riddle.
we left at around 11pm?
came home,comfirmed the people that are going OCH tmr.
i cant wait man!but im scared=\cos of my stupid period..
of all days!dammit,but i went once having it,so this would be twice.
i hope i can get to contact Fakh tmr-.-haisss,without him there,
we will all feel vry unsafe.hahahha.
-Chaos.

nightmare.

2010-06-10T22:54:00.004+08:00

todayy,
i saw my bestfriend from primary school!
other than Miao Xuan.
her name's Kai Xin.our adik are bestfriends too^^
i said waved to her,but her eyes were like,sooo big,
cos she said she didnt recognise me,hahah!
i really missed her,we talked on the bus,
she's now studying in Ngee Ann poly,she's such a smart girl=]
i missed the day we had last time~hahhaha.
than,
another session of hell.
it was sooo damn boring&sleepy..
having Science&Math for the whole week is really brain killing!
so i left after science=P
went home,sleep.meet the rest for awhile,
than help abang buy webcam,than lepak jap.
than went home sleep again.hahah=D
cos i didnt sleep well last night,i had a nightnmare..
than got JuonX[gonna sleep with the lights on tonight.
than ,was almost late for tuition,luck for Rena's sms.
now im at home,
chatting wif Aryna~
i miss her soo much..i miss the days we had.
but nvm,we're gonna meet up soon kan?!
gonna go sleep now!
-LOVE

the days i love muchmuch~

2010-06-09T23:38:00.003+08:00

this week,
we played police&theif.
fieza didnt really know how to play.
she's the police,but she go kill people-.-
bodoh nyer pantat.hahhaha.
than Farris wanted to shit at my house.
after shitting,he busted!keep using his shirt to hit me!
than Rohaizad came&lepak,
than Suhaimi&Farris busted!
keep asking him to marry me,kiss me all-.-
make me sooo scared!
today,
we lepak,than at Hanafi's block,
there was a sofa,than we all lepak there,
like our own little house,soo comfy&cozy=]
than Farris need to go Malaysia=\
without him lepak-ing wif us,comfirm weird..
gonna miss him!~
than went home,talked to Suhaimi,
he asked me questions,that i myself are unsured about.
haiss.im out!
-XOXO

tiring..

2010-06-03T15:40:00.002+08:00

this week was a sleepy week.
went back to school for HOPE programme.
was late everytime.hahaha!
hmmm,maybe i should be early for once tmr=p
i went home straight everyday,
good girl seyy Michelle~
wth?hahah,cos im vry tired after all those classes,
cos i slept late everytime.
sooo i would go home&take a nap,
than maybe meet my friends after that.
mummy is still not happy tt i go down to meet them everytime,
but i dont care!
but i will go down lesser,becos of o levels,
but that wont stop me from contacting with them.
im gonna work hard,than im gonna have fun!
thats all for the week,toodles!
-XOXO

Nessie~

2010-05-31T21:48:00.002+08:00

woke up early this morning,
cos i gotta go to the salon to rebond my hair^^
yayyayy!
than while i was eating&watching tv,
i heard cats fighting.
so i was like,what if it's Nessie?
so i rushed to get my spects&went to see.
than i saw this black cat&one bear-like cat with my cat.
than there were two boys.hahah,
one of them got scratched.bodoh.
than i rushed down to get my cat.
im sooo happy i got to find her.
she's sooo skinny now=\
poor thing..
i brought her home&gave her water&food.
i missed her soo much.
than i let her run around where ever she wants,
i didnt close the door also.
cos she knows how to come back.

went rebonding~
sat there for bout 5 hrs,
butt flat sehh.

than i went to meet the rest at hall,
there was,
Emily,Akif,Suhaimi,Alson,Ahmad&Hadi.
than i went home,
watched my korean drama^^
than went back down&meet them.
than went to lot 1 to buy food with Emily,
we pack&went to 230&eat.
there was,
Fieza,Dinni,Farris,Alson,Suhaimi,Yan,Hanaffi,Shafie&Nas.
Dinni kept distubing me bout my hair,
Farris kept singing tt irritating song,
not irritating luhh,its just tt he keep reapeting it.
Alson kept farting.
than Farris,infront of me&Dinni kept sitting beside me&annoying me.
went hokme,got pissed off,
cannt find Nessie anywhere at first,
than in the end,she was in my abang's room,on the bed,sleeping-.-
went to hall,lepak-ed.
tts all for today~
-XOXO

giutars~

2010-05-30T14:30:00.001+08:00

yesterdayy,
went out of the house,
tried my luck to look for my cat.
but,no such luck..
than teman Suhaimi go Keat Hong.
than went to meet Farris,Yan&Nas.
they were playing giutars,all 3 of them.
it sounded sooo nice.
than Suhaimi went to meet Emily&Fana at lot 1 without telling me-.-
but they came later.
they kept singing to song Go.
which is really getting stuck in my head!
especially this line,
"you can sepend your whole life holding on~"
urghh!
than went to pasta mania at lot 1 to meet mummy&Darren.
eat,than went to look at some cds&bought some.
than home shweet home~
at night,at about 1am plus,
Suhaimi told me that he saw my cat running!
but dunno where she went after that.
haiss,but its good to know that she's not dead.
but i really miss Nessie=\
i wan her back soooo badly,but i cant..
hais.i wanna hug her sooo much.
&i miss Fadhila sooo much too=\
i wanna hug her too..
than when i was about to sleep at aroung 4am,
Suhaimi all called=.=
than they started to sing that darn song again!
yeeshhhh!cant y'all give it a rest?

today's boring!
staying home cos no one asked me out yet?
hahhahaha.
&Yan's pm is sooo funny.it goes,
"Girls have unique powers; they get wet without water, bleed without injury and make boneless things hard.."
hahahha!he said its a quote he found.
but i was curious bout the making boneless things hard..
so i asked him&he ask me to ask Emily,cos its her favourite topic.
than i figured it out myself,hhahah!cos i know what's Emily's favourite topic^^
so my pm goes like this,
"oooo~i just found out that dicks doesnt have bones but it gets hard anywayy."
hhahahah!but emily says its nipple.
i dunnooo.
well,im gonna go chat with them noww~
-XOXO

i cant find.

2010-05-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

today,woke up.
did my housework,
than went down to meet Farris&Ayie.
i went to look for my cat.
Farris said he wanna help,but in the end,nvr-.-
stupid Ah Pek.
but i couldnt find Nessie anywhere=\
i miss her sooo much.
than we played cards,than soccer.
i was okayy at first,
than for some reasons,i kept thinking bout Nessie,
&i cant concentrate much&i didnt even see the ball coming..
than we play doge ball.haha.
than home sweet home!

i miss Nessie to the core=\

2010-05-26T23:50:00.004+08:00

Monday,
i cant rmb what we did in the afternoon.
than they came to my house in the evening as usual.
we played warewolf.hahah!funfun!
than we played magic.i figured it out!yayyay~
than came home,
not only mummy attitude,but the whole family.bout my cat.
cos she's making alot of noise.she wanna look for a mate what,
cannt blame.their just animals..
than they told me alot of things,pressuring me,asking me to let go of her.
haisss.so i shouted at the,saying,letgoletgo uhh!
cos i dunno y,they started fighting wif each other.

Tuesday,
didnt go to school,
cos its soooo damn boring in school,
its mt hothousing period&im taking CLB,
so my classes are replaced as english,
&all we do in english class is NOTHING~
we eat,sleep,play iphone in class,
yeah,we studied,but abit oni.
soo must as well i stay home?
but i went out to study wif Kamilah @lot1 library.
than went to meet Suhaimi,Ahmad,Dinni,Alson,Alson's cousin,Yan.
than went to meet my cousin.
than went to 230 to slack.
than went home,brought my cat downstairs.
than my mother was like,huh?u really u really wanna let go?!
than my heart was like,ouhh fuck,this was what ALL of u wanted,
now,
Emily,Fieza,Farris&Nas came along wif the rest.
i wanted them wif me when i release my cat.
at least they can distract me..
than blahblahblah,
i dont feel like typing bout it.hehes.

Today(Wednesday),
went down to check if my cat can be found anot,
but no sign.i reallyreally miss her alot=\
those 8 months going 9,wasnt nothing..
than when i was searching for her,i saw Suhaimi.
i went to withdraw money wif him at Keat Hong.
hmmm,than i went back up to print something for Farris that Ah Pek.
his work had sooo many errors.hahah!
than while waiting for him to siap,
i went to meet Suhaimi&Ahmad.
than wait at 67 bus stop for Ah Pek.
i miss that bus stop where we always go to school together=\
than went to lot1 to have lunch.
Fieza&Rayyan came along,
Farris went to school.
went window shopping wif Fieza,
she brought a pair of vry cute flip flops,pink.
than i went home awhile,
chatted wif Fadhila^^
we talked bout alooooot of stuffs.
i miss her sooo much..
than went to 230 to meet them.
i just love being wif them~

lastly,
thank you Yan,Dinni,Alson&Suhaimi for caring
especially Alson=]
i will remember okay?
than when i forget,i will go back to refer.

if you are sad,you pass a day.if you are happy,you pass a day.so what for waste a day sulking?
-a better version of what alson said to me=]

magicmagic~

2010-05-23T21:54:00.004+08:00

we lepak-ed today.
there was Fieza,Farris,Suhaimi,Yan,Dinni,Nas,Kai&Hanifi.
we played cards as usual,
than Farris do his magic tricks,
i figured one out,but i canntcannt figure the magic that he created wif his friend!
tsk!make my brain burn only!
than they told Nas the trick!sooo not fair seyy!
left Fieza&I dunno.i think they told Fieza aready,
cos they want me to be the only one who dunno..
bloodyshits!grrr!u all wait,i WILL figure it out!one day.

came home,when i just step into my house,
everyone kept asking me to give away my cat.
wtf?i know she's noisy,but not everytime what..
Lek Sai Whan attitude wif me&stuffs.
sooo fucking pissed off!yeeshh!everytime me,but never Darren.
sooo speechless!

a BIG Whatever to You.

2010-05-23T14:52:00.002+08:00

i dunno y,

but from what i see,everytime people look at who you are,

to see if ur someone that they can attitude with.

if its someone that they FOLLOW everytime,

than they will do everything they can,not to offend the person they Follow.

if your nothing to them,but just a helper,an extra,a passerby of ur life,

just someone not important to them,they would treat u like bull poopie.

but when they need u,they treat u suberbly good~heh.

maybe its just me,being too sensitive.but,that feeling sucks!

its getting on me,its pissing me off!

im here,trying to be nice to everyone,trying to get my attitude under control,

you know that i wont get angry easily,you know that im not that kinda person,

but it just seems like ur taking advantage of it.

i reflected-maybe im being sensitive,stubborn or selfish.im sorry.

you yourself should reflect too.

i wont be angry with you,im just pissed off in the mean time.

thats all.

light headed

2010-05-22T22:08:00.005+08:00

yesterday-today.
lepak with the UsualOnes,hmmm or should i call it the poker crew.hahahah.

cos we always have poker cards to kill boredem.

than went to Jinhua house wif Darren,

had to bring him along or not he will be alone at home..

we took lots of photos,idiotic ones,

than mummy came&fetch him home.thank god!

i told her i wanna stay over at Jinhua's.

than we went to meet Suhaimi,Farris,Yan,Dinni,Nas,Syahanus&Ayie.

we ton-ed

at first,we were at the playground near my aunt's house,

than we went to the tower near sunshine.

we lepak there,we _______.(nothing dirty alrites!)

we did stupid stuffs,ESPECIALLY SUHAIMI!hahhaha!Batminton Court.

i cant forget that even how _____ i was.hahhahaha!

i think im the most pathatic one over there..

i dunno why it happened,but it's the first time i've ever been in tt situation..

&it sucks big time..if i could turn time back,i would _____ lesser..

than maybe we could stay there longer.tsk!

i did lots of embarassing stuffs.like;
______ on Farris's shirt.(im real sorry bout that=\)
i cant stand properly on my own&they have to help me.

i kept sitting down when they want me to move.

i _____ while lying down,than end up sleeping-according to Jinhua-when its stinks.

went back to Jinhua's,bathed,sleep.
i cant remember most stuffs after i woke up.

unless its something that would really burn into my mind..

(like what Suhaimi did.hahahha!)

or when they remind me.

than Jinhua&I talk bout lots of stuffs,hahahhaha!

JINHUA!u know i know they all dunno~

i dunno y,but i still feel vry ____ even after a nap.

than i went to meet Fieza,Suhaimi&Yan at 228.

we played cards!than ate ice stick,talk bout stupid stuffs.

than Farris came.he wanted to meet Ahmad,

so i went off wif him,cos its time i go home too cos mummy's nagging.

thats about it!-XOXO

outing~

2010-05-16T23:32:00.004+08:00

went out wif the somewhat everyone today?

had lots of fun,took lots of photos,

went to fish&co. to eat,it was sooo embarassing!

well,cos we didnt have much moneyy.

but we ate till we wanna vomit,their servings were damn big!

than we walkwalk.chitchatted.

i cant really remember the rest,well,those who knows me,cos of stm.hhaha.

i really dun wanna forget=\but i really cant remember,i dunno y.

i cant differentiate which days is which,its like all mixed up in my mind..

fucked up.

i'm back!

2010-05-16T02:22:00.009+08:00

♥helloo~

its been a long time since i blogged.hahah!

&i finally changed my blogskin!i kept saying i wanna change,but i didnt..

i was sooo lazy this past few weeks.
hmmm,or maybe i justt dont feel like writing down stuffs which are depressing?
cos i were to look bad at this blog when im old,
i wouldnt wanna see sad post,or post bout me,talking bad about people.
well,there might be some of those^^but,i still not much please.hahah!
sooo many things happened in the past weeks.
happy/sad/funny/lovely/crazy/idiotic/you name it yo.
but im lazy to write it all out eventhough i wanna remember it,
blogging is like the only solution for me to remember all what i did.
but becos im sooo lazyy,hahahha.stupid michelle.all those lost days.
i will try to fill those missing days up.hahahah.
hmmm,should make it a habit to blog everyday,but howw?!teach mee!

todayy(yesterday),

went to meet Emily,Yan,Suhaimi&Nasrul at 228.
than Farris&Ahamd joined in later.
we went to lot 1 to meet Fadhila&Fana!
missed Fadhila soo much.its been a long time man..
gonna have a outing tmr,hmm no,i should say later.hahah.
gonna go town,eat/walk/talk-cock/have fun!/joke/take photos/whatever we can think of.
hmmm,still not sure who's going,
but whatever it is,im just gonna have fun!

this few days or even weeks,my attitude have been like fuck!

even irritated/pissed my friends off=\sorry=[
i dunno what's happening to me,why the hell am i behaving like this.
im not like that last time&i reallyreally hate the me now.
i reallyreally wanna change back to how i was in the past or even better.
&im working on it now.soo please understand okayy?
cos there's sooo many things going thru my mind this past weeks,

soooo many things that are bugging me,stressing me out&killing me.
people who are close to me should know.but sometimes,i dont tell them everything.
but there are more to what u hear..
cos most of the times,i might even forgot why im sad.
cos i didnt wanna think about it,so i would throw it outta my mind,
so when i wanna tell u guys,some are forgotten.hahah!
i really need a bigger memory card for my stupid brain!
sighh,i thought that this year might be the start of a better life,
but i aint enjoying it,it really sucks.big time.
im trying my veryvery best to stay strong&not to cry,to smile,to laugh=]
wish me luck yaws!i love you people♥

-XOXO

kites

2010-04-17T23:02:00.004+08:00

went to meet Emily,Fieza&Ayie at the playground near my house.
there where kids there too,they were sooo cute!hahah.
especially Aiysha&Aqil.hehes.
bought drinks for them,played ball,slides,etc..
after Farris came,we headed to lot1 to take bus 172 to jurong point.
than Fieza went home.
we went to eat burger king,than walked around.
than went to a park nearby,saw lots of kite in the sky,
it was such a beautiful view.there were sotong kite oso.damnn big&cute!
looking at those kites made my day,it made me soo happy,i dunno y oso.weird..
im sooo jealous looking at them fly the kite=\
made me really wanna fly one too.tskk!
we stayed there for hours looking at those kites.
than at bout 5.30? we left.
Emily went to take 180,
Farris,Ayie&I went to take 172 to sunshine to play cs=]
sooo long nvr play sehh!hehes!

im planning to go jurong again next sat!
i wanna fly kite too!no matter what!
hmmm,they said that thouse kinda kite are sold at...ehh,i cant rmb where.
but im gonna go get one!yayy~gotta save moneyy.
-mwahs!

sorryyy

2010-04-14T12:42:00.002+08:00

to some of u out there,

im sorry if im mean to you,

cos there are soo many things in my mind this few days,

becos of the problems im facing,

&some idiots creating trouble for me..

but some of u,im not,but dont terase.

either becos ur freaking getting on my nervers,

or becos of what u did.

y cant some of u just leave me alone?

i thought 2010's better.

2010-04-14T12:18:00.003+08:00

im now in school,

just after recess,having VE now.

we cannt go into the website tt we're supose to go,

so we're doing our own things.

now some of them are watching the stupid annoying orange-.-

just now,during a.math,

something happened,

tskk,i dunno what really happened,alot of things are in my mind now.

i feel like ending everything.haiss.

gonna settle it after school?

i feel like crying out loud!

now i reallyreally dunno who to trust

&who to rely on.

sometimes,i think,its something that can be solved easily,

but i just cant keep thinking bout it,

my mind's like going haywire.

i dunno what im doing,i dunno what i saying,i dunno what im thinking.

it's like i've lost myself,

i cant concentrate on my studies this few days

&i have no confidence in passing my O levels..

i've forgotten y am i soo depressed aready..

lost days

2010-04-10T20:43:00.002+08:00

all the days are mixed up in my mind,
i think becos i ton too much?
from the night of 8th.than i came home this morning.
slept,actually i had a.math class,
but i overslept!tsk!woke up,
than blahblahblah,
than Emily ask me to go have lunch wif them,
i tot it was wif her&Farris at vivo,
but she say wif Fieza&Yimling,
than she say cos Farris nvr call her last night tts y.
she tried to call Farris,but his not at home,
his not wif Ayie&we panicked.
cos we scared he go vivo wifout knowing tt we're not going anymore.
so Emily checked if his home aready,
&i tried cycling,looking for him around cck.
than he called,saying tt his home.stupid mouse.
than met Emily,Fieza&Yiming at lot 1,
ate,talk,joke,took lots of photos,
than went home to give adik his food,
than went to meet Emily&Yimling to go EMily's nwe house,
we helped decorating her house&took more photos.
it was soo fun&funny.hahha!
well,im planning to ton today oso.
than im gonna concentrate on studying starting monday!
chaos!XOXO

early morning!

2010-04-09T03:38:00.004+08:00

morning earthlings!
its 4am now.
i didnt sleep cos im afraid i wont wake up on time later.
this afternoon was like tt too,noo,yesterday afternoon.
i was taking my afternoon nap,
than i didnt even hear my alarm ringing,
but luckily Rena called me,than i woke up.
but im soo sleepy tt i felt like just staying at home.
didnt sleep last nite too.
yesterday,
went to meet Farris,Dinni,Yan,Naz.
played cs,soccer,black magic-.-,train thingy,the mehmehmeh...
alot of stupid stuffs.it was fun,
but it was the worst day for me,
its like,the most unlucky day?
haiss..stressed bout stuffs,
they helped me to think of what to say.
lots of explaining to do later.
whatever,im gonna go watch my Hercules now~
-XOXO

iditos.

2010-04-05T23:13:00.003+08:00

went to Fieza's birthday yesterday,

had lots of fun.

especially the cycling part.

Fieza cycle like crazy sehh!

its a 2 in 1 bike,meaning,2 person gotta sit in 1 bike.

i sat behind,so i cannt control the handel,

than i scared i fall,cos her but sooo heavy,than the bike might not balance.

hahahha!

i screamed alot.hmmm,i think this few days i scream alot,

which is soo not like me?

here's the photos of the party!

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=100439930&id=1206182446#!/photo.php?pid=30595166&id=1138546668

went home wif Kamilah,we took the same bus as the others that went of 30mins before us.

todayy,

went to yew tee to check the class tee,its $13.

hmmm,dunno if we can get it by Friday.

plan to ton on thursday,than cross country on Friday.

than went to bukit gombak,to Jinhua's cousin's pet shop,

the golden retriver is sooo cute sehh!haha=D

brought my cat food.

than on the way home,i sasw Fieza&Suhaimi,

than i walked wif them to Ahmad's house,

met Afiq,Naz&Yan.

i went home first to pee&to deal wof my kitty.

than they called to ask if they could come up,

cos every Monday i would be alone at home,

Farris&Tina joined in after that.

we watched movies,chitchatted,joke&they bullied me.arses.

Suhaimi&Afiq oni know how to eat.

keep stealing food from my fridge.tsk!

tts all for today sayangs!-XOXO

helloello

2010-03-30T22:18:00.003+08:00

its such a long time since i blogged,
im soo lazy this days.hahah.

went to Jinhua's aunt's house for awhile,

soo long since i saw her aunt,haha.

tt baby's soo cute rite?!
went studying wif Jinhua&Akif just now,
saw Emily&Fana wif her boyfriend&one guy there.
Emily hanged out wif us a jeepy,
than came home,
saw Hadi,Farris,Ahmad outside mad's house.
hahah,soooo long nvr see Hadi seyy
&i wonder how he know tt i went studying wif Jinhua&Akif.
hmmmmm.
-XOXO

this week

2010-03-27T12:15:00.003+08:00

monday,
i went cycling alone,
cos no one was at home&i was bored to death!
i dunno who to ask along,
those ppl in cck all seems to be busy or aint at home.
so i cycled around cck for bout 1.5 hrs?
than when i went pass Farris's house,i saw his house door open,
so i tried calling.yes,he was at home.
so he came down to entertain me,haha.
than after awhile,we saw Dinni,Nas&Yan.
we talked,chitchated,joke,laugh as usual.

-XOXO

19-20-21 March!

2010-03-21T22:58:00.002+08:00

Ton for 2 nights!
1st night,
we cycled to a cemetery at jalan bahar,at around 9.30pm?
sooo tiring sehh=\shiitt!i forgotten what we do..
as in,i can remember some,but i wanna write down all.
huhhhhhh,my memory sucks..y cant it improve?!
i think uhh,when i grow up to bout 50 years old?i will forget everything vry fast..
i think i will blog bout it tmr luhh,cos its late aready,i got school tmr&i cant think.
havent start school i stress aready..tsktsktsk.Michelle,Michelle,how to take O level like that?!

hmmmm,i dunno y im soo hyper,
i didnt sleep much for this 2 days&when i came home,i didnt sleep oso.
unlike some other people!hahah.they sooo weak sehh,but wanna take Fico as a reason.
ouhhya!on the 19,i went to watch them play soccer at jurong.the 'field' is sooo cool.
i think i will upload the photos tmr.lazy uhh.hahah.

i will blog tmr than!cos i really cant remember even though im trying vry hard as stone.lol.
stupid Farris.
gotta remember this
*we rounding first nothing , then saw a person sleeping on the car
*then we u-turn bcos of dog barking

Happy Birthday Tikus!

2010-03-18T11:00:00.000+08:00

today,we planned to celebrate Farris's birthday. i was aready on my way to lot 1 to wait for Emily&Yimling. than i saw Dinni&Nas.they two look like idiots,haha! 2 sharing 1 umbrealla,should have taken a photo!damn.. so since Emily&Yimling weren't there yet, i went to Suhaimi's block wif them to wait for him. we chitchatted,but Suhaimi was sooo long,so i went to lot1 first. had to wait for 300 sooo long,but no choice,raining. met Emily&Yimling outside Cheers,than Fakh was there too! hahaha,asked him to come along wif us for the celebration too. we went to buy the cake,than i rushed to top up my ez-link, Emily&Yimling went to buy some food to fill their tummy. than rushed to take bus,than met the rest at hall, The Rest:Suhaimi,Akif,Shakir,Dinni,Nas&Yan cos Ayie keep hurrying us..scared tt Farris will suspect.. candles lighted&we waited for them. i thought they would come in bicycles,but they came in morto.. after tt,u can see from the video on what happened. after all that,we played wif the creams.hahahah! but wth,they all aimed me!when its Farris's birthday. i was just trying to get everyone to join..if not it will be boringg.. i asked Fakh to take photo wif me cos of our creamy faces, than in the end nvr take,cos he smack another lump of cream on my face-.- half of my face was covered in cream&some went into my eyes&hair.. had a hard time washing it off.. went to play CS after that,had to wait,cos there aint enough space. Emily&Yimling went to eat,than the rest of us played. Alson joined us half way=] than went to a block near Concord pri to play soccer. hahah,Farris fell down when he wanted to fetch the ball, the way he fell was soo darn funny! left at around 7.15 for tuition wif Emily&Yimling. Yimling said some lame jokes tt she got to know from Jenica.haha. they 2 went to the toilet at lot1,but i have to rush to tuition first. met Rena,studied. i wanted to go OCH tmr,but they all spoiler uhh,say too little ppl=\ hais,so we change out destination to Dairy Farm,they say its hunted there too. we're gonna cycle there,so wish my butt luck!
-XOXO
will upload the photos&videos another day,sorrie!

shopping!

2010-03-14T23:35:00.004+08:00

went to AMK Hub today wif
Mummy,Darren,AhXue ahyi,Valere,Brayan,Xiaoxiao ahyi,YiQing&ME!
we went to a japanese restaurant to have dinner,
we were damn hungry,cos we skipped lunch.
after that,Darren,Bryan&Yiqing went to the arcade
&the rest of us went shopping!!
i brought two doll shoes,cos my old one spoiled
&&&&&&1 new SPECTACLES!
i can collect it 3 days from today.yayyayyy!
sooo happy sehh!hahahha!new spects at last!
than we went to watch Alice in the Wonderland,
well,i got forced to watch it wif them-.-
if not no one take care of them,all the aldults went to drink coffee&gossip.
so Valere&I have to take care of those brats.
hmmmm,satisfied wif the movie,
although its a violent version of Alice in the Wonderland.
other movies i wanna watch the is Dragon one,3D&Toy Story 3,3D if they have.

im sooo excited,cant wait for the spects to arrive=B
ahhhahah!
okayy,got to go sleep now people!

-im sooo glad that the holidays are here.so i could spend time with some of my friends,have fun,
have time to adjust myself,&face those arse after that!

cycling!

2010-03-13T23:02:00.003+08:00

this morning Farris failed to disturb me when i was asleep!
2nd time!
after tt,went to school for a.math lesson.
went home to sleep,im sooo tired,cos im sick..
than wanted to go down to meet Farris&Ayie aready,
but my mum was like,u go do ur homework first!3pm than u go down.
so Farris had to wait alone downstairs,cos Ayie have to go for soccer.
sorry Farris!i feel soo bad,i everytime disturb him.but he had helped me soo much.

so we cycled to Emily's block to meet her.
on the way there,we crossed a junction,Farris was worried,
cos my turning aint good.than he look back to check,but he fell down himself.
haahhaha!he got a cut on his leg.like i said,i feel sooo bad=p
hmmm,maybe i should stop disturbing him aready.
met Emily&her friend,AhLing,she's 16!
but i thought she was 17,like us,or maybe older?lol.
we plastered Farris's leg,all i can say is ouch,haha.it look so pain.
i should reallyreally stop disturbing him,heheh.
but he keep.... urghhh!i dunno,what at my arm,flicking?
can stop myself from hitting him..
sooo we talk,chat,joke,laugh,gossiped,etc..
after that,we sent Ahling to the bus stop&headed for CDSS..
EMILY&FARRIS ARE SUCH BUSTED!
we met Fak&Rayyan,chatted.
went back to Emily's block,met Ayie,
Emily brought us drinks,THANKS!
we lepak under her block awhile,than Emily went home
&we headed for Dairy Farm.
haha,we just wanna explore.it was a very tiring.
but it didnt hurt as bad as the last cycling..i couldnt sit properly.
i had lots of tiring fun=]lol..
went to my block&i wanted to go home aready,
&no one told me bout my face!Farris still can talk bout my face..
it has dirt on it,little spots.soooo paiseyy.
came home,i scrub myself lots&lots of time.
than used the comp.
-XOXO

why does everyone leave just like that or even talk bout it so easily?
i really don't what this to happen..*touch wood!*

moveee

2010-03-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

i felt sooo bad,for sleeping through Mr Raj's class today.
but i was sooo tired&i had craamps.
sorry Mr Raj!
i wanna work hard for humanities,cos i dun wanna let him down.
his the best teacher i've met=]always making my day.
planned to study every monday wif Akif&maybe Kamilah too?
busybusybusy...
Monday-Study wif Akif&Kamilah
Tuesday-Dance
Wednesday-Geography
Thursday-Dance
Friday-i wanna leave it free for my friends=\but still gotta study..
Saturday-Study&spending time wif my friends=]
Sunday-Study&spend time wif my friends too!

good news!!i dunno y,but i enjoy having Chinese classes!
hahahhaha!the sky's gonna fall man!
its the first time im saying such stuffs=D
im taking CLB,kindofa good choice cos;
i no need to see him,
&well,cos the teacher is sooo nice,
Audrey[i think its spelled like this?] kept making a fool of himself,cant stop laughing,
Salina,kept arguing wif Audrey!
some of them read some words in a wrong&funny way,
i dunno how to explain.but its damn funny.
gotta go now!-XOXO!

mind urself.

2010-03-09T22:25:00.003+08:00

y cant u all just leave me alone&not try to make me suffer in school?
im having a hard time aready wif my studies,
y do u all wanna make it worst?cant u mind ur own stuffs?
do u feel happy when u see someone suffer?bet u do huh.
if not y are u doing such childish stuffs?
dont u know when's enough?u guys nvr learn or change huh?
u hate me,so just go on hating.no need to do such stuffs or make such comments.
go takecare of ur girlies before they see such side of ya&run away.
i dun wanna say such stuffs,but really uhh,just stop cann?

just got them out=p

2010-03-08T22:23:00.004+08:00

after school,
went for the stupid learning journey that we went everytime every year.
bboring!!but this "tour guide"-i dunno what else to call him,
brought us to lots of places!unlike the pass ones.
they sucks,cos they just go blahblahblah everytime.
went home after that,Kamilah took my mum's car wif me.

Akif,Hadi,Farris&Suhaimi came to my houst to watch movie oso.
planned to wach 13 ghost,but they say they have watched it-.-
than we decided to watch Transformers,
cos Hadi wanted..lame arse..
i was not sooo intrested,except some parts.
so i used the computer mostly.haha.
they keep disturbing,they keep acting as me,than talk to ppl on MY msn..
sorry people!haha.
when i was blogging,some arse oso kept typing nonsense while i was away.

when im wif them,i feel relaxed,i dun think bout stuffs that made me depress.
when im wif Emmeline,Rena,Kamilah,RenAn,Aini all at the outing just now,
i felt the same too=]they always cheer me up.heheh.
love ya all yaws!&EMILY TAN,CHEER UP TOO!
FADHILA BAMAHAJ!I MISS YA!

i had enough.

2010-03-08T21:39:00.002+08:00

yeah,so what if im lame,
so what if im weird?
u two aint perfect too.
u two are weird in ur own way too,
ouhhya,now its 3,not 2.

i just had enough of u two commenting bout whatever i said in class,
yeah,so what if what i said was stupid?lame?or idiotic?
are u happy now?im suffering in class aready.
having a friend like you 3 really hurts me.
&1 of u,is someone i really didnt expect.
u really disappoint me.i thought u weren't like them,
i thought u wont be sooo unreasonable to follow.
but if u gotta reason,tell me luhh,i dun remember doing anyting to u.
yes,i admit,i irritated the other 2 last time,
but not u?what?does my face pisses u off?

to the other 2 guys;
but u guys?u guys did the same to me too,
u all irritate me,making me embarrassed.
but what did i do?i didnt establish an Anti team for u right?
what do u want more?i really had enough.
try putting urself in my shoes&see how it feels uhh.
enough is enough!

dissapointed..

2010-03-06T23:46:00.003+08:00

hmmm,
i guess im just gonna blog once a week,
but i scared i cannt remember what happened..tskk.
ima shoo lachy..haiss.
we went to west coast for our coastal clean up on 2nd March,Tuseday.
i didnt pick a single litter.haha!;D
the oni thing i picked,are SEASHELLS!
hahah,well,whaddya expect from meeshell?
lol,tt was lame.hais,i guess im just trying to cheer myself up?
why?summary:this week had been fucked up!
i really just wanna live my life happy&simple..
tts all i ask for whoever's who's up there!
u think funny uhh?huh?up there watch us fight,free show uhh?
lol.*joke*i feel sooo retarded.
well,some people out there think's so.well,inna bad way.
first,was damn disappointed wif what they said.
but whatever yaws!im just gonna care for those who cares for me=]
cant be selfish&blame everyone rite?
3rd March,Wednesday.
went to lepak,saw Iszahari!at first i tot it was the sec 3 guys from i dunno what sch.
cos they everytime skate there.
than after i met Suhaimi,than he told me its Isz.hahah.
sorrie!i nvr wear my spects,cant seeX]
4th March,Thursday.
class decoration,than went tuition wif Rena at Bukit Batok.Combine Sci
damn,tt indian teacher could really talk fast,
had a hard time catching up..
5th March,Friday.the day i found out.
went to meet Suhaimi after school,
than met Ahmad,Alson&Ayie.ehhh!all As!lol.
than we lepak,than tt person came..
than i went home,than meet Farris&Ayie to play CS,
it lighten up some of my mood,cos i keep killing them!yay!
than they went to play pingpong,than i sat somewhere near the letterbox place,
got nothing to do,so i took out some letters from the letter box=Xhaha.
but all advertisement papers.i oni took some letters out to fan myself,than put it back.haha.
planned to go riding after that,but it was vry late aready.
so we played badminton!
6th March,Saturday,which is today!
went to school for extra A.math lesson,
than decorated the class wif Kamilah&Noel,
than went to meet Farris&Ayie at hall,
than Suhaimi,than Alson&Ahmad.
lepak for a jeepy,than went home awhile first,cos its really damn hot downstairs.
than i felt like sleeping for awhile,cos my adik on the air-con,
its soooo tempting.hahah,my bed was calling me,so i went.
than after tt,i went down again,bringing the bike i lend from my neighbour,
the first 3 bike's tire got hole!!!so i had to keep going up&down,trying out the bikes.
had to bring it to keat hong to pump air,
at first we stupid,we went to sunshine there the esso to pump the tire..
cos we forgot tt keat hong oso got..we're such dummies.haha!
than Alson,Farris&I went riding,the rest had something on.
first,we went to Yew Tee,than Bukit Panjang,
than we saw Emily TAN!haha,than i got to met Milo!sooooo cute sia!haha.
than we went back to Yew Tee,than Cck,
it was sooooooo damn tiring!im having cramps everywhere now!!
even my butt!i hate the seat!tsk!
than we lepak at hall awhile,Suhaimi met us.
i was having such a bad cramp tt i had difficulties to open the bottle lid,
not the turn one uhh,its the tupperware type.
than i accidentally spill the water over myself..tskkk!
than i went home first.cos im real tired!
tts all for the week,hmmm,maybe i will blog tmr?
-XOXO!

Soccer!

2010-02-28T01:12:00.006+08:00

i feel sooo...?

2010-02-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm,today was relaxing.
but that damn weather's really annoying..
we had early&1hr recess!soo shiock!
cos i told mdm sal tt we have "canteen duty"
than its total defense today,
so there are booths set up.
cos ur hands tied&we have to try&release them ourself,
haha.after that,we went to the library,
cos miss lim didnt come,
Emmeline,Rena&me chatted alot,
mostly all nonsense.haha.
after school,we chatted wif the librarian,
i dunno how to address her..mr kir's wife?
her tummy looks sooo scary.5 months.
after that,went to BPP to meet Aslina&Syaslina,
Aslina wanna lend my breaking dawn book,
cos she lazy to buy,haha!pig!
went to meet Farris after that,
cos i've got nothing&nowhere to go..
my parents&Darren went to malaysia to see my aunt,
no one inform me till the last min-.-*sobss*
watch Farris play soccer wif a bunch of kids from south view pri,hhaha,
their sooo cute,some,not all.
than Alson came,we met one girl from south view pri,
she's sooo friendly,than Alson flirt wif her!haha.
Farris cooked some nugets&chicken for us to eat,THANKS!!
waited for Dinni&Yan,
than we went to meet the rest,Syahanus,Miko,Suhaimi&Ayie to play CS,
but Suhaimi&Ayie didnt play,i dunno y..
my stupid comp's keyboard sucks!cannt press properly.
&i died alot of time becos of that..dammit.
lepak at the hall after that,
that stupid Dinni,damn thick skin!!say his handsome-.-
Akif&Ahmad joined,haha,sooo long nvr see Akif!
went to Lot1 wif Farris&Dinni to eat my dinner,
their such arse-holes!keep kicking my leg=\
had no choice but to use some of the money that im forbid to use,
but im gonna take it out from my allowance&put back again.
brought them both a double cheese burger.
Dinni went home first cos he had probation.
Farris&i talked alot,
felt a little more relief telling him some stuffs,
than we went to meet the rest at Ahmad's house.

hmmm,i feel soo what?
i know what im feeling right now,relief?
but i dunno how to put the exact feeling into words..
its like,u came back from school,sooo stressed out&wif that damn weather.
after that some of ur friends cheer u up
&u get to share lots of things wif them,
laugh along wif them,
u feel that the stress's forgotten(for the moment)
&after that,when u think bout the stress again,
u feel that its kindofa silly?but not totally.
i dunno what im saying,
i feel that if life could just be stress-less,
just hanging out wif ur friends all day long would be nice.
wif no hate,no revenge,wif freedom.
hahah,that would be heaven man!
im thinking tooo much..

lastly,
IMissFadhilaSoooooMuch!
girl!y u nvr online??=\

ugly faces!

2010-02-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

heyy ppl!
i just got pranked by some idiots,
saying tt they lepak-ing at Ahmad house,
anything can call Alson,
in the end,when i reach there,
i only saw a little boy wif his father..
called them&no one answered.
wtf?bloodymouse!i hope ur front teeth would drop off!

its a thursday!haisss.i hate it.
sooo sleepy for the whole dayy.
went to URA today,
it was kindofa awsome?i dunno?
maybe im tooo tired to feel anything.
on the bus when going home,
we did some stupid things.
hahah.

snowman!

2010-02-23T20:36:00.003+08:00

school as usual,
after school,
decorated the classroom,
painted some parts of the wall,
went for dance,
tt snowman can really talk alot!
hais..irritating.
went home wif Yimling&Fak all.

when im under my block,
some guy skaters was like,
at first i thought it was Suhaimi all,
so i kept staring,cos i cant see,
didnt wear my spects,haha=p
but nope,not them.
but they saw me staring
&they were like,oioi!hi,
i tot it was some irritating guys,
so i didnt layan them,
but i found out tt actually one of them's someone i know.
hahha,sorrie!

currently chatting wif Jinhua,
than there was someone chatting wif me,
someone i thought i know,
cos her name was same as one of my pri school friend,
but suddenly,
she ask,ur a male rite?
i was like huh?so i checked her e-mail,
oops,not someone i know,
she send me one website of her photos
&asked me what i think,
when i saw,i was sooooo shock..
but it aint naked photos alrite.but...
i dunno what to say luhh,
she kept insisting on cam chatting even after i told her i was a girl..
but i remembered deleting her,
cos i remember her name&her dp,
but she added me in another acc-.-
but she just had casual chat wif me in the last acc,
but i delete anyway,cos i dunno her.
so i blocked&reported abuse.
i still dun understand y i would get so shock..
maybe cos its the first time?
hmmm,whatever it is,
hope she doesnt add me back..

borderm really kills

2010-02-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

today,
school same as usual..
nothing much happened,
only got caught for my hair.sigh.
gotta be black by tmr..
after school,stayed behind to decorate the classroom wif Kamilah.
disturbed Jinhua&Yimling alot!haha,
they say we stole their paint!ANYHOW!
tts not even theirs lohh!
went home in my mummy's car,
cos im damn lazy&tired.
but i still have to go to the saloon..
when she was leaving the dye on my hair,
i fell asleep.haha,im just sooo tiredd!
now,my hair's pitch black.
it looks sooo weird.
love ya ppl out there!
especially Fadhila!i know ur reading=]
heyyy bitch!
-XOXO

boringgg

2010-02-21T20:42:00.002+08:00

this morning,
some mouse called me to disturb me again.
it was like 5.30 in the morning..wtf.
i cant remember what we talked about.
at first i thought it was a dream,
until this afternoon when i meet Suhaimi,Farria&Ayie
to play CS,
Farris talked bout it
&i was like,huh?so it was not a dream?
haha,lol.
after CS,
we lepak-ed,
make a stupid deal wif that mouse!
&tt Suhaimi side him=\
haissss,
watch some video tt we made in the past,
talk bout how much we miss Fadhila Gemok!
haha.IMISSYOUSOMUCHFADHILABAMAHAJGEMUK!
come home after that,
helped my Daddy wif the praying stuffs,
gonna pray later at 12am.
dunno what day issit.haha,
im such a bad Buddhist..
-XOXO!

House visiting!

2010-02-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

this morning,
was woken up by calls,
cant remember who talk to me at first,
than after than Farris,
cos he keep saying things to make me angry&wake up.
it was like 7.30am!
i cant really remember what we talked about,
but i know tt he freaking busted me alot!
bloody mouse,i hope ur front teeth would drop off!

After that,
Fadhila came to my house to wash up,
than we went to lot 1 to have breakfast,
than came back home wif me so that i could change to go out,
Fadhila choose for me what to wear,
a purple dress.
went out after that,
she waited under Suhaimi's block to wait for him to lepak
&i had to go first,cos i was late aready..
gave her a BIG HUGG&A KISS ON THE CHEEK=]
*sigh*FADHILA!im missing u right now!
sorry i could not stay wif u longer..
u dunno how much im hating ur father now!stupid Bamahaj..

so i went to meet Emmeline&Shane at lot 1 interchange
&went to meet the rest:
JinHua,Michael,Belinda,Weiming,Rena&Yimling.
went to Yimling's house first,
Rena's second,
Emmeline's third,
Shane's,
than mine
&back to Emmeline's,cos the mum asked us to eat out dinner there.
her mum's soooooo damn funny&cute!hahah!
she even said something bout Emmeline that no mothers would
say bout their child infront of her friends,
hahahhahah!it made Emmeline sooo Paiseyyy!
than went to Michael's last.
we played cards,some of them played mahjong
&&&the most fun was the werewolf game.
i wanna play it again!&the oni thing i hope is that ppl would stop playing cheat!!
went home at bout 12.35am?
&reached home around 1am.
we took Akif's mum car.
she's sooo sweet&she even remember's my name,
after not meeting me for soo long=]

i had lots of funnn today!=D
&i love u all!
-XOXO

i hate schooling on thursdays!

2010-02-18T22:34:00.003+08:00

stayed home today,
was soooo SICK to go to school^^
haha.
just found out tt Emmeline didnt go too.hehehs
went to lot 1 to slack wif Suhaimi&Shakir.
met Fadhila&went to white court,
brought my cat down&we all played wif her=]
yeesshh!she's soooo naughty!
Shakir went to fetch Jeni,
Akif&Ricarno came later on,
Shakir came back wif Jeni,
than Afik&his friend came,
than Fadhila went to meet her younger sister&Emliy,
slacked&took lots of photo wif Rico's cam,
Suhaimi went missing,
than mostly went home leaving Akif,Rico&me
Alson&Farris came after tt,
than Suhaimi,than Afik,
than i went to meet Fad&her lil sis at lot 1,
cos i wanna buy stuffs for my cat,
than came back wif that DAMN heavy bag,
hahah,Fad&me look sooo idiotic carrying it together!
went home,eat,bathe,got irritated by some mouse,watch tv,blog
&im gonna hit the sack now.
toodles!

Sakura outing!

2010-02-16T23:55:00.011+08:00

todayyy,
was fucked up at first,
cos of my parents&darren.
so lets not talk bout that.

we met at lot 1 interchange,
at bus stop 190.
went to Dhoby Ghuat
lepak around while waiting for Farris..
took lots of photos![above]

After Patar's son came,
we went to Sakura near the mrt station.
ate lots of raw fish!
a stupidd video of his gigi chewing on a pregnant fish.[below]
heheh!

walk around town after that,
than home sher-weet home!

in your face Farris Iman Binte Abdul PATARRR!

To Fadhila&Fieza!

2010-02-15T23:52:00.003+08:00

GGGRRRRR!
i can really kill u both right noww!
better watch out uhh!

hmmm,soooo long after i last blogged.
been lazy this past days.
UNLIKE SOME PPL POST EVERYDAY!
(just To Fieza,no offence to the rest=phehe)
who wants to join the tek tek besar crew?
there Fadhila&Fieza,the crew leaders.
whahhahahah!lol.

STUPID FARRIS&SUHAIMI!!!!
freaking big bullies!
one wif big teeth in the front like a mouse,
the other a Edward Cullen wannnabeeee!

hmmmmm,
tts bout it than!
byeeee~

out little reunion.

2010-02-01T20:01:00.005+08:00

its been sooooo long since i blogged.
haha,i've been lazy.
but today,its a MUST to blog!
haha!

school's been normal,
&during History class,
a new repeat boy from another school,
came to 5B.
his name's Sardish?i dunno how to spell,
his well,good looking,haha.

after school,
went to bp to slack,
went to Starbucks wif Jinhua&Yimling
drink a little while waiting for Evan&Akif to arrive.
chitchatted alooooot!
bout tt cannt-make-it gang oso.haha!
changed to Mac after that,
cos we're hungry.
talk alot,laugh alot like crazy!
did lots of stupid stuffs!
haha.but fun has yet to come^^
saw Fak&Fidaus(not sure if i spelled correctly)
saw Shakir&Jeni later on
&than Hidayah.
soooo happy,cos i saw lots of my friends=]

here's the sweet stuffs^^

send Jinhua to the traffic light,cos she wanna go off first.
than teman Akif go ______(aint something dirty,so keep ur minds clean!)
than went back to KFC to meet Fak all.
on the way back,
saw the cannt-make-it gang outside NTUC,
haha,guess what?
the stole something,tsktsk,
disgrace to our school=\
hmmm,
bout 6 of them?stealing ONE bottel of bercadi breezer-.-
than getting caught,got lectured outside NTUC.
their group's such an eyesore.
what a laugh~
they made some fool outta themselves,
what can i say?RETRIBUTION?
hmmm,for what?
what whatever stuffs they did&wrote on their facebook.
lowlifes..

windywindy!

2010-01-18T18:00:00.001+08:00

stresss!
had SocialStudies&History today,
hais,i dun understand a thing!
im really listening!
but nothing goes in=[
*Mental Breaking Down!*
ahhhhh!mummy!*sobs*
what should i doooo?=\
Mr Raj saw my lost face&commented on it.
haissssss.

After school,
stayed in the canteen wif Jinhua the Slut!
chated wir RenAn the RedNose.
haha!
than went to play the pianoo,
took me quite long to learn.haha.
made her feddup.LOL
whatever!
went home,
wanted to knocked some sense into a pig,
but he cant seem to absorb what in saying.
heck luhh.stupid arse.
-XOXO

Emotional dayy!

2010-01-16T22:47:00.006+08:00

it was havoc today! didnt know who to go escape with, cos my brother had aready got 4 tickets, actually to celebrate Darren's birthday, but he fell sick-.- plan to say,okayy,since his sick, im gonna go out wif Rena,Emmeline&gang, but my mum want me to go.. actually my elder bro was suppose to go wif me, but,he chose to go club &buey me last min.._|_ i had to ask Suhaimi,Farris&Akif last min.. actually i wanna ask JinHua go, but she busy.. tsk.stupid pinky.. we took every rides! it was funfunfunn!woooo~ haha. we went to the hunted houes, &the stupid ppl there scare us.. at first it was a guy, reaching out for us from one corner, the second round, he was in wig, he used his handphone or torch light or whatever wif light, to,u know,shine his face? scared the hell outta us. the pirate ship was fun. took it alot of times! &there was this girl, keep wanting to get Suhaimi,Farris&Akif's attention! haha,damn funny. she look weird,lol,im soo bad.not ugly,but weird. Went back to cck, lepak,talk,played true no dare. it became vry emotional. testing how strong u are handling ur emotions. hais,what can i say? not much=]cos its a secret=X but i hope i can rmb everything, cos its worth it,some parts. came home at 10.30. &now,chatting wif my favorite CAMEL!hehes=] i miss her soo much=\

lastly,i lovee my beloved friends,
especially after what happened today.
all the tears,laughter,embarrassments,stupidity,etc...
u guys really got me thinking=]
u guys are amazing&i dun wanna lose anyone of you,
remember tt&stop asking stupid questions!
no one's better than the other,
cos each person's unique,
(didnt say it just now cos i didnt know how to say it to u guys,
as in,i didnt know how to phrase it into a sentence.)
sooo different tt i wanna keep ALL of ya.haha.

to all my beloved friends i know out there!every single one of ya!
XOXO

Little Miss&Mr(s)

2010-01-13T18:15:00.004+08:00

Miss Lim soooo Lame didnt come today!
waste 2hrs.tsk..
after tt,hade VE lessons,
Mdm Sal took over,
her VE lesson's funn=]
unlike Miss Lim-.-zzz.. boring.
well,
at least she's not so kao pei like last time aready,
haha.
had Geog lessons after tt,
lots of homework-.-
hais.
went to Keat Hong to cut my hair!
&now,my hair looks sooo boring..
but when it grows,i dun think so?
hais,whatever luhh.
i want it to be looong!=B
-XOXO

sleepy day..

2010-01-12T16:30:00.002+08:00

heyy peoplee,
kept falling asleep in class today.
hahah
sooo damn sleepy.
&damn,i have tuition later,
hais.o level what,
what to do.
have to work hard to go into poly,
so i can see hot guys=]
lol.=x
-XOXO

helloooo~

2010-01-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i bloged.haha.
cos im all tired out&lazy after i reach home from school.
but i do write some down on my so called diary tt i bring to school.
hehehs.
whatever it is,
i gotta work hard for Os.hais,
soooo scared man.
anyways,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SUHAIMI!
but doesnt mean u get a pass to be action okayy!
haha.

u ppl out there work hard too alrites!
gonna chao now!
byee~

Our Little Chalet 16-18 Dec

2009-12-16T21:30:00.008+08:00

First,we went swimming.
Fadhila,Fieza,Izzuan,Alson,Hadi,Farris,Shakir,Michael,Ahmad&Me=]
after tt,they went to dunno where&i went home to meet my mum.
cos she have to be there when we check in.
in the morning,mostly sleeping,swimming,cards......
but at nite,Hunted houses=]
first nite,White house.
second nite,Red house.
both we're equally scary?
more for Red house i think?
tts bout it?
cos most of the stories can be seen above^^
&Shakir's face is sooooooooo SOTONG!
hahahahhaXD

sorry for the late posts,
lazy this days=p
haha.
enjoy anyway!

BACK!

2009-12-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

hais,
went there sick,
came back sicker-.-
the flight was HELL!goddammit!
it was raining when we're about to land in Sing
&it made the flight jerky.
outside the window,
we saw another plane just beside tooo!
it was soo near,
the rain was causing trouble,
so most plane cant land properly,
well,i dunno what happen,
tts what the air steward said.
but the flight was scary.
kept going up&down like its outta control,
like we're on a boat&it made me sick.
well,gonna talk bout the trip later on.
toodles.

Thailand! 12-15 Dec

2009-12-13T02:37:00.006+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking..

Thailand!

2009-12-11T15:19:00.003+08:00

Chocolates!gonna stuff them in ma mouth once i'm well again!

gonna go Thailand tmr!
&i know its been damn long since i blogged,
cos its sooo damn boring tt i dunno what to write about..
hopefully i would get to post some things there at Thailand^^

JINHUA,u better watch out!bloodypinkyshit!@$$#%!

hmmm,tts bout it!
toodles!

New Moon

2009-12-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

today,
went shopping wif mummy,
saw Miao Xuan&her friends,
gave her a shock cos i scare her.
haha!
after tt,
went to fetch adik at Clementi,
ate,
went to meet Miao at lot 1,
&&we watch NEW MOON!
WOOO~
Edward's HOT!
but the ending's like,
so fast end?
hais~
after tt,
came home,
went to meet Suhaimi&Izzuan,
talk craps,
Farris joined later on.
lepak for a few&went home!
found a fat cat outside my house,
dunno who it belongs to,
patted her&chased her away.
haha,im so bad.
hmmm,tts all for today yaws!
toodles!

no life-.-

2009-12-01T21:54:00.004+08:00

nah,nah,nahhh....
its sooo boring staying at home!!
i wanna go out!=\
hais..
todayyy,
as usual,
home,
lot 1 to buy book wif Miao,
than home,
played wif Nessie
&she's such a naughty cat now!
haha.
home,
eat,
watch tv,
play comp,
blog,
FUCK!
lol,haha.
2 more days ppl!
for two things=]

5 more days.

2009-11-28T16:27:00.002+08:00

this few days was BORING!!~
hais,
went to Miao's house,
watched the Japan drama again,Gokusen.
its sooo touching.hais,
too bad Gokusen 2 has a change of students=\
pity,cos the previous ones were sooo cute=]
came home,
rest,
gonna go for a wedding later.
no life!
hmmm,gonna phone ppl up&aske them out=]
well,till here than.
toddles!

lets play dress-up!

2009-11-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

todayy,
nth much..
talked to Emmeline bout work,
gonna go to TCC wif her on Monday.
mmmm,went to lot 1 wif Miao Xuan.
saw Suhaimi&his mum on the way.
&i tot it was her sister-.-
well,cos she's short.haha.
went to lot 1,
hunt for some books&home sweet home!
went to Miao's house&played wif some make ups!
laughing at our stupid faces!haha.
than we watch some Japan show
&&they are all sooo cute!
not cute in a handsome way,
well,some are,
but they are cute inna ..... i-dunno-how-to-say-it-way-.-
came back home to eat&going over again later!^^
haha,her house's just nxt door,tts y=]
till here than!toodles!

not once,but twice~

2009-11-27T01:03:00.005+08:00

yesterdayy,
went to collect my pay wif JinHua@outram.
saw lots of chestnutty&HIM too=]hahha.
when i say him,i was like psstpsst!
than he turn around&said hiie!
haha,his eyes were sooo huge when he saw me,
well,cos we didnt see each other for bout 2 months?
hmmm,
Aidil asked us out for a movie,2012,
at causeway.wahaha!
we tooked the train&missed a stop,
BUT,
tt hamster keep insisting tt we alighted at the rite place!
did lots of embarrassing stuffs like talking&laughing sooo loudly at the platform.
haha,on the way to woodlands,we missed a stop.again.
hahha!were sooo pathetic!XP
JinHua&I kept betting on weather we will see HIM again&
she said cannt be,NB,burst my bubble-.-
i was vry stubborn&was like,
how u know?maybe he will go there too?
but while waiting for Alfian,
we walked around,
JinHua&I brought a necklace=]
its vry pretty~
she was looking for her stuffs,
me?i was scouting half the time,hahaXD
met tt late pig&went for the movie.
the movie was sooo damn long,2hrs 30mins?
yeesh,butt pain mann!
at tt moment,i gave up on scouting&let JinHua win.
after movie,
Aidil went to the toilet,
but i was on the phone,
didnt notice tt he was gone
i wasnt paying much attention to anything,
so when JinHua took the escalator down,
i didnt notice HIM until she told me.
our eyes met&we both gave each other a BIG SMILE=D
but JinHua signaled him to come down&he really did!
made me sooo paiseyyXP
haha,what an idiot we both were,
we reacted like we saw Edward Cullen or whatsoever.
sooooo damn center of attraction.
like she said,she asked for___&_____.
i still cant believed tt we really met him!again!
haha.such coincidence.
hmmm,still wondering..would he?
came home____him.
but he didnt____.
i gave up waiting&went to bed,
but i didnt fall asleep,dunno y.
than,i he____!
so it continued from 1am-5am?
haha.happyhappy sehh!but no ___ ___ kayy!
hmmm,tts bout it?
byee ppl!

4th.

2009-11-24T23:08:00.004+08:00

todayy,
there's nothing much=\
BORING~
had a little quarrel within family,
vacuum the floor,
read ma book,
went out wif mummy&adik,
watched them play golf,
than Darren went to meet his friends.idiot..
sooo,went to lot 1 to meet abang,
we keep stopping here&there,
cos we didn't know what to eat,
in the end,food court!
we ate pepper lunch,
ate ice kachang&went to buy some stuffs..
than home sweet home!

making up post!

2009-11-23T19:52:00.003+08:00

hmmm,post for the past few days!!

went out wif some of the usuals to play CS!
well,i was all wet when i reached there,
cos it was raining heavily!
i killed alot of ppl!especially Akif!haha!
After tt,went to watch Paranormal Activities,
it was sooo damn scary=|
i didnt sleep well for the past few nights,sigh..
cos most of the activities happened bout 12am to 4am?
i could only fall asleep until i see a hint of light,lighting the sky..
like yesterday,only able to sleep at 5am..
told SOME of them the reasons.
&ONE PERSON STILL CAN SAY MY ADIK CUTE WOR.
like wth?
i could die of heart attack at tt moment!
sooooo not cute at all=\

mostly stayed at home?

went out wif Miao Xuan today to go buy some stuffs wif her,
told her lots&lots of things.
especially bout those scary things tt happened in the chalet.haha.
scared the bejesus outta herXP
went for lunch/dinner.
than home sweet home=]

aint blaming u&hopes for the best between us.

2009-11-22T20:34:00.012+08:00

Firstly i didnt put words into ur mouth,i said IF/GUESS/NOT SAYING TT UR THINKING TT WAY.read girl.&hey,this has nothing to do with little amount of vocab or whatsoever alrites,dont change the subject girl~well,ur one,so it doesnt matter.
Anyway,if u didnt wanna hurt her,y didnt u speak up?than when i told u,y wont u go talk to her as usual?i thought u didnt know anything?i tot u said u dunno tt they plan this?i thought u dunno anything?when i asked u in the room,u keep saying its Asshidiq&now?Donovan?wth is this?the rest were at the stairs&they heard everything,so dun think tt im the only one who heard it.u know urself the most,good or bad,theres no need to tell.but in the past before this happened,i didnt think of the past,i still meet u up at lot 1&didnt show faces even if u were late tt time.i didnt think of anything bout u before this incident,so dont go "u-probably-dont-believe-me"/"u-think-im-tt-type-of-person?"/"u-dont-know-me-at-all" on me yeah.

ouhhya,FYI,this dont only come from me,cos im just helping ppl speak out to,but if u wanna blame it ALL on me,than,i've got nothing to say.just look at some other point of view yaws.
examplw,even if i shut my mouth after all this&foget about it aready,there will still be other ppl commenting bout ya,im just someone who help them voice out rather than talk behind ur ass.

were still friends if u want to,no one's forcing u.im just speaking out for the rest.
anyways,this will be the last post for/bout u,
i've got other problems to attend to than this..

to yimling;

2009-11-21T22:49:00.008+08:00

saw ur post,something tt u would have wanted rite?? im just gonna be straight forward kayy,i dun wanna beat around the bush like some loser or scardy cat.if i hurt ur ego or whatsoever,or u might say im being evil buy writhing all this,but trying to act innocent now when ur in the wrong,who's more evil?but its not gonna stop me from telling u something,im not gonna sit back&see u bully someone who dun wanna fight back wif u cos ur her friend,yeah,thats kind of her&bad of me,but its becos she treats u as a good friend,tts y she wanna give u face.seeing u write all those stuffs&acting innocent aint a good thing to do Cho Yim Ling.

when we heard what u did,do u really think we believe it?we really didnt believe u would do such thing to her.if u did it to ur boss or whatsoever,i can believe uhh,but this is ur friend!ur close friend!Jinhua!
she aint any stranger!ur really pissing me off bout what u wrote on ur blog.

"whole world thinks it's my fault right? Yes, yes. My fault, all of mine."who the hell said it was ur fault?
" But first, stop pointing all your 10 fingers on me, and putting the whole damn blame on me."who's putting the blame on u?did we?its just cos Asshidiq wasnt there for me to scold.
"Did you even get the facts right?"yeah,Asshidiq's idea&the rest of u agreed.
"I know, after hearing one of not-your-close friend story, you chose to believe him right?"cos he admits,unlike u,as OUR CLOSE friend.
"It's your problem on whether you chose to believe him and crap, 3 person involve, 1 told you the story, and you didn't ask the other 2 right?Okay, probably you asked 1 of the 2 person ah. I can't believe that you're so naive to believe, yes, you might tell me "I rather believe him then you", "what if he's saying the truth?", "you are a cheater and a loser", blah blah blah .."than what did we go to the room for?i asked u rite?the rest were outside&they heard it.i even called Asshidiq to comfirm before u even came back to the chalet.
"Please use a small portion of your brains first and think, is this whole thing that simple?"did tt before u came back from ur club.
"I'm supposed to be the one, being disappointed. My close friend didn't really ask me what happened, and jumped into conclusions, and now, enemies back or what?"i asked u when we're in the room rite?&all u do is stare at the floor&keep quiet!Yeah,it aint ur idea,we're not blaming u,we're DISAPPOINTED TT U, AS A FRIEND,FREAKING AGREED TO TT IDEA!AS A FRIEND,SHOULDN'T U DISAGREE?ISSNT TT WHAT U SHOULD DO?
&AT LEAST SAY:"ehh,Jin hua my friend sehh,im not gonna busted her"
issnt this what a CLOSE FRIEND should say?
&there u are,saying tt we,as a friend,nono,CLOSE FRIEND,rather choose to believe someone tt is not closer to us than U.
well,cos Donovan aint a fucker like u,at least he know its wrong&choose to admit,to tell us.U,as our CLOSE FRIEND,JUST FREAKING SHUT THE HELL UP&NOT SAY A WORD BOUT IT WHEN U SHOULD!
"I'm tired of this whole thing, it's up to you to believe who you want to believe in. Yes, you might gossip after reading this. I know what kind of person are you already what, right? (: I'm going to live my life, and probably, if you still have the heart of this friendship, get the facts right first. Ciaos!"u think we aint tired of all this?u think i wanna scold u for nothing,just to make a scene?u know what king of girl Jin Hua is&u still wanna do this,do u know how much its gonna hurt her?nono,do u know how much it has AREADY hurt her?if u didnt do anything wrong,who would wanna gossip bout u?right?
what the hell were u thinking?huh?lemme guess,its just a GUESS,im not saying tt it's what u were thinking."aiya,no one tell,she wont know what,even if she know,she wont do anyhing one luhh,she will just say nvm luhh,&30 oni,she so rich,only child what,comfirm the parents give her alot one luhh."
well,IF thats what u were thinking,ur such a bitch.u know what u were thinking,u know urself,there's no need to tell.who should be disappointed huh?u?fuck off luhh.

think bout what u did,if u still think what u did&what u wrote if right,call urself a bitch.BUT if u feel guilty,than good for u,at least ur human.

4Chalet!

2009-11-18T15:39:00.004+08:00

4Chalet!

went to 4C's chalet on Monday.
slack at Pasir Ris while waiting for the checking in time.
we cant check in ourself as we're under 18,
so Akif's mum came.
settled down&prepare for the BBQ!
i set up the fire,while the rest prepare the food.
by the time we are ready,
most ppl are here aready.

we ate a little,
than went to Wild Wild Wet wif
Jin Hua,Akif,Farris,Izzuan,Alson,Fadludin,Fabian,Hao Jie&yim ling.
had loads of funn!
especially the Slide Up ride!
made us feel like we're falling!=]
went to almost all of the rides?
the Shiock pool's relaxing,but the kept turning over ppl's float.
idiots.
went back to our chalet's pool side toilet&bathe,
went back to eat.

after tt,slacked,than went to a haunted house.
there were actually 14 of us,
Alson(the one who didnt count himself&so we tot its 13),JinHua,Akif,Farris,Izzuan,Suhaimi,Rayyan,Fadluddin,Iszehari,Putra,Miko,Donovan&Syahanus.
we didnt get to go in,cos there was a police car petroling.
it stop infont of us&ask us to go back.
we went back&waited for some of them.

than decided to go to White house,
which had no link?cos there's no house at all,
its just a observation tower.
http://www.spi.com.sg/information/013/main.htm
but its really huanted.
it was a 30mins walk,
lots of stuffs happened.
ppl there,
First row:Iszehari,Syahanus,Donovan.
Second row:Miko,Me,Putra.
Third row:Fadluddin,Farris,Akif,Izzuan.
10 of us.
went back&sat in a circle,stories told.
taunt the whole nite,received a prank call wif ppl singing Merry Christmas which is still a long way,eat,watch tv,talk,joke,played guitar,....
woke the rest,clear the place,went to have breakfast,
lost my mood cos of some cheater/liar!
slack&checked out.

went to play lan after tt,
Counter Strike!
there was,
Jinhua,Vera,Akif,Izzuan,Farris,Suhaimi,Alson,Rayyan,Miko,Fadluddin.
sooo fun!but i got killed alot of times.
cos i had no clue of who to kill&stuffs.haha!
at first Jinhua&Me different team,
but we still help each other.haha.
after tt,same team than Jinhua&Me so call team up,
i everytime walk first,than she keep guard behind,
so im always killed first,than she will help me take revenge=]
but oni at times.sometimes,we went alone.
took 190&went home=]

took a nap cos gonna taunt again,
this time,cos we wanna watch the meteor shower/shooting stars!
i saw 2!
first oni abit,but it was there.
second it was beautiful,but i didnt make any wish,
cos it didnt look like a normal shooting star.
it really look like a rock on fire,colouring the clouds too,
it seems like it touched to atmosphere&coloring the clouds.
we were there like idiots from 12am-dunno what time,
i left first at bout 4.45am?
i asked Rayyan to send me home cos i was scared.haha.
tts bout it,the rest of the day,didnt have anything to do-.-
BORING!
anw,gtg now,toodles ppl!
mwa!

everything reverted..

2009-11-15T21:40:00.004+08:00

Everything reverted..
soooo lazy to blog this few days..
but i dunno y,
its hard to keep this to myself any longer,
gotta let it out somewhere..

some back,some gone.
somewhat like the past again?
not being selfish,
but those tt are gone,are heartbreaking.
hais..
yess,so what if i want everything,
its cos i treasure everything,
not just something tt i would just use&throw.
whatever i've done,
whatever we had,
whatever memories GONE!FORGOTTEN!
but what can i do other than standing by the sidelines&watch?
its their choice,not mine,i cant force them.
but now,im just caring for those who care for me=]
toodles!

chalet

2009-11-04T18:41:00.026+08:00

Class Chalet

here are some photos of our chalet!
it was crazy!haha.
did lots of silly stuffs,

Day 1
BBQ!&ahem[not the way u perv. are thinking]
had some money problems.but settled=]
ton all the way!wooo~
&went to watch sunrise!

Day 2
went for breakfast,
went for pool,tried it,but its soo difficult to play-.-
went to the arcade!haha.
won the game 2 times!but lost 1=\
haha!
went back to the chalet,
went for swimming!man,a bad tan men.
&tt pervert kept stalking us while swimming!
ass him!
went to the bike rental shop wif the rest,
rented,
went for a ride to test put=]
sooo damn windy!~
stayed in the chalet,
some were tired&wanna get some rest.
but we cant!
cos Michael kept shouting,
NO SLEEPING!!
hais..
shock all those who were sleeping,haha.
after tt,went cycling to Changi Village!
actually planned to go to Old Changi Hospital,
but all seems wrong,
cos first,
King Yiu's lower part of her eyes were twitching,
bad sign.
second,
bus uncle bluff us tt its demolished&dun want us to go.
bad sign?yeah.he dun want us to go.
third,
ppl tt are good in cycling&kept falling down,
maybe cos they kept showing off?
haha.they had cramps on their legs&hands,
all the same.weird?
bad sign..
Emmeline,Ara&Me felt so too.
so we decided to just cycle pass OCH&U-Turn.
did so&the trip back was funfunfunn!
sooo many down hills,unlike the trip there.
sooo damn fast&windy&coolingXD
than Arian fell down.
actually planned to pass by one hunted house near Pasir Ris,
but becos of him,we cant-.-
soo back to chalet!
played some games&dozed of,
as usual,Michael kept shouting,
NO SLEEPING!hais.

Day 3
woke up,returned the bikes,
went for breakfast!
&&HOME SWEET HOME!
man i miss my toilet&my bed!haha.

more updates tmr-.-
sleepy now&lazy to blog=\
nites ppl!

call urself my friend..

2009-10-31T00:47:00.002+08:00

sooo lazy to blog this few days,
but im just gonna blog a quick one.
i just wanna say,

I FREAKING CANNT TAKE THAT GIRL'S ATTITUDE!
YALAH,ATTITUDEATTITUDE LUHH.
CALL URSELF A FRIEND,YELAH!

Feel like bursting all ofa sudden=\

2009-10-27T19:49:00.012+08:00

thisfeelslikeshit
things were so fine at that moment,
it feels like everything was perfect.
but now?
its like waking up all of a sudden to something u hate..
they knew tt i dun wanna lose contact wif them,
they said they didnt want too.
hais,how did things turn out this way?
if only i was smart enough.
if only i could turn time back.
this feels like shit,
that feeling's like shit,
this whole thing is sooo shitty!grrr!

todayy,
we had out O levels,
i thought my index no. was still the same as the N levels one
&sadly,i sad at the wrong place-.-
so than i changed.
when the exam started,
i was still dreaming,haha.
the paper was easy towards the end
&if only i didnt dream soo much!i would have finished it!urghh!
&&if i did just skip the questions tt i dunno&its just 1 mark.
tsk!i cant concentrate.kept thinking bout other things tt i shouldnt..
idiot Michelle..
after the exam,had a little class meeting bout our class chalet.
than went to lot 1 to eat with Rena&Shane.
took a walk around lot 1 wif Rena,
saw Fieza,than home sweet home!
hmmm,nth much now.
cant wait to work on thurs=]haha!